What Goes Around Comes Back Around

The words “they want to sign me”, weren’t the words I was hoping to hear. Though they were a relief to what other things I was thinking. My heart was beating fast, creating a lump in my throat. I swallowed hard, but it wasn’t going away. They couldn’t take her away from me, I brought her to them.

‘please don’t do it Wills’ I whispered

‘why not?’ she sobbed

‘it’s not worth it, being chased, mobbed and pushed around by fans’

‘it is what you do all the time’

‘I speak from experience’ I nodded; she stood back, forcing me to let her go.

‘it’s a selfish thing to say. If I would do this it is still my decision’

‘I know, but…’

‘no buts Luke, I wanted to tell you first, because I know you always have an open mind to things and here you are telling me not to do it’ she half yelled at me

‘I’m sorry’ I muttered

‘what was that?’ she asked coldly

‘I’m sorry’ I said a little louder ‘the thing I’m not sorry for is having feelings for you’

‘whatever Luke’ she pulled out of my grip fully, walking away from me. She stood by the edge, looking over Sydney and her arms crossed defensively.

I couldn’t help myself; she needed a little space, though she didn’t. I walked up to her and snaked my arms around her waist. She jumped at my touched, but eased up a little, I kissed the top of her head resting my chin on it after.

‘I mean it Wills, you are making do crazy things and I don’t know what to do if you would leave’ I confessed, her hands folding over mine, her body leaning into me a little.

‘I don’t know what I would do without any of you as well. I’m so confused’ she said softly

‘don’t leave me, I know it sounds selfish, but just don’t leave me’

‘is it even worth it? I really don’t know what to do Luke, I’m torn’ she breathed

‘pick me, choose me, and be with me’ I begged trying to convince her. My heart was on the line and my feelings out in the great wide open.

‘I have to think about this alone’ she whispered and turned to face me, I held her waist and pulled her close, leaning in before kissing her gently. Her bottom lip trembled and I knew she was crying. I already know she had made up her mind, she doesn’t know it herself yet ‘please don’t tell the others yet’

‘I won’t’ I assured her

‘let’s go back’ she whimpered and I brought my thumbs up to her cheeks wiping away the tears.

‘what do you want to tell them if they ask what’s going on?’

‘we are a thing now’ she replied dryly, making me chuckle

‘you have been worth the struggle’

‘well then let’s cuddle’ she giggled and attacked me, hugging me tight and I hugged her back.

We ended up going back to the room of the boys and I, we didn’t exchange a lot of words. As we had entered I had held her hand and I think that was enough questions answered for everyone. Willow had sat down on the bed, holding a pillow tight to her chest as we all started going over a few more songs.

I couldn’t help but think about her leaving, what if she would leave indeed? I don’t think my heart would take it; it would be shattered into pieces. Was that how she had felt when I betrayed her? I tried to shake of my train of thoughts, but every word and every move brought me back to…Willow.

Notes

I FREAKING LOVE YOU GUYS!!!! < still on the first page (I have done two happy dances today)

^ Now that's said...who doesn't like a little cute and loving Luke? Also had to put a little Grey's in there too...soz, but it was fitting and went with the hopeless act :D

Hope you liked it :)

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