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Youtuber •vs• Celebrity

TWENTY-SIX

Louis's POV

All that could be heard in Alexandra's hospital room is the heart monitor and Harry, Frankie, and Ariana's sobbing. As soon as Alex got to the hospital- they started pumping her stomach. She had left Harry a suicidal note, but he refused to open it. Just yet.

"Harry," I whispered, rubbing his back, "Read the note. She may have said why she did it."

"I can't s-stand to know th-that I did th-this.." His voice was harsh and just above whisper.

"But what if you didn't Harry? What if it was because of hate on Twitter? Or because of Taylor?" I suggested.

He let out a shaky sigh, "I-I guess s-so.."

He reached into his back pocket and grabbed the letter.

Harry's POV

My shaky hands could barely open the letter- and once it was open I saw Alex's neat handwriting.

Dear Harry,

I'm so so so so so sorry.... I honestly don't know what to say here. I love you, Harry. Like I've never loved anyone else before. But- I think you should know a little more about me. When I was twelve and in major depression- It wasn't for no reason. Me and Mack had sex when I was older, yes- but he didn't take my innocence. My step dad did. When I was twelve he abused me- but when I was fifteen, he raped me. After that- I thought my life was over. This isn't the first time, Harry. Three days after he raped me- I overdosed. Mack saved me. I don't belong here, Harry. I don't deserve anything but to rot in hell. You deserve a happy life, light skies, and Taylor. Well- Taylor and your baby. You two deserve each other. I love you Harry- you'll be an amazing father some day. Tell Ariana, Frankie, Tyler, and Issa I'm sorry and that i love them so much. Have a blessed life.

xxx,
A.H.
Alexandra Henderson

I lost control and ripped the letter to shreds.

"Mate! What're you doing?" Liam piped up.

"She lied. She said she doesn't deserve happiness- but I do. She said that I deserve Taylor. I put her through this." I growled with anger.

I looked up slightly and saw Zayn with a confused expression on his face as he stared at Alex. I followed his gaze and realized that her wrists were in pure view.

"H-Harry?" He whispered, "How come you n-never told us she c-cuts?"

"What?" Liam and Niall breathed.

"I-I was never c-comfortable with the t-topic.." I replied.

"I found out myself." Louis whispered.

"What? How?" I rushed.

"I saw them once." He shook is head.

I looked over at Frankie- and he was sobbing while holding Alex's hand. Ariana looked like she had ran out of tears and was now staring at Alex's pale body. I walked over to Alex and rubbed her shoulder.

"I'm so sorry this happened, love." I whispered, "I love you so much."