* How are you? What happened last night?? Call me!! X H*

-Now what? Justin asked.
-Lunch maybe? I suggested. And answered Harry´s text.

*I´m fine, I´ll call you later and tell you everything, maybe over lunch tomorrow? X Belle*
* Definitely! See you tomorrow! X*

-Where to?
-I´m up for some burritos! I answered gladly,
-Burritos it is! He says and started the car.

We went to a place called Burrito Box, and I ordered a Ground Beef burrito with a diet coke and Justin a Grilled chicken burrito and a regular coke.
We sat down and started to eat. It was delicious!

-So, what are you gonna do about Jake? You´re leaving him, right? Justin asked and looked worried.
-I don´t know. He has never done anything like this before..
-Belle, I hope you´re not defending him! Justin cuts me off.
-No, I´m not defending him but to be honest, it was my fault. I started to hit him, not the other way around.. I said shamefully.
-Sounds to me like you are defending him and I don´t like it Belle. No matter what, you should never hit a woman.
-Can we just leave it? I don´t know what I am going to do, we´ll see. I said and with that the conversation was over.
It didn´t matter because the paparazzi had found us and we had to get out of there quickly. We jumped in to the car and Justin dropped me of at home. And of course the paparazzi were there too.

“Belle! Is there any love between you and Harry Styles?”
“Are Justin jealous?”
-No, Harry and I are just friends! And why would Justin be jealous? We´re also just friends!” I snapped at them and got inside the building.

In the elevator on my way up to the apartment my head was spinning. I had butterflies in my stomach and was really nervous. When I got inside the apartment I found Jake on the couch, past out, with an empty vodka bottle on the table.
I woke him up and told him to go to bed and surprisingly, he did what he was told and went in to the bedroom.
I cleaned the mess he had made and unpacked my bag before I went in to the bathroom. I started the shower and looked at myself in the mirror. It was not a nice sight. I got undressed and went in to the shower.
The warm water felt nice on my skin and my thoughts wandered away. To Harry and his beautiful eyes and his charm. I don´t know how low I stood there and thought about Harry but I was woken up from my daydream by an pounding on the door.

-I´ll be out in a second! I shouted and turned the water off. I grabbed a towel and wrapped myself in it and got out of the bathroom.
-I´ve missed you, I´m so sorry Belle! Jake said. And I almost felt sorry for him,
-I don´t want to hear it Jake, you hit me. That´s not okay. I said and went in to the bedroom to get dressed. He took my arm and pulled me to the bed.
-I know and I am truly sorry for that! I really am! You have to believe me Belle, it will never happen again! I swear! He said and I could see the tears in his eyes. Let me make it up to you, with dinner. Tonight!
-I don´t know Jake.. I don´t know if I could just forgive you.
-Please, just give me one chance. He was begging now.
-Okay, let´s have dinner. But that doesn’t mean that I forgive you. Okay?
-Okay, thank you Belle!

I got up and in to the closet. What had I done? Well, let´s eat some dinner and see were it goes, he does actually seem regretful. I thought and started to look through my clothes when I noticed something in my laundry bag. Maybe I spoke too soon. I picked it up with a hair clamp to get at better look. And there it was, a pair of panties that weren’t mine. I rushed back out to the bedroom and Jake was still there.

-What is this? I asked and held the panties in his face.
-Your panties? Why? He looked confused.
-No Jake, these are not mine. So either you tell me know who they belong to or I walk out of that door right now! I said angry.
-Okay, I´m so sorry Belle. But last night after you left, Zoey came over to comfort me.. I cut him off.
-Last night? Are you seriously telling me that you cheated on me after YOU hit me? And accusing me for cheating? And with her? I was furious. I went in to the closet again and grabbed everything I had, I did the same thing in the bathroom. I heard Jake behind me begging to forgive him and to stay and talk it through. But I had had enough. I grabbed my phone and purse and headed for the door. I stopped in the hallway and turned to Jake.

-It´s over! You can go to hell! I´ll be back tomorrow for the rest of my things and you´d better not be here! I said and slammed the door in his face. I started to cry as I got in to the elevator and called Justin. He said he´d be outside in ten minutes to pick me up. I got down in the lobby and thankfully there were no paparazzi outside.
What am I going to do now? Where am I going to live? I have nothing but this bag of clothes. I was still crying, but now hysterical. I could see Justin in the corner of my eyes before everything went black and I passed out right there on the floor.

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