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•Papers• (On Hold)

Prologue



Poetic lives are what we live

Shattered hearts aren't as abusive

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Avalon ~ Quietly rejected by everyone around

Jacie ~ Studies hard to keep memories out

Emers ~ lives a happy life until someone kills

Monica ~ everything isn't enough


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Amerelda, New York 2015

Merlon Bassey High

New York City

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What is life to you? Is it shame, guilt, anger, sadness, or everything above? Are the mistakes you make going to benifit your future? What about sex, drugs, games, or murder? How will your life be then?

One girl will say its bad, but four will show you how it's done. They stick with their own bloods and surrender to their friends. Is this what you're looking forward to? I hope not.

People of the world are cruel, disappointing, and scary. You see life as happy and fufilling and totally free. What you never saw was the pain and emotion that humans feel behind that sweet homemade smile.

You can cry as long as you want now. No one will care. The truth is, they'll be the cause. Watch out for them. They aren't very rare. They come into your life and tear it to shreds. They'll be everywhere you go. Even in your house. Those little pests ruin happiness. Kill them if you can.

As for rumors, they can hurt. People will say you're gay, ugly, and call you a whore. Make sure you're perfect for them. Don't hook up with soccer players or fuck with the nerds.

Smoke. It will get you through everything. Drink. The refreshing liquid will kill your brain. One thing you can't do, is die. Society needs you because society needs them.






Return

or never burn







Notes

So this may be confusing I know. I'm am totally redoing the whole story. I have saved the other chapters for later so keep checking in. Hope you guys will still like the new theme I'm going for. Sorry not sorry

~Mia


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Comments

If you want, I could message you on the 5sos website

lovelypastel lovelypastel
7/14/15

@Mia_Irwin
Your very welcome. Did you try looking at onedirectionfanfiction.org site?

lovelypastel lovelypastel
7/14/15

@snowflakes
Thank you again! I didn't get your message, for some reason I don't get notifications or anything like that anymore :(

Love the story! By the way I sent you a message on this site ;-)

lovelypastel lovelypastel
7/14/15

Alright :P well as someone who's pro legalising it, I'd like to point out that it's impossible to be addicted to weed lol and you can't OD. Wax maaaaybe (I've never tried that but it's basically straight THC). But apart from that this is fantastic and I'm curious to see where it goes ;D