Sorry, not been updating, three of my close friends have experienced things, Jade who sadly passed months ago (I went visiting her grave with her mum the other day) Brad rothwell, who we know also died, and my other friend, ****** who was raped this morning, I have had to help her get through it, and at the same time help jade and brads family, who have been in trauma. Also sory if you thought this was a chapter x