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Headmaster Styles

You Promised

Sometimes you just gotta let go.

April 4, 2012
Somewhere Over The Limit

I sat in the corner of the bedroom, shaking- crying. My coffee cup was sitting in my hand, shaking with my fingers. Why? Why was all I could think about.


Why would he lie to me like that? What did I ever do to be lied to… Like that?


I wiped at my cheeks, but tears just flowed from my eyes. Although… I didn’t make a sound. I was crying harder than I ever have, but I wasn’t making any noises.


I flinched when I heard Harry’s voice in the bathroom- his now disturbing voice.


“Hey babe? When do you want to leave for lunch?” I frowned. How can he act so normal? When he knows he is lying to me? “Babe?”


As soon as he walked through the bedroom door and looked at me sitting in the corner, I lost it. I threw my coffee cup at the doorway and it hit the wall beside him, shattering to pieces.


I scrambled to my feet and my rapid breathing began to increase, and that’s when my tears sped up and I began to sob and scream.


“Ana. What’s wrong?” I heard him mutter calmly and I went crazed.


“You.. You… You’re a fucking liar!” I was screaming, and my throat was throbbing.


“What? Ana, calm down.” He held up his hands and began to walk towards me, but I shoved him backwards, making him give me a sad expression.


“Why would you lie to me?” I cried harder and he grabbed my arm, and I tried to yank away but he grabbed my other arm.


“I don’t know what you’re talking about, Ana. Please, tell me what’s wrong.” He stroked his fingers over my cheek but I turned away from him, shoving him away from me.


“I can’t trust you to tell me the real answer.” I snapped and his eyes grew heavy.


“What is it?” He whispered and I shoved him again until he was up against the wall.


“Tell me you’re not talking me to Penelope.” I cried and he tensed.


“I’m not.” The words fell out of his mouth so easily…


“You’re a liar!” I hit his chest and he grabbed my hand.


“I’m not talking to Penelope.” He became stern and I cried out again.


“Why do you insist on lying to me. Tell me the goddamned truth!” I screamed and he swallowed hard.


“It will be a lot to take in…” He muttered and my mouth dropped. “I am talking to Penelope…” He looked at me and more tears fell from my eyes- never ending tears. “And I did not lie to you.”


“Oh really? Which lie wasn’t real? The one where you said you didn’t love her?” I crossed my arms.


“No. I don’t love her.” He shook his head and sighed. “The lie I told you… Was the one where I said… It was only Ana and Harry. But listen, Ana I-”


“I can’t believe you! Why would you lie to me like that?! You’ve broken my heart many times Harry, but not like this! I hate you!” I hit his chest again and his back hit the wall.


“Ana please stop this. I love you.” He muttered, reaching for me.


“Bullshit! Bullshit! I don’t believe you! I’ll never believe you! You don’t love me! You love Penelope! Remember,” I trailed off and wiped away my tears. “It’s only Penelope and Harry. Right?”


“Anastasia. Please don’t do this anymore.” He pleaded and it went in one ear and out the other.


“No. Harry,” I shook my head and ran my hands through my hair. “I can’t do this anymore. I saw your texts with Penelope, and I know that you’ve been talking to her.” I looked at him and he looked down, ashamed. You’re not even going to fight for yourself? “And that’s why I can’t do this anymore.”


“What do you mean by ‘this’?” He furrowed his brows and I sighed.


“I can’t be with you anymore… Or I can’t do whatever we have…” I cried harder than I was and buried my face in my hands.


And when I looked back up, he was hovering over me and he was staring directly in my eyes. “I won’t let you walk away from me again, Anastasia. You promised me you wouldn’t leave.”


“Well I also thought that you wouldn’t lie to me as hard as you did. But that was a lie that I told to myself.” I shook my head and grabbed my suitcases that I had already packed.


I texted Niall that I wanted him to take me back to Missouri, and he told me he would because he felt bad about what Harry did.


“Where are you going?” Harry boomed as I walked to the living room.


“I’m leaving you. You can stay here for all I fucking care. Maybe you can call Penelope and tell her that you want to go out tonight. Maybe you could make her the promise that you broke to me.” I cried and walked to the door.


He grabbed my arm and yanked me up, pulling me towards him. As I pulled away, I smacked him hard in the face and he clenched his jaw.


“I don’t want you to leave.” He muttered and I scoffed.


“Well I didn’t want you to love Penelope more than you love me! I didn’t want you to lie to my face about every single fucking thing that you said to me. When you said I was perfect, you lied. When you said I was your life, you lied. When you said you loved me… You lied.” I shook my head and picked my suitcases back up.


“You don’t know that!” He yelled at me as I walked out of the door.


“Yes I do. Everything that you have said to me in the past five months were all lies. You’re a really good liar because you sure did have me believing all the shitty words you said.” I rolled my eyes and ran down the stairs.


“Not everything was a lie! Do you know what I had to go through to get you up here? I had to beg Penelope to let me go-”


I stopped where I stood and turned towards him. “How long have you been talking to her?! I didn’t know you had to ask her for your permission to take me to L.A.! And what about that time in the attic?! How many times did you laugh at me for believing your lies?!” I hit his chest again and he shook his head.


“I didn’t laugh at you.” He shook his head harder.


“Is it bad that those are the only words I believe that came out of your mouth?” I muttered as I walked again. I made it outside and spotted Niall’s car. He waved at me once he saw me, but when he saw Harry following me he got in his car and started it. “Don’t miss me too hard, okay?”


“You’re not leaving!” He yelled- he was completely enraged.


I threw my suitcases in the back of Niall’s car and Harry grabbed my arms and shoved my back up against the side of the car.


I looked down and he grabbed my chin. “I will do anything if you just, stay.”


“Do anything you want Harry. Why can’t you get it? I can not stay with you.” I cried out and he ran his hands down my cheeks to my jaw.


“I will become a different man for you, bébé. Just, please, I am simply begging you. Stay with me. I won’t marry Penelope. We can move down to Dahm, and then we can get married and-”


“No.” I snapped and he looked utterly heartbroken. “I am not staying with you, you are not moving to Dahm…” I trailed off and let my tears fall. “And we’re not getting married.”


“You don’t mean that. Ana, please.” Tears were filling his eyes and I was surprised at his actions.


“You lied to me, and you’re the one crying?” I pushed him away from me and growled. “You honestly make me sick. I am not staying with you,” I opened the car door and his hand landed on it and slammed it shut. “I’ll come to yours and Penelope’s wedding, but trust me, I won’t be there for you.”


“Ana. I am fucking begging you. If you leave I’ll..” He trailed off and ran his fingers through his hair.


“You’ll what? Beg for Penelope to forgive you for having a brat like me? Yeah, I’ll let that happen. Trust me, you don’t have to ask for my permission.” I rolled my eyes and got in the car without him closing the door.


Please. I love you.” He stuck his head in the window and I shook my head.


“I don’t believe you.” I muttered and Niall began to roll the window up.


I pulled my knees up to my chest as Niall began to pull away from the motel.


Anastasia!” Harry yelled so loud and I looked over to see that he had collapsed to his knees. “You promised!” Was the last thing he said before he buried his face in his hands, cried, and screamed.


“Are you okay?” I heard Niall whisper and I shook my head.


I cried harder and I looked back to where Harry was, and saw that he was gone.





Notes

I'm sorry this has to happen. I actually kind of hate myself for it but... All good things come in time right? Right?
Your thoughts are appreciated.

All my everlasting love,
Kaleigh. xx

Comments

@kkgal14
I think the Google things is fixed now! Has she tried it?
Probably not, it has been a good 4 months lol
I miss this story :-(

JustBloo. JustBloo.
10/14/15

Guys, Kaleigh is unable to log into her account through Gmail on the site; hence why she hasn't been able to update any of her stories. I just thought I'd let you all know since I made an author's note about it in the story we were collaborating on together.

Looking forward to the next update !!! xx

ElsMayberry ElsMayberry
5/12/15

Still crying....shit....I hate crying....
I want to just grab him in my arms amd hug the crap outta him damn it!!!

And the fact that I was listening to Limit To Your Love by James Blake only made it hurt that fuckin more

JustBloo. JustBloo.
5/6/15

I think I just had a heart attack...:0
Omg!....but I luv this luv <3

skyfall skyfall
5/5/15