Michaels (POV)

I can’t believe I did that. Stupid. Stupid! STUPID! I’ve blown all my chances with her now she said it herself; she wants me to stay the fuck away. However we have tomorrow afternoon, I can make it up to her then maybe take her out to a meal? Or maybe stay in a watch a movie? Or a picnic on the beach. I don’t know I’ll just see what happens. I’m not going to tell Calum, it doesn’t matter who tells him either way he is going to beat the shit out of me.

After Phoebe ran out I went on a search for the kitchen. Once I found it I got two shots and downed them one by one. Someone tapped my right shoulder so I turn around to see it was the boy who invited us here, the one who was making me mad about phoebe, Ashton? He was with the girl with pick hair on one side, Georgia and on the other side was the other girl with blond hair and amazing tattoos, Kiara. She’s beautiful. Wait what? No? I think everyone is beautiful. Except my aunt Emily. Eww.

“Hey so me and some other guys are about to start a game of truth and dare want to join us?” He says putting his arm around Kiara, a wash oh envy and jealousy come’s over me but I don’t know, I don’t like her, I like Phoebe. I love Phoebe. Wait…. Shit I love Phoebe. “Eh yeah sure, I’m just going to go out and get a breather. I will join you in a sec” I say putting down the empty shot glasses and turning to head out side. I push my way pass people and find the door. The cold air hits me, it feels refreshing as it’s so hot back in there. I lean against the wall and look up at the starts. It’s funny how some distance makes everything feel small. Its weird how to the stars seem so small yet make me feel like an ant being bossed around by its queen. I feel unwanted and useless but the fears that once controlled me can’t get tome at all, it’s time to see what I can do. I’m going to test the limits and break through, no rules for me.

I go back into the house and head to the living room where the game of truth and dare is. When I walk in Phoebe is sitting next to Ashton and Georgia, I feel ashamed when I see her yet intrigued by her presents. She gives me the dirtiest look of all which slightly breaks my heart knowing that she is now disgusted by me. I sit down on the floor as we begin to play the game.

Phoebes (POV)

I’m definitely not going to be alone with Michael on Wednesday luckily he doesn’t know about it, so I won’t make him more mad. I can’t believe he would do that, im still a bit shocked and scared about it, did he basically rape me? No… Because I mean we didn’t actually do anything but then he, no I don’t know. I can feel my eyes watering from thinking about it.

“Hey, I was just wondering, erm, do you want to maybe go out somewhere tomorrow night?” Ashton asks me quietly. Wednesday night is great I have a reason to go out, away from Michael. I give him a warm smile “Sure, who else is coming?” I ask he looks… Confused. Oh, wow now I feel stupid he meant just me and him, god. “Oh, well just me and you maybe?” “Sound great, here’s my number” I handed him my phone as he copied the number into his. I see Michael looking over at us but I’m done with him now; I have other friends, better friends.

I’m looking forwards to Wednesday. I’m not going to tell Ky because I know she will get to excited or convince me to stay in with Michael. But no way was I doing that, I can’t tell Ky what happened not yet. I’m not sure if Calum and Ky are still fighting but they seem to be alright holding hands and giggling together, just another one of their small pathetic fights. I guess that’s part of having a boyfriend, not just sex sex and sex. We begin the game Luke dares Calum and Kiara to go into the closet for 10minutes, Ky looks a tad bit upset. But I’m sure Calum wouldn’t do that to her…

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