Persecute

*Keona*

I woke up the next morning in the best mood ever. I took a shower, brushed my teeth, and washed my face, all with a smile on. I decided to dress bit prettier today for Harry. So that's what I did. I hope he likes it. I still had about an hour before I had to walk to the bus stop, so I got out my sketchbook, got a pencil, and drew Harry again.



I shouldn't like him this much, but I do! He's just beautiful, and I bet his personality is as good as his looks. I looked at the clock. 10 minutes until I have to get to the bus.

well shittttt.

I walked down the stairs and saw Mrs. A making breakfast for Astrid.

"You seem happy.." She said carefully.

"yep." I smiled.

"You're going to be late if you don't leave now." She said strictly.

"I am, I am." I assured.

I walked out the door and started walking to the bus stop happily with a bit of skip in my step. I got there as soon as the bus arrived, but I didn't see Harry so he must've went home yesterday instead of staying at Adriana's. Bummer. Well I'll still see him at school.

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Once I got off the bus, I looked around for Harry and spotted him hanging with his friends. Oh God, his friends. Now my nerves caught up to me. What'll he say around them? I hope he acts the same way he acted yesterday. Or what if he clowns me? Just remember Keona, he kissed you. Not the other way around. He likes you. Now that one can go both ways.

I shook my head to get rid of the thoughts and started my walk over there. On the way there, my nerves kept getting stronger and stronger with each step I took, but I kept walking.

"H-Hi Harry." I said with a nervous smile once I got there.

"Umm...hi?" He said, obviously confused. "Can I help you?"

Can I help you? Yes, please help me on why you came to my door yesterday, told me you liked me, kissed me, and now you're acting like it never happened?!

"W-Well uhh...you came to m-my door yesterd-day and said y-you liked me a-and I thought--"

"Wait." Adriana cut me off, looking like she was holding in a laugh. "You thought he actually meant it?!" She said and started cracking up, making everyone else laugh too, even him. "Sweetheart, he doesn't like you! Never has, never will!"

"W-What? I don't understand..."

"Understand? What don't you understand? Harry lied. He doesn't like you!" Mishella said, laughing as well.

I looked at Harry and saw him laughing up a storm with the rest of them. If you listen closely, you can hear my heart shatter into a billion pieces.

"Don't you get it? I don't like you. It was a dare." He told me while laughing.

Said that straight to my face. You hear that? That's the sound of my heart stopping.

"Aww sweetie. Did you get all dressed up for him?" Adriana said with fake sympathy and then laughed right in my face.

"Why are you sad? You should've known that guys with looks like Harry don't like girls with faces like yours." Mishella added, still laughing.

"I knew it." I muttered.

"Say that again? Can't hear you over all this laughter!" Tyler joked, which really wasn't that funny but it made them laugh harder.

"Nothing." I answered.

I turned around and rushed away from them. I feel heartbroken. I know we weren't anything but, still. You can't play with my emotions like that. Or anyone's emotions. Its just wrong. I rushed into the girl's bathroom and thankfully no one was in here. I took a look at myself in the mirror.

What was I thinking? Harry wouldn't like a girl like me. They're right. Harry would never like me. I'm too ugly for him. I'm not enough for him. In fact, I'm nothing now that I think about it. What good do I have in my life? I'm ugly, I have no mom or dad, no friends, no social life, I don't even have a pet. No one likes me. Now that has me questioning my life. Why am I still living? There's nobody here for me.

I ran and locked myself in a stall. I threw my backpack in front of me and pulled out my pair of scissors. It's the only sharp thing I have.

I rolled up my sleeve and dragged the blade- slitting my wrist.


I and three more deep cuts- and began to feel dizzy. I stopped and but my blade away.

I opened the stall door and splashed some water on my face to lessen the dizziness go away, but it still didn't. I clutched the counter for some support- then heard a blurry shout.

"Keona!" Zayn called.

Then everything went black.

Notes

IM AM SO SORRY I HAVE HAD DETENTION AND SHIT! IM SO SO SO SO SO SORRY!!

I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!

Can we try to get more subs? :)x

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Aby