What Goes Around Comes Back Around

I slam the door on my way out and then lay my back against the door. I hear Willow on the other side of the door shuffling around, the sound of paper and suddenly it's quiet,

'Luke? What are you doing?' Michael asks coming out of our door and walking towards me,

'Mikey, please go away...' I trail off and listen to the strum of her guitar,

'Why are you guys doing this to each other?' He argues,

'I am not doing anything to her' I growl,

'Luke! Wake up! She is still stuck in the past and honestly think about it, so are you.' He says,
He is kind of right. I have been stuck in the past missing Willow so much. I tell the boys that I am in love with Kara but she is just another part of my life that I don't need... I'm not playing around with her I used to think I loved her but once I saw Willow again I knew that the feelings for her wasn't gone. I will still try to convince myself and everyone else I still love Kara, which means standing up for her against anyone as hard as that is when I'm arguing with Willow. But none of the boys are going to find that out,

'I am not caught up with the pass' I grind my teeth,

'Whatever' He rolls his eyes and knocks on the door behind me, the strumming stops for a minute and then continues,

'Well that worked' I mutter,

'Shut up Luke' he replies opening the door slowly and walking in,

'Mich-' I start but give up he won't listen to me... I stay there for a bit listening in his voice singing her song and her singing a bit of the parts... She never sings for anyone, well apart from me usually. Oh my god Luke shut up!I tell myself and as there voices harmonise a stab of jealousy comes through me, I need to go. I stand up and make my way to Cal and I's room and sit on the bed my head in my head,

'Jeez Luke... you look like a mess!' Calum says,

'Whatever... Could I invite Kara tonight?' I ask him, he looks at me with uncertainness but knows no matter what I say I'm gonna invite her anyway,

'Whatever Lucas' he replies shaking his head and leaving the room.

It's 7 o'clock and we should be meeting up in the lobby by now so I make my way to the elevator. I press the button to go down when I her a moan behind me. Shit I turn slowly knowing I am going to regret it to see Cal and Rose making out,

'Calum, please not when I am around' I groan and they jump apart and Rose starts to laugh,

'Oh please Luke, You're only jealous' She teases me and we laugh together,

'Ready to go?' Calum asks,

'Yea, guess so Kara should be downstairs' I say "happily" and walk into the elevator. Rose shoots a worried glance at Calum who shoots one back. We get down there and I see Willow standing there and an instant smile comes onto my face until i see Kara... and Holly and Farrah,

'Fuck' mutters Calum and my smile disappears and I can see Farrah and Holly's mouths moving and Kara is standing there all smug,

'Wills?!' Yells Rose and she turns and I see her eyes are watering up and Rose breaks into a sprint to get to her (in her heals) and takes her into a hug leading her to the side. Willow looks at me and you can see the disgust in her eyes so clearly and it hurts me so much I want to run and hug her to... Instead I walk towards them,

'Why Luke?' Willow asks frailly and Rose shoots me a disapproving look and I cower from it,

'What did you say?' I growl at Holly and Farrah,

'Oh nothing Lukey, just playing around' Kara smiles and walks up to me to hug me and I dodge it,

'It does not look like nothing...' I say at her,

'Oh who cares! Its just Willow!' She laughs it off and I shake my head at her.

'Are you okay?' I ask Willow softly,

'What do you think?!" She sobs and I put my hand out to her and she takes it and I hug her hard. She burrows her head into my neck and I feel her arms tighten. Her breath tickles my neck and I know then... Im A Gonner...

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