she's getting worse.

I felt the vibration of my phone on my waist. I picked it up and opened the text.

:New Text:
Nialler :)

Hey, come to the hospital, k?

:New Text:
Me :3

Uh, sure? Why?

:NewText:
Nialler :)

Just come.

I bit my lip and slipped on a jacket. I knew what this was about, of course this is what it was, but I didn't want to believe it. I walked out the front door, keys and phone in hand.

My hand reached out for the radio knob, but it was shaking to much to turn it. I dropped it to my side, focusing back on the road. Oh, who am I kidding, my mind was somewhere else. I imagined my mom's smile, I imagined seeing it one last time.

Her pearly whites showing through plump pink lips. I didn't picture it to be a joyful smile. The skin around her mouth wrinkled, almost struggling to keep it open. Her brows furrowed together in concern. I slammed on the brakes almost colliding with the car in front of me at a red light.

I felt tears come to my eyes. Niall probably broke his leg or something. Or, my mom finally decided on going to a real hospital! Yeah, that's it! That's great news, maybe they could help her! My tears, turned into a grin.

I pulled into the back of the hospital in front of the visitors sign. My smile collapsed into a frown. Somehow lying to myself only deepened the sadness in the pit of my stomach. I stepped out onto the concrete, suddenly the floor was caked with vomit. My mom has to be fine, she's...she's strong.

But is she strong enough to face cancer?

Notes

So I have the worst fucking stomach ache ever and im really mad at my grandma.

I was hanging out at my dad's house, his mom(my grandma) live's with him. So, I was walking the walking dead and screaming "KILL THE BITCHES" when she walked in and now I cant watch it at their house anymore. I mean I could watch it at my house but I don't have a 70 plasma screen soo. lol

On another noteee im back! Did'ja miss me? XD