On Tour With One Direction
What Went Wrong?
A MONTH LATER: July 2012
It had been a month since I met Harry. We texted, called, tweeted, Skyped, anything and everything to keep in touch. Niall and Sammie were doing the same and I could tell she was falling for him. I knew that I was starting to fall for Harry.…and that’s what I was afraid of.
Today we were going to fly out to Florida where the boys’ last concert was to spend the day with them. Sammie and I can’t wait to see the guys again. We’re going to Disney World!!
“Angela hurry up, we have to get to the airport!” Sammie said running to the door with her bags.
“Would you slow down? Soon you’ll be tripping over your own feet.”
“I can’t help it…I’m gonna see my Nialler!! Eeeeeeeee!” she says stumbling out the door.
“I told you so…” I mumbled to myself.
After 2 hours on a plane we were finally at the Orlando airport. After getting our bags we went to look for the guys…but they weren’t there. We walked around for a bit looking for them and all of a sudden someone came behind us and covered our eyes.
“Guess who, it’s Lou!” Louis said uncovering mine and Sammie’s eyes.
We turned around to see Louis, Zayn and Liam ready to hug us. We all hugged each other and reunited and then Sammie and I noticed that Harry and Niall were nowhere to be seen.
“Wait a minute…where’s Harry and Niall?” I said.
“Hm…they should be around here somewhere…” said Liam.
Just then, me and Sammie were both tickled from behind. We both spun around to see the boys with open arms. We shouted their names, jumping into their arms and they twirled us around.
“We missed you girls so much. That was the longest month ever!” Niall said.
“Well, we’re here now. Let’s go to Disney World!!” Sammie shouted.
We all yelled with excitement heading towards the bus, me on Harry’s back and Sammie on Niall’s. Sometime later, we arrived at Disney.
We had been to Animal Kingdom and Hollywood Studios and by then I knew that I was developing some strong feelings for Harry. I was starting to panic so I pulled Sammie aside.
“Sam, I don’t know if I could do it. I mean they’re so busy all the time and are in so any different countries travelling a lot and I don’t know if I can handle being this attached to him!”
“Calm down, Angela you aren’t even a couple. You’re just two friends being flirty.”
“No, it’s more than that!…I think I’m in love with Harry.”
“Oh god…this is really serious. What are you gonna do?”
“That’s what I came to you for in the first place. Help!”
“Just spend the rest of the day together and have fun with Harry freakin’ Styles! Just don’t worry too much right now, okay?”
“Okay, thanks girl. You’re a good friend.”
The rest of the day at Disney was lots of fun especially because we ended our night at Magic Kingdom watching the fireworks over Cinderella’s castle. It was so romantic being there with Harry and I loved how happy Sammie looked being with Niall in that moment. I just couldn’t help but think how I would eventually have to break Harry’s heart.
We were all in the hotel getting ready for bed and I was in my PJs ready to jump into bed when Harry came over.
“Hey can we talk out on the balcony for a bit?” he said nervously.
“Yeah sure…what’s up?” I said closing the balcony door.
“Well…did you have fun today?”
“Tons! It was a great day.”
“It sure was…listen…I don’t know if you’re aware of this yet but uh…Niall is currently asking Sammie to be his.”
“No way! Oh my gosh that’s so great. They’re really cute together.”
“Yeah they are. But I guess what I was wondering is…would you want to be mine?” He looked at me with hopeful eyes which quickly turned to pleading eyes when he saw my hesitation.
“Angela I really like you and I just really want you to give me a chance. ….I can tell you like me too so..what’s going on? What’s stopping you?” he asked desperate for an answer.
After much contemplation I said, “Harry that’s the problem. …I don’t just really like you.” I said standing up walking to the edge of the balcony, “I’m falling in love with you.”
“Angela---“
“And that’s the thing, I can’t be falling in love with you. In the end, it’s only going to cause both of us pain. You travel all over the world and we could hardly ever see each other. There’s too much of a chance that you meet someone else who you could see way more than me. And then what? I’ll just be thrown away like I was by my last boyfriend!” I yelled.
I ran inside slamming the door behind me, and I started changing and packing. Of course he came in after me.
“Angela wait!! I know we would have to keep up a long distance relationship and I promise you I would never hurt you like your jerk of an ex. I care about you more than you know. Since we met a month ago, I didn’t look at any other girl during the rest of the tour. I was too busy thinking about you. You can trust me. …I’m not like the rest.”
He looked at me with tear-filled eyes and I knew that he meant what he said. But I knew what I deserved and what I needed. And even though I was falling in love with Harry, I knew I couldn’t take the risk of getting hurt again and I knew my heart couldn’t take the long distance.
“Harry, I love you. ….but I just know that my heart isn’t strong enough for this kind of relationship. I need someone who I can see all the time. Someone who will always be there and if I’m with you…I won’t be able to have that. It really hurts me to say these things to you, but…I just can’t do this, Harry I’m sorry.”
With that, I grabbed my suitcase and ran out of the hotel room just brushing past Sammie and Niall hand in hand coming in. They looked at Harry very confused and all he could do was crash onto his bed with his face in his hands and wonder what went wrong.
It had been a month since I met Harry. We texted, called, tweeted, Skyped, anything and everything to keep in touch. Niall and Sammie were doing the same and I could tell she was falling for him. I knew that I was starting to fall for Harry.…and that’s what I was afraid of.
Today we were going to fly out to Florida where the boys’ last concert was to spend the day with them. Sammie and I can’t wait to see the guys again. We’re going to Disney World!!
“Angela hurry up, we have to get to the airport!” Sammie said running to the door with her bags.
“Would you slow down? Soon you’ll be tripping over your own feet.”
“I can’t help it…I’m gonna see my Nialler!! Eeeeeeeee!” she says stumbling out the door.
“I told you so…” I mumbled to myself.
After 2 hours on a plane we were finally at the Orlando airport. After getting our bags we went to look for the guys…but they weren’t there. We walked around for a bit looking for them and all of a sudden someone came behind us and covered our eyes.
“Guess who, it’s Lou!” Louis said uncovering mine and Sammie’s eyes.
We turned around to see Louis, Zayn and Liam ready to hug us. We all hugged each other and reunited and then Sammie and I noticed that Harry and Niall were nowhere to be seen.
“Wait a minute…where’s Harry and Niall?” I said.
“Hm…they should be around here somewhere…” said Liam.
Just then, me and Sammie were both tickled from behind. We both spun around to see the boys with open arms. We shouted their names, jumping into their arms and they twirled us around.
“We missed you girls so much. That was the longest month ever!” Niall said.
“Well, we’re here now. Let’s go to Disney World!!” Sammie shouted.
We all yelled with excitement heading towards the bus, me on Harry’s back and Sammie on Niall’s. Sometime later, we arrived at Disney.
We had been to Animal Kingdom and Hollywood Studios and by then I knew that I was developing some strong feelings for Harry. I was starting to panic so I pulled Sammie aside.
“Sam, I don’t know if I could do it. I mean they’re so busy all the time and are in so any different countries travelling a lot and I don’t know if I can handle being this attached to him!”
“Calm down, Angela you aren’t even a couple. You’re just two friends being flirty.”
“No, it’s more than that!…I think I’m in love with Harry.”
“Oh god…this is really serious. What are you gonna do?”
“That’s what I came to you for in the first place. Help!”
“Just spend the rest of the day together and have fun with Harry freakin’ Styles! Just don’t worry too much right now, okay?”
“Okay, thanks girl. You’re a good friend.”
The rest of the day at Disney was lots of fun especially because we ended our night at Magic Kingdom watching the fireworks over Cinderella’s castle. It was so romantic being there with Harry and I loved how happy Sammie looked being with Niall in that moment. I just couldn’t help but think how I would eventually have to break Harry’s heart.
We were all in the hotel getting ready for bed and I was in my PJs ready to jump into bed when Harry came over.
“Hey can we talk out on the balcony for a bit?” he said nervously.
“Yeah sure…what’s up?” I said closing the balcony door.
“Well…did you have fun today?”
“Tons! It was a great day.”
“It sure was…listen…I don’t know if you’re aware of this yet but uh…Niall is currently asking Sammie to be his.”
“No way! Oh my gosh that’s so great. They’re really cute together.”
“Yeah they are. But I guess what I was wondering is…would you want to be mine?” He looked at me with hopeful eyes which quickly turned to pleading eyes when he saw my hesitation.
“Angela I really like you and I just really want you to give me a chance. ….I can tell you like me too so..what’s going on? What’s stopping you?” he asked desperate for an answer.
After much contemplation I said, “Harry that’s the problem. …I don’t just really like you.” I said standing up walking to the edge of the balcony, “I’m falling in love with you.”
“Angela---“
“And that’s the thing, I can’t be falling in love with you. In the end, it’s only going to cause both of us pain. You travel all over the world and we could hardly ever see each other. There’s too much of a chance that you meet someone else who you could see way more than me. And then what? I’ll just be thrown away like I was by my last boyfriend!” I yelled.
I ran inside slamming the door behind me, and I started changing and packing. Of course he came in after me.
“Angela wait!! I know we would have to keep up a long distance relationship and I promise you I would never hurt you like your jerk of an ex. I care about you more than you know. Since we met a month ago, I didn’t look at any other girl during the rest of the tour. I was too busy thinking about you. You can trust me. …I’m not like the rest.”
He looked at me with tear-filled eyes and I knew that he meant what he said. But I knew what I deserved and what I needed. And even though I was falling in love with Harry, I knew I couldn’t take the risk of getting hurt again and I knew my heart couldn’t take the long distance.
“Harry, I love you. ….but I just know that my heart isn’t strong enough for this kind of relationship. I need someone who I can see all the time. Someone who will always be there and if I’m with you…I won’t be able to have that. It really hurts me to say these things to you, but…I just can’t do this, Harry I’m sorry.”
With that, I grabbed my suitcase and ran out of the hotel room just brushing past Sammie and Niall hand in hand coming in. They looked at Harry very confused and all he could do was crash onto his bed with his face in his hands and wonder what went wrong.
@AngHearts2Act
I don't know that happened lol and ok
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