Forgotten

My everyday routine is same.
Wake up at 7 and then go to University.
Come home at around 5 and then think again why he did this to me?
Sorry I forgot to introduce myself. Well I'am Estella Winters.
A teenage and a heartbroken girl. And guess who broke my heart? Let me answer it. He is none other than Mr Harry Styles, yes as in the biggest boyband ever One Direction was my once best friend. Remember that once. It hurts that how easily he forgot me.
I still remember before going for the airport he promised and said "I will never forgot you Stella". But now I think he was only being ironical that time.
I was snapped from my thoughts by a tap on my shoulder. When I turned I saw a familiar face of my brother Eric. I wiped my tears so that he cannot see them. But I was to late.
"Why are you crying Stel?" he asked getting impatient.
When I didn't reply he figured it out why was I crying.
"Don't tell me your crying because of him again" he said while I nodded. He sighed and said "He's not worth your thinking Stel"
"But he was my friend Eric" I said in a raised voice. When I realised I talked in such a way to my brother made me cry even more.
"Sis please stop. Or else I'am going to kill that fucking idiot wherever he is. I cannot see you like this anymore. It kills me to see you like this and it get worse when I see I cannot do anything about it. I'am not a good and responsible brother" He said while breaking the hug.
"Don't say that. You are the best that anyone could get as a brother. I love you and care for you" I said.
"Well if you care about me then forget him" he said in a low tone.
I hesitated to answer it but still nodded.
"Good. Now sleep tight. Good Night" he said and walked out of my room.
I was now surrounded by a cloud of my thoughts.
He forgot me but can I forgot him?
He did hurt me but how can I uproot Harry from my life. It's nearly impossible for me to do so. But I have to because he is just distracting me from my life. I have to forget him to start a new life and for my Brother. And the start of it is from today.
If promised myself that I'll forget about him. Maybe this Is impossible but I will do this.
With my these thoughts my eye leads became heavy and I drifted into sleep.

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