To good to be true

JOSLYNS POV
i had locked myself in my room while Harry was on the other side of the door begging me to let him in when my mum texted me the worst news ever," hey honey the traffic is really bad and we are all tired so we all are renting a room at a hotel we will be home tomorrow. Harry is staying there be nice love you bye!" " fuck!" I screamed. " what's wrong you don't want me to stay with you?" Harry chuckled on the other side of the door.

i ignored him and went to my bathroom. I couldn't take it anymore I need to feel pain. I grabbed my razor and cut my arms. My last one was really deep so I screamed and fell to the ground. The blood wouldn't stop I was loosing my vision.

I need help even from that devil," Harry!" I screamed in pain. He kicked open my door and ran into the bathroom. " oh my gosh jos you need to go to the hospital." Harry said lifting me up. " n-no I'm fine." I said weakly.

" no jos your bleeding really bad in taking you there now." He grabbed his car keys and drove me to the hospital. Of course paps followed us there.

Harry picked me up and ran me inside," help she needs help now!" Harry yelled. Two women ran out with a gourney and Harry laid me on it.

I know I hate him but I don't want to be alone," h-Harry come with me." I said. " I can't ill come in when I can!" He said worried. I guess he does cares but that doesn't mean I still trust him with my heart.

1 hour later

it was really bad they had to put 4 stitches in my arm. I lost a lot of blood so they had to give me blood through an iv. I feel weak and shitty. The door opened and Harry came running in.

" Jos I'm so sorry are you ok?" He said sitting next to me and grabbing my hand. " ya I'm fine." I said. I miss him always being like this like when we were kids.

I don't want to be with the arrogant and heartless Harry I want to be with the Harry that stole my heart years ago. " I miss you being like this." I said. " being like what?" He said confused. " you know the Harry that cared about me and would've done anything for me. The Harry that was funny and sweet."

" what am I like now then?" He said. " arrogant rude cocky heartless thinks he gets whatever he wants." I could tell he didn't like what I said and it hurt him. " jos I'm sorry but I do care about you and want you and I still love you." He said.

" Well you can't waltz in here and expect me to forgive you for everything you put me through! You crushed me! You have to earn it again and I still don't trust you with my heart Harry!" I said to him. " I-I know and I will prove it to you I promise."

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