**Saturday Morning**

(Harry P.O.V)

I am still shock by my actions last night and I didn’t exactly know what made me kiss her. I don’t know it was her beautiful pink soft plum lips or her caring demeanour towards me that made me want to kiss her, needed to feel that somehow she is connected to me. The moment felt so right, I know she was shock by my action and I could tell that it was her first kiss because she didn’t exactly know what to do even if she didn’t confess it.

I am thrilled that I was her first kiss, I felt like somewhat…special? I would definitely kiss her again without a doubt and in fact I want to do more than just to kiss her. I don’t know if I could just pretend like nothing happened if I see her next time because I don’t think I could resist the urge to touch her in some ways.

“Harry…who is the special girl?” Mr Lee asks with a smirk on his face which really took me of guard, “what are you talking about Mr Lee…I mean James,” I replied obnoxiously and he chuckled at my statement. “Son I may be old but I still remember exactly how it felt to be in love,” he said, what? In love? What is he on about and my confuse face probably gave it away.

“Smiling widely since you got here…now daydreaming during work hour…I have been there and done that son…let me guess you were just thinking about her before I woke you up from reality, “he justified his reasoning with the experience he went through.

In love? Am I really in love with Tasman….no way I’ve only known her for two weeks and I haven’t convince myself that I like her…let alone love her…I know something is there between us but all this time I thought it was a fling…well until the kiss yesterday….anyways….she probably doesn’t even feel the same….wait so I do have feelings for her now….oh yeah just feelings….

“Look there you go again…who is this special girl Harry? Could I meet her someday?” Mr Lee snaps me out of my internal thinking once again, “there is no one Mr…James…plus I don’t even know how I feel about her yet…” I explained.

“Well son your eyes seems to be contradicting your inner emotions because they glitter with love written all over it,” he said and smile, “son I have been married for twenty three years now and every time I think or look at my beautiful wife….I feel like I have fallen for her all over again….just like the first time I fall for her years ago…sounds cheesy but it’s true,” he adds which made me make an awe face at him.

“Wow Mr Lee…I mean James…I didn’t know you are so romantic…hahaha,” I joke, “hey you can’t blame me for loving her too much because she was the only colour in my black and white world,” he told her with a warm grin.

What does he mean his black and white world? Did he have a hard childhood growing up just like me? Nahh…he seems like he was raised by the most loving family ever…

“If you don’t mind me asking….but what do you mean by that James?” I questioned which made him sign, “I guess we still have time before the shops open….sharing my story with a teenage boy wouldn’t hurt I guess…” he smiles and I gesture him to continue. I am just a little eager to know what Mr Lee has been through because what made him the man he is now is indescribable.

(A/n: Sorry this part is a bit boring.....can just skip the big paragraphs....you will just find out about Mr Lee's past)

“Well long story short…my family moved here from China when I was little, I was the only child and moving here…well you could say was a huge mistake that my parents made…when we were in China my dad owns a pretty well-known company while my mum was a house wife and we were the perfect family…until we moved here that is…everything started to go downhill for my father’s company and my family…my dad starts to drink a lot and bring home women knowing that my mum was still in the house….he world beat my mum up every time my mum bought up the conversation when he is sober…he would flog me, whip me, beat me and calls me pathetic whenever I make the slightest mistake out of his order…” he paused wiping away a few tears that form in his eyes, I know he is reliving all the bad memories of his past by telling me this and I feel so guilty to bringing it up.

Gosh Mr Lee’s life was no different to mine now…. How can someone with such a tough past be so happy and cheerful?

“Oh My God…I am soo sorry James,” I apologise feeling for the poor old man, “no need to be sorry Harry…live is fall of struggles and when we overcome it…it makes us become a better person not only for ourselves but for others too…my dad becomes alcoholic pretty much, his company were shut down and due to all the suffering my mum’s been through she developed heart disease and died when I was ten…my world pretty much just shuts down from then on in… I become a rude heartless kid…I did drugs and commit crimes…I did pretty much everything to try and get myself to forget the painful past….my dad would still abuse me regularly even though I was already in high school and wish that he would die every day instead of my mum….and one day my wish came true…I came home from school to find him overdose with too much alcoholic in his system and it was too late for the doctors….So I pretty much become a parentless boy, but by then I was already 18 and already in my senior year of high school…” he explained and now a smile starts to form on his face.

“During the the senior year was when my wife moved here from New York…gosh she was and still is breath taking…no one would dare be around me because they were scared of me…well I had a bad reputation let’s just say that but you know the sluts…sorry for my bad language son…I can’t find another word to describe them….well they like the bad boy image and I pretty much just played around with them….well until I lay my eyes on my wife…she was so innocent and from that moment and onwards I told myself that she would be mine…she was soo scared of me but…I am going to keep it short….so we pretty much fall in love and she accept my past, she understands me and she accept me on who I am…I never thought that I could ever find happiness in my life again but every time I look at her I knew she was my shining light…an angle from above was sent specifically for me…she was my guidance angle…ever since then my life took a turn…I promise myself I would give everything to my wife and family that my dad never provide for me, I would give them the love I have never experience, I will be the father that I never had myself and I will do everything is my will power to keep them happy…and safe..” he exhale like his been holding such a long breath, “I might have a dark past and because of my past I have become the person I am now…loving wife and three beautiful children….living the dream with my own shop” he said with a big smile on his face.

I am very astonished by Mr Lee’s personal life, despite his tragic past he was able to move on and find happiness. It was all because of LOVE? Wow, love can be that powerful isn’t it? But then again great love comes with greater tragedy, some of us are lucky enough to find love without the sad or sorrow in it while some will be forever broke and it is all in the name of love…

“I have to meet this wonderful wife and family of yours Mr Lee…someday aye?” I ask nudging him with my elbow which made him laugh, “I am not sure if I want you to meet my beautiful daughter though….she might fall for your charm or maybe the other way around,” he jokes which I laugh along with him, come to think of it, I wonder what his daughter looks alike? Is she as beautiful as he praise her to be? Who knows?

What Mr Lee told me really hit me though….it hit me deep…it was almost like a life lesson that I have just learnt.

(Tasman P.O.V)

My alarm went off making me groan but the flashback of last night starts to play back on my mind making me smile like an idiot. I always thought my first kiss will be all romantic with the person I love but I lost my first kiss to a stranger that I know nothing about, even though the kiss was amazing I still feel guilty doing it so. Let’s not forget, Harry is a very good kisser and who knows how many girls he have kissed in the past.

I decided to have a shower and wear a typical sun dress with my favourite flats considering it is really sunny today. I agree to myself to leave my hair down in its natural wave and not bother to wear any make up. I haven’t wore a dress in a while, I am a really girly girl, let’s just settle with that but for some reason I wanted to wear the sundress.

“Wow…Tass you actually look like a girl today…” Jackson commented as I sit down on the breakfast table which just made me rolled my eyes at him. “I think you look yeally peetty Tassie,” Lily complimented with a very adorable smile, “aww thanks Lil’s…you look beautiful as always,” I replied blowing her an air kiss which made her giggled, “I haven’t seen you wore a dress in a very long time honey, you look beautiful….who is it for?” she asks with a smirk which completely took me off guard.

“What do you mean who is it for? It’s hot today…so I decided to were this,” I said gesturing my dress, “are you sure it is not for any particular guy?” she questioned rising one of her eyebrows, wait am I actually wearing this for any particular person? No! Of course not….it is hot today that’s all.

Are you sure it isn’t for Harry? So he can notice you more?

One of my conscious asks at the back of my mind, no I am pretty sure I am not wearing this for Harry and I haven’t even thought of him until they bought it up anyway.

“Oww…what was that for?” I ask Jackson since he kicks me in the shin under the table, “mum has been calling your name for the billionth time and you didn’t answer,” he states, really? She has? I didn’t even hear it.

“O.k. Tasman Jayme Lee, who is this boy? Do I know him? Have I met him? Spill right now young lady…” my mum demand, “mum…there is no one O.K.…” I wined and there really was no boy…well I guess there is Harry.

“I know that look from anywhere sweetheart and I know when people are in love…I have been there and done that,” she explained which I almost chuckled at her statement.

Me… in love? With whom… Harry? That’s funny, I haven’t even decided whether or not I like the kid…let alone fall in love with him….I mean I have only known him for two weeks for goodness sake.

“Ooooo….Tass is in love…Tass is in love…” Jackson teased, “I hope not with my Hayyie…he is mine,” Lily said innocently, her statement made me choke on the cereal. Jackson started to laugh his head off as I tried to gasp for air still coughing from Lily’s word, “are you alright honey?” my mum asks, worried about my shock state, “yeah…I am fine…mum,” I replied as my coughing died down.

I decided to takesome of the white roses from my front garden every time I go and visit the unconscious patient now, for some reason I feel like this particular patient doesn’t have a lot of family visiting her, well since I was given the job to keep her company. I told her everything that happened to me and well about Harry, I guess today I have to tell her more about Harry and I, of course our intimate kiss last night. I have shared everything with this unknown stranger and I haven’t even told my best friends or my family about Harry yet.


**Saturday night**

I came out of the hospital and look around to see if Harry was in the car park waiting for me, yes ever since the incident Harry would wait for me every day after work to drive me home and I am grateful for his kindness. I don’t think he did that because he cares about me but he did it so he doesn’t have to save my butt again. I don’t even know if that kiss means anything to him as much as it did to me, I guess I just have to wait and find out.

“By any chance you are looking handsome bloke with curly hair and dimples?” I heard a deep British voice from behind which scared the crap out of me but I know it was Harry and when he saw me jump from his voice he chuckled. “Aww did I scare little Tassie wassie?” he asked in a high childish voice, “shut up Harry,” I slap him across the arms which made him laugh out loud.

We walk out of the hospital view to his car, before I was able to open the passenger door and hop in Harry pin me against the door. With both of his strong large hand restraining my arms against the car as he starts to lean forward, “Harry what are you doing?” I questioned which was barely audible, I know he was about to kiss me but I mean seriously, his not my boyfriend and so just kissing me whenever he likes is not acceptable, not that I don’t like it because I really do but I still have dignity within myself.

“Isn’t it obvious on what I am about to do?” he asks quite harshly for my likings, “I know what you are trying to do…Harry…but I don’t do this (gesturing my hand between him and me)…you are not my boyfriend…and I don’t want to do friends with benefit thing …heck I don’t even know if we are friends…” I replied just as harshly.

(Harry P.O.V)

“I know what you are trying to do…Harry…but I don’t do this (gesturing her hand between me and her)…you are not my boyfriend…and I don’t want to do friends with benefit thing …heck I don’t even know if we are friends…” Tasman said in a very harsh tone.

I am not going to lie and at first I thought that whatever happened yesterday was just a moment thing. I thought I will forget about it today but heck, I was underestimating the power that kiss because I can’t seem to forget it even if I wanted to. Now seeing her with this strapless sundress on her makes me wants her even more, I had to try my best not to contain my shock reaction when I saw her because she looks so dam hot.

Ever since I’ve been here I have never seen Tasman wore a dress before, normally she would wear her skinny jeans and a t-shirt and I thought she already look so dam good…but now…holy cow…I am pretty dumbfounded by her beautiful soft tan skin that seems to be gleaming in the dim street light and gosh…those beautiful long legs of hers. At that moment I knew I can’t resist her beauty, I have to feel her in some ways and I wanted to kiss her…kiss her hard.

“Yeah that’s what I thought,” she spit trying to get out of my grip, I totally missed what she said because I was too busy admiring her beauty. “Tass…I do care about you,” I said tightening my grip on her arms but not too hard to leave marks of course.

“Well…Harry…just because you care about me…it doesn’t mean you have the right to kiss me whenever you like…I am not a SLUT O.K.…kissing a stranger is something I don’t do every day and I still have self-respect,” she said rudely, “don’t blame everything on ME…you enjoyed yourself from what I remember…” I boomed, getting really irritated with her attitude which made he chuckled darkly.

Gosh that’s a bit creepy...yet still so beautiful...

“Yeah I enjoyed it…I had to enjoy it…see the difference between you and me is that…you were my first kiss and a first kiss supposed to mean a lot to a person…it is supposed to be special…you on the other hand have sucked…who knows how many faces you have sucked…and I know I am just going to be one of those unknown numbers…I can’t believe I lost my first kiss to a stranger that doesn’t have any feelings for me…gosh…I feel disgusting…” tears starts to dwell on her big brown eyes after her rant, half way through her speech I ungrasp her arms which she is now wiping her unneedful tears with. Since I didn’t replied to her statement, she opens the passenger door and hops on slamming it shut.

I didn’t know what to say or do and I haven’t really dealt with this type of reaction before, I feel some sort of guilt stirring up at the pit of my stomach. I am totally not sorry for kissing her that's for sure but I am sorry for not doing it right for her, well not making it special enough for her.

At this moment in time I realize that I hated seeing Tasman cry, I hated seeing her upset, I hate making her worried and the most important thing of all I hate myself the most for being the cause of them because I like her. There I said it, it is a bit weird coming out of my mouth because I haven’t liked a girl, I mean like as in I want to have a relationship with, the one who will be mine….I haven’t felt like this is a very long time and this time I want to do it right without losing her…

Because I really do like Tasman Lee…and she will be mine….

Notes

What will Harry do to make Tasman his? (Stay tuned and find out) - it will just get better from now in....more action and more dramas

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