A Teenage Dirtbag
Good Girls Like Bad Guys
I sat at the kitchen table, Alexus was across from me with her head in her hands. Crying her eyes out. I didn't know how to help her. Or if I even should. I mean, after all the torment she put me threw. Plus I knew Louis and Harry was listening in on our conversations in the living room, I wasn't stupid. They may have promised not to, but I've lived with them long enough to know no one here gets any privacy.
Suddenly Alexus sat up, her red puffy eyes looking directly at me. In that moment I could see she looked really horrible. Her blonde hair was all frizzed up and her make up was running down her cheeks quickly. The fact her clothes were all wrinkly weren't helping.
"I'm sorry.." her words shocked me, and I swear I choked on my air. Ever since Jamie moved here she never once ever said sorry. Unless it was sarcastic.
I gaped at her before answering, "What." It was more of a statement than a question the way I'd said it.
But she still answered. "I made you feel horrible because of everything I did.. I.. I know that Cece.. I do.. but I.. I just didn't know what to do.. I knew he wouldn't go for someone who wasn't mean, or rude like him.. I just.. I'm sorry Cece.." her voice cracked near the middle of that and I went to say something when she continued on, "and now I'm pregnant. I.. I know it's his, but he says I cheated," more tears glazed over her eyes, "he left me.. when I need him most he left me.." she whimpered the last part, tears stinging her eyes as she tried to blink them back.
"I loved him!" The words tore at my heart and I couldn't help it. I got up and walked over to her, pulling her into a tight embrace. "And now you hate me," she cried into my shoulder, tightening her grip around me with each second.
I sighed, "I don't hate you. You're my best friend."
She pulled back slightly, blinking her teary eyes at me, "R.. Really Cece?" I could see a hint of a smile on her lips and I nodded, giving her a small smile also. She hugged me again, latching herself onto me. "Thank you.." I nodded against her shoulder and released her.
"He's an asshole though, Lex, stay away from him." I scolded her and we both sat back down.
Before she answered me, she looked around the corner, I guess she didn't see Louis or Harry because she turned back to me. "Good girls like all the Bad guys. I do, and so do you."
I scrunched my nose at her. "I'm in a relationship with Harry."
"Which one is that?" I looked at her like she was crazy. Everyone knows Louis, maybe not Harry, but they know Harry, "I'm kidding. He's the curly haired one, right?" I nodded. "He's associated with Louis, right?" I nodded again. "He's probably trouble then. I mean, look, they forced you to move out of your house with Conner!" True. "You started dating Harry the same day you met him, isn't that a little weird?" Maybe.. "And I saw the way Louis looked at you." The way he looked at me.
"What?" I questioned, sitting up straighten and arching an eyebrow. "You don't even know my whole reason for living with them. And so what? Harry's really nice. He's sweet. He's funny. We clicked, no big deal."
She rolled her eyes, a small chuckle leaving her cracked lips. "Sure. But doesn't it seem suspicious that he just suddenly cozied up to you? You saw how he was in school last year, he stayed away from everyone, he was a loner. Head down, shy, no good grades." She's true, last year Harry was... a loner, I guess.
That's one way to explain it. With a shrug I responded, "So, there's nothing..." I froze, stopping my sentence. The phone call. I hadn't even talked to Louis about it because we- Nope, I will not thinking about that. "There's nothing suspicious about him.." I whispered it, keeping my gaze anywhere but her.
I heard her snort, "Sure there isn't." Alexus chuckled this time and I finally turned back to her. "Now, let's talk about the way Louis looks at you."
"What do you even mean? I'm confused.." And it's true, I was confused.
Alexus rolled her eyes. "Are you that oblivious? He likes you!" What. She looked back around the corner before turning to me again. "He looks at you as if you're the air he breaths. Like he needs to protect you. You're probably his everything. He probably has a shrine for you. Probably-"
I cut her off there. It was getting weird. "You're being psychotic. He's a douche anyway." Once again I had to submerge the butterflies that entered my stomach like I did earlier. This wasn't allowed to happen. I loved Harry. I did? Right? Ugh, fuck off feelings!
"Has anything happened between you two, a kiss?" It's like she can read my mind or some shit.
"No." I quickly lied, maybe too quickly. But luckily she hadn't noticed and just moved on.
"Okay, but even if he's a douche, he has a soft spot for you, I swear. Every Bad guy had one girl they like, or practically love, maybe even the slightest." She nodded, standing up and taking a hand through her hair. "Let's watch some telly." I nodded, following her into the empty living room. I guess the boys had gone somewhere.
~.~.~
"Bye Lex," I reached out to hug her and brought her close. Squeezing her tightly in a hug. I'll admit, I missed her a lot when I was ignoring her. And despite what she'd done when she was with Jamie, she is still my best friend and I want her around. Especially because she's making me the Godmother of her baby. I can't wait! Good thing her parents excepted the fact she was pregnant.
"Bye chicka," she said and squeezed me before whispering something else in my ear, "I loved Jamie, he was a Bad guy. I know you love one. Good girls like Bad guys." Before I could respond she'd pulled away and got into the passenger side of her Mum's chevy. I waved as they pulled out of the driveway.
With a sigh I started going back inside. Now she had my thoughts all jumbled.
A/N:
At least there's not a cliffhanger?
Suddenly Alexus sat up, her red puffy eyes looking directly at me. In that moment I could see she looked really horrible. Her blonde hair was all frizzed up and her make up was running down her cheeks quickly. The fact her clothes were all wrinkly weren't helping.
"I'm sorry.." her words shocked me, and I swear I choked on my air. Ever since Jamie moved here she never once ever said sorry. Unless it was sarcastic.
I gaped at her before answering, "What." It was more of a statement than a question the way I'd said it.
But she still answered. "I made you feel horrible because of everything I did.. I.. I know that Cece.. I do.. but I.. I just didn't know what to do.. I knew he wouldn't go for someone who wasn't mean, or rude like him.. I just.. I'm sorry Cece.." her voice cracked near the middle of that and I went to say something when she continued on, "and now I'm pregnant. I.. I know it's his, but he says I cheated," more tears glazed over her eyes, "he left me.. when I need him most he left me.." she whimpered the last part, tears stinging her eyes as she tried to blink them back.
"I loved him!" The words tore at my heart and I couldn't help it. I got up and walked over to her, pulling her into a tight embrace. "And now you hate me," she cried into my shoulder, tightening her grip around me with each second.
I sighed, "I don't hate you. You're my best friend."
She pulled back slightly, blinking her teary eyes at me, "R.. Really Cece?" I could see a hint of a smile on her lips and I nodded, giving her a small smile also. She hugged me again, latching herself onto me. "Thank you.." I nodded against her shoulder and released her.
"He's an asshole though, Lex, stay away from him." I scolded her and we both sat back down.
Before she answered me, she looked around the corner, I guess she didn't see Louis or Harry because she turned back to me. "Good girls like all the Bad guys. I do, and so do you."
I scrunched my nose at her. "I'm in a relationship with Harry."
"Which one is that?" I looked at her like she was crazy. Everyone knows Louis, maybe not Harry, but they know Harry, "I'm kidding. He's the curly haired one, right?" I nodded. "He's associated with Louis, right?" I nodded again. "He's probably trouble then. I mean, look, they forced you to move out of your house with Conner!" True. "You started dating Harry the same day you met him, isn't that a little weird?" Maybe.. "And I saw the way Louis looked at you." The way he looked at me.
"What?" I questioned, sitting up straighten and arching an eyebrow. "You don't even know my whole reason for living with them. And so what? Harry's really nice. He's sweet. He's funny. We clicked, no big deal."
She rolled her eyes, a small chuckle leaving her cracked lips. "Sure. But doesn't it seem suspicious that he just suddenly cozied up to you? You saw how he was in school last year, he stayed away from everyone, he was a loner. Head down, shy, no good grades." She's true, last year Harry was... a loner, I guess.
That's one way to explain it. With a shrug I responded, "So, there's nothing..." I froze, stopping my sentence. The phone call. I hadn't even talked to Louis about it because we- Nope, I will not thinking about that. "There's nothing suspicious about him.." I whispered it, keeping my gaze anywhere but her.
I heard her snort, "Sure there isn't." Alexus chuckled this time and I finally turned back to her. "Now, let's talk about the way Louis looks at you."
"What do you even mean? I'm confused.." And it's true, I was confused.
Alexus rolled her eyes. "Are you that oblivious? He likes you!" What. She looked back around the corner before turning to me again. "He looks at you as if you're the air he breaths. Like he needs to protect you. You're probably his everything. He probably has a shrine for you. Probably-"
I cut her off there. It was getting weird. "You're being psychotic. He's a douche anyway." Once again I had to submerge the butterflies that entered my stomach like I did earlier. This wasn't allowed to happen. I loved Harry. I did? Right? Ugh, fuck off feelings!
"Has anything happened between you two, a kiss?" It's like she can read my mind or some shit.
"No." I quickly lied, maybe too quickly. But luckily she hadn't noticed and just moved on.
"Okay, but even if he's a douche, he has a soft spot for you, I swear. Every Bad guy had one girl they like, or practically love, maybe even the slightest." She nodded, standing up and taking a hand through her hair. "Let's watch some telly." I nodded, following her into the empty living room. I guess the boys had gone somewhere.
~.~.~
"Bye Lex," I reached out to hug her and brought her close. Squeezing her tightly in a hug. I'll admit, I missed her a lot when I was ignoring her. And despite what she'd done when she was with Jamie, she is still my best friend and I want her around. Especially because she's making me the Godmother of her baby. I can't wait! Good thing her parents excepted the fact she was pregnant.
"Bye chicka," she said and squeezed me before whispering something else in my ear, "I loved Jamie, he was a Bad guy. I know you love one. Good girls like Bad guys." Before I could respond she'd pulled away and got into the passenger side of her Mum's chevy. I waved as they pulled out of the driveway.
With a sigh I started going back inside. Now she had my thoughts all jumbled.
A/N:
At least there's not a cliffhanger?
Notes
Dear everyone,So I've been hearing how much you HATE my cliffhangers. But I love giving you cliffhangers, it leaves you on the edge of your seat wanting more. Doesn't it? Anyway, that's not the thing I wanted to talk about.
As some of you may know I have two other stories I'm also working on right now. And I need some characters. So I wanted to know if anyone wants to be a character? You chose the person who plays you, how you act, if you're dating anyone, if you're an enemy or friend(;)). And which story. All that.
For the dating part though, I can't promise you'll be dating them through the whole story. #sorry
If you want to be in 'Teenage Dirtbag' sorry but I'm not adding any characters to this one because it's already happening. But my other two are just starting and they're both Harry Styles. But I may be starting a new Zayn/Liam/or Niall one soon so.
Lots of Love,
CacaLovesHazza Xx
please up date!
12/27/13