Once Again

*Michaela*

"Michaela!" Faint voices shouted.

"Michaela wake up!" Another said.

My eyelids felt so heavy- almost impossible to lift. I lifted my hand to let them know I was able to hear them.

"Guys! She can hear us!" A familiar voice said.

Ashton?

Sighs of relief filled the room.

C'mon Michaela- you can do it. Open your eyes.

My eyes slowly opened and I saw Michael, Luke, Calum, and Ashton hovering over me.

"Where's Harry?" I managed to cough.

"Right here love." Harry stood up and walked over to me.

His left wrist was wrapped in a bandage. Now I remember what happened. I turned my head away from him and the boys so they couldn't see my tears as they ran down my cheeks.

"Can we talk for a minute?" Harry asked.

The boys nodded and left the room.

"Michaela-"

"Just don't, Harry." I cut him off, "Why did you do it again."

"What?"

"Why did you c-cut yourself again?" I whispered.

Harry let out a sigh, "it's nice that I'm out of jail and everything. It's lovely that I'm here with you. But it kills me to know that it's not my baby. I mean yes- I will raise it as my own. But- just the fact that the baby is a reminder that someone else touched you.... I-it makes my p-purpose disappear."

Hear that? My heart just shattered into a million pieces.

"You're p-p-purpose will n-never disappear in my l-life." I choked, "I love you Harry- so much. And I can't imagine life without you. You mean the world to me and I wouldn't have it any other way."

He gave a crooked smile.

"I love you too Michaela."

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*Harry*

"Wrists." Michaela said as she walked out on our porch.

I handed my arms over to her and she rolled up my sleeves. She winced at my two-week old cuts- and ran her finger over them.

"Wrists." I said.

She sighed and rolled up her sleeves. She had a lot more scars and they were all deeper- tearing my heart into pieces.

Notes

I know crappy chapter but- my brother has baseball tomorrow and I have to hurry up and update my other stories):

I might not be able to update on Wednesday, Tuesday, and possibly Saturday. On those days I have softball/ my brother has baseball. I may or may not be able to update.

Thank you for reading!

XxX,
Aby