Homepage › Stories › My Heart Is Yours › Chapter 2

My Heart Is Yours

Chapter 1

"I'm bulletproof nothing to lose fire away" I slowly opened my eyes and felt the sun warming up my skin. "Ricochet come take your aim fire way fire away." I turned around with a groan to shut down the alarm. Although I'd love to continue listening to the song,but nevermind. I looked at my phone. 6 am, time to get ready. I sat up in my bed and looked down at my body. One thing caught my eye, some new cuts on my wrist. "So it wasn't a dream after all." A sigh escaped from my lips, as I got up.

The memories from yesterday hit me again. As I cried myself to sleep, holding onto a tissue to soak up all the blood. You can say that was my nightly routine. I went to my closet to pick something to wear, something long to cover the scars. My hands rummaging through the organized clothes. I chose a maroon colored long sleeve with a polka dot skater skirt. "I bet all the bitches are putting on their sluttiest outfits and pounds of makeup" I thought to myself heading to the bathroom with a big grin on my face.

Me? Well I wasn't a popular girl in school. Well I was a shy wallflower, everybody ignored me or they hated me. I don't have any friends, but I do have Sammy and Josh their dating. But we don't really hang out their the closest thing I call "friends". I stepped into the shower, and turned on the water it was ice cold at first, but it turned into warm water. The warm sensation dripping onto my back, relaxing my sore muscles. My relaxed body, relaxed a bit but fastly tensed backed up from the thought of Harry what he has in store for me today.

Another day of hell. I turned off the water while wrapping my body with a towel,I stepped in front of a mirror staring at my body. " You fat ugly bitch your so useless you should just die in a hole. No one will ever love you." All those words I'm repeating to myself in the mirror.

I inspected my arms, the brown scars covering along my wrist to my forearm. I applied some mascara and foundation, and put my hair in a messy bun. I put my long sleeve over my head slipping both of my arms in. Time for the skirt I slipped it over my thin legs. "Today won't be as bad, Lavender" I said while looking into my body mirror. As I ran downstairs I see my Mom staring out of the kitchen window. "Hi mom you look lovely today". No response, she's been like this for awhile. My Father died from lung cancer,she's like a vegetable. She rarely works.

I opened the pantry door to get a granola bar so I can eat it, on the front porch. "Bye Mom" I called out while stepping out of the house. I walked over to the porch swing. Sitting on here, brings me back to when I was little. Father would always tell me stories about when he use to go over seas. He worked for the military he was a good guy.

Swinging my legs back and fourth, till a big slam interrupted my swinging. I looked over at the direction it was the one and only Harry. He had a cigarette in his mouth, while his left hand was ruffling through his chocolate brown curls. I didn't want to stare at him for to long. He's a walking nightmare he rips me into shreds every single day. I looked across the cut lawn to see if he was there, but he was gone. Thank god.

The sunshine coming through the roof from the porch the new cut grass smell filling my senses. It was very calming for me it takes away all the worry from the world. Listening to the wind rustle the leaves the birds chirping. Nature is medicine for me.

BANG another sound came from the same direction where Harry's house was. I turned to see a boy a rather tall boy. With a lip pierce hanging from his lip. He has messy dirty blond hair, he was shirtless the sunshine illuminating his sculpted body. I've never seen him before, Harry doesn't have any siblings either.

While staring at him, my cheeks felt like their were on fire. I looked over at my phone to see the time, it was 7:45 I'm going to be late. Whilst getting my backpack, a tapping sensation was planted onto my right shoulder. I looked over my shoulder to see the boy from Harry's house.

"Umm can I help you."

"Harry I-I n-need Harry, I'm Luke, where is Harry I need him. Please lady tell me where he is ! Harry Harry where are you,Harry?" Luke spoke frantically.