I lay dreamily on the grass as I gaze up at the clouds. I remember as a little girl I'd try to make out little shapes or figures, Jed would always join in to try and out do me. But most of the time he would win, I never managed to focus long enough. I often wandered off in my mind thinking about random, harmless things. It always led me to certain stories or fairytales I remember how I prayed that my Father's bedtime stories were somehow true. My favourite was the one with the castle in the sky, it was a magical land where little people would live. Everything there was wonderful and fun, nothing bad happened of course. And Princess Isla ruled the skies as she searched for her Prince. I often wanted to fly into the sky and wish I could join them, unfortunately growing up helped me realise that life isn't like Dad's kind of story book. I know life is constantly waiting for you to write your very own version.

I sit up slowly as I snap back into reality. I take a small daisy from the grass and I breathe in the fresh summer as I begin twirling it between my fingers. I love being outside and having the chance to completely chill out. I could spend most of time relaxing outdoors, I feel like I've aged more than what I have.

Thinking back to my life and looking at it as if it's my own book, my happy ending didn't exactly keep its promise.
I met a guy that has always had my heart from the first time I saw him. With his green eyes to his dark heavy hair, he was made just for me. Or so I believed. I never knew someone to make me so weak and to captivate me like he did. I knew I'd be head over heels for someone who treated me like I was everything to him. I couldn't have asked for anything more.
It chokes me when I think back to our past, we've got so much history I sometimes get lost in our little world. Seeing his face and speaking his name makes my heart ache. Can I really love someone that much? Can passion be too much too handle? I've questioned myself time after time as my happiness just all fell apart. Although I may have grown stronger, my shattered heart hasn't quite healed. I've got two loves in my life who are my weakness and make me so vulnerable, I'd do anything for either of them.

My feelings and emotions cannot get the better of me, I'm caught up in one of those days where anything can make me sad or feel sorrow. I know I should be fine and most days I am, I just miss everything that I once had. If only I could go back and save the love we had.

Notes

So Harry and Stephanie are back!!
I'm so excited because I've always wanted to go back to these two and I've been thinking about them for so long, I just had to start writing. This is my main focus, I love these two and now I want to take their journey even further. If you've read the other stories, then I really hope you enjoy this :)

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