No Control

As Liam and I sit there kissing we hear someone clear their throat. We turn to see Paddy. “Concert time Liam.” He says. I blush. “Sorry Paddy.” I tell him. He laughs. “No problem, I’m getting used to it.”
Liam laughs.
Liam gives me a kiss, and I give his ass a squeeze as he heads backstage. Paddy walks me out front and I stand near him on the side of the catwalk. Before the boys come out I look up and see Sophia standing on the other side of the catwalk with some of the other girls. Hmm. I’m a little surprised she’s still here. I’m not going to lie, my confidence is better after talking to Liam, but I’m still a little nervous.
However once the concert starts Liam does a great job of assuring me that I’m his only one. He pays lots of attention to me, singing all the dirty lines to me. I’m sure all the girls standing behind me enjoyed it too.
While Liam was reading some fan’s signs, one of them said “Marry Me Liam”. He told them. “Sorry I can’t, I’m already taken.” Then he points at me and blows me a kiss. I blow one back to him.
We haven’t hidden our relationship but we haven’t exactly made it public either. I guess it’s out there now.
When the concert is almost over I walk with Paddy backstage. Liam comes straight to me and gives me a kiss. “How was it?” He asks me. “Perfect.” I look at the other boys as well and say. ”You all did an amazing job as always.”
Then we head back to the hotel. As we enter our room, I don’t say anything, I just take Liam’s hand and lead him to the bedroom. He’s smiling the whole way.
I undress him first and direct him to the bed. Then I undress for him. I join him on the bed and I show him exactly why he made the right choice in choosing me. I don’t let him take charge, I make him lay back and enjoy it all. As I’m above him, he takes both his hands and holds my hair back away from my face. He looks at me with such emotion in his eyes, it melts my heart. “I love you Liz. You mean everything to me.” He sweetly tells me.
“Liam, I love you more than I ever thought possible. I’ve never been happier.” I kiss him, sweetly at first, then desperately. We continue where we left off and I show him how much I love him. My heart soars as he says my name again and again as I bring him over the edge.
I lie in Liam’s embrace after, he kisses my head and trails his fingers softly up and down my arm. “You my love, are amazing in every way.”
I smile. “I like making you happy.”
He grins. “Well you do love. In and out of the bedroom.”
I laugh. Liam gets a serious look. “I still can’t understand why you were worried today. How can you not know that I would choose you every time?”
“I just struggle with my confidence sometimes.” I say quietly.
“I don’t see how, you are so beautiful.” He tells me.
“But she’s so much prettier than me.” I say.
Liam looks at me genuinely confused and shocked. “No she isn’t.” Liam says strongly.
I look down and Liam lifts up my chin to meet his serious eyes. “Don’t look down. I don’t want you to ever doubt how beautiful you are ever again.” Liam scolds me.
“Liz, all you have to do is look around to see all the men staring at you. Trust me, I see them and I want to punch them.”
We both laugh.
“But seriously love, you are the most beautiful woman I’ve ever been with. You are gorgeous on the outside and you are beautiful on the inside. And when you put those together, it’s absolutely breathtaking.” Liam assures me.
“That sounds like how I feel about you.” I tell him.
Liam smiles. “Please don’t ever doubt yourself again. And now it’s my turn to make you happy.
He starts tickling me, but my laughter soon changes to moans as Liam takes control and “makes me happy” several times.

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