A New York Dream

I woke up by the sound of the traffic outside. Harry was still next to me sleeping. He looked so peaceful. I felt the hangover lurking in the back of my head. I got up from the bed and went in to the kitchen to get a water bottle.
After a few minutes I heard Harry get up from bed and come in to the kitchen.

-Good morning love. He said with a smile and looked so handsome.
-Good morning, you want some water? I asked and grabbed a bottle and gave it to him.
-Thanks, you look beautiful Belle. He blushed.
-Thank you, so do you. Are you hungry? I think there´s some leftovers if you want?
-No thanks, but I would go back to bed if that´s okay with you? He smirked.
-Yeah sure. I just need to go to the bathroom but you go back to bed and I´ll be right with you.

I saw Harry get back in to bed as I entered the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror. The black eye was fading but still visible. How could he think I looked beautiful like this? I look like a mess. But he did and that is what matters. I washed my face before I got out of the bathroom and joined Harry in my bed.
We started kissing and it was even more intense than last night. You could almost see the sparks fly. I put my hand on his chest and ran it up and down his body. I felt him growing bigger and thought that it was my turn to go down on him. So I kissed his neck and down to his stomach. I grabbed his penis in my hand and put him inside my mouth. He moaned. He put his hand in my hair and slowly moved my head to the rhythm.

-Oh Belle! I´m gonna come!
-No not yet. I said and stopped.

I stood up and straddled him. I could feel him move inside me and it felt great. I started to move to the rhythm and I felt my orgasm explode around him as he came inside me.
I bent down and kissed his lips as I got of and laid beside him. He put his arms around me and we laid like that for what felt like forever. But it was nice though. I enjoyed it. I enjoyed him. He made me feel good about myself. But I wasn´t ready for a new relationship, not so soon after my break-up with Jake. Hell, it had only been a few hours before I jumped in to bed with Harry. I sat up and turned to Harry.

-What´s on your mind love? He asked as he frowned.
-This, us.. I´m not ready for this yet. I´m sorry.
-What do you mean? What is it that you are not ready for?
-This whole thing, us. I can´t get in to a new relationship right now. I felt so bad.
-But I like you Belle, and I want to believe that you feel the same way. He looked a bit sad now.
-I do, but I just got out of a relationship and need some time on my own to figure out what I want in life. I´m sorry. But we can still be friends and hang out? I felt like the biggest asshole in the world right now.
-Oh, um. Of course we can be friends. But I want you Belle. Is there anything I can do to make you change your mind?
-No I´m sorry. Just be my friend for now and we´ll see what the future holds. But I really like you too Harry. Don´t think anything else. But right now, I just need time.
-I understand love. I´ll always be here for you whenever you need me. Don´t forget that.

We were interrupted by Harry´s phone. I had forgotten about the world outside. He looked sad as he got up from the bed to answer his phone. He went in to the kitchen to speak and left me in the bed feeling like the biggest duchebag of them all. Harry was the perfect guy. He was kind, generous, childish but in a good way, warmhearted, he made me smile just by looking at me and the most incredible handsome man I´d ever met. But he was also a musician, he was part of One Direction and they were traveling the world and I usually worked here in New York. I had a new job coming up as one of the main characters in a new show and needed to focus on that.
Right now, it felt like that was all I could do. I was still broken after Jake hitting me and us breaking up. I knew that if Harry and I were meant for each other, we would end up together. But for now, I had to focus on myself.
Harry coming in to the room and interrupted me in thoughts.

-What´s wrong Harry? I asked worried.
-I gotta go babe, I´m sorry.
-It´s okay, I´ll just see you later. I said.
-No, I need to go back to London, I don´t know when I will be coming back.

Notes

What do you guys think? Should they be together or just be friend? Let me know what you think and what you think so far! :)

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