Fast, Fierce, and Feisty

"C-Chase?" My voice cracks.
Infront of me, was Chase and Emma. On top of eachother. Toungs down eachothers throats.
Chase freezes and pushed Emma away, his eyes lock with mine and a tear rolls down my face.
"We're done." Tell him. Then i run out.
"Wait! No! Esmee!" I ignore him and sprint back to the yard. tears fall down my face.
The first person to see me is Danny, who rushes over pulling me into his arms. I sob uncontrollably into his chest.
"H-he cheated on me." I cry "He was with Emma." I sob. I feel Danny stiffen next to me.
"Esmee. Let me explain." He calls out of breathe. I am so glad I wore water proof mascara. I pull away from Danny and turn to see Chase. He is clearly intoxicated ,extreamly.
"Explain what? You were kissing her! You were kissing EMMA! And If I had not walked in you totall would have had sex with her!" I yell at him
"it was a-" I cut him off
"Don't you dare tell me you accidentally put your toung inside of her fucking mouth Chase!" I scream. I am fucking furious! "You told me you were going to try! You said you would try to not hurt me! The dream was better han the pain I am feeling right now." I tell him the last part queitly. And it was true. It felt like my heart was clenching in agony. I'd rather have Dream Danny assult me 400x over again.
"You dont mean that." Chase stepped forward. I step back
"I mean it Chase. We are over. I never want to speak to you again." I say
"Baby please don't do this. I love you." he says.
Before I knew it my fist was connecting ith his jaw. his head snapped to the side at the force I used.
"FUCK YOU CHASE." I scream at him I kick him in his man hood making him fall over.
Tears pour out of my eyes and I run back inside. I grab a cup and chug it. Then another. Then another. Then another.
I stumble out of the house, I put the keys into the ignition just wanting to go home. I start the car and pull out of the house.. I speed around. I have no clue what is going on everything is a daze. I stopped in the middle of the road I see headlights on my right side- And nothing I could've done would have gotton me out of that 18-wheelers way.
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My head felt heavy My eyelids felt like weights. What is going on?
*Beep*
*Beep*
*Beep*
I try to open my eyes, but no luck
*Beep*
*Beep*
I feel something in my hand. What is it? I sqeeze it lightly.
"NURSE! Someone! Please help!" I hear a male voice call loudly. I hear a door open and close.
"What is it sir?" A female voice asks very calmly
"She sqeezed my hand."
"Sir. I'll call a doctor in to cheak her improvement."
I hear the door open and close again.
"Please wake up Esmee. Please. It has been weeks. Everyone is so worried." the voice says. "this is all my fault. I'm so sorry."
I try to open my eyes. and this time. i do. I open my eyes and to see a light purple room. Balloons and flowers everywhere. My head hurts.
"Esmee please wake up." I look down at my bed side to see a boy. He looks farmiliar... He is sobing at my bed side.
I clear my throat and his head shoots up.
"Oh my god. Esmee! I'm so sorry. This was all my fault!" he sobs hugging me tightly. "Wait a minute I'm going to call your parants and the doctors and nurses and your brothers. Oh my god Esmee I'm so happy your okay" the boy runs from the room and I am left alone. I look around very confused. I grab a cup on my bed side and drink it. My mouth is very dry.
A lady and man walk in followed by two more guys they look awful, to say the least. almost as bad as the guy on my bedside when I woke up. I don't know what is going on. I'm confused.
"My baby! your awake!" the lady cries hugging me tightly. Followed by the man who calls me his "princess"
"Why arn't you talking?" One boy asks
"Um. hi?" I say in a questioning tone. Another man walks in, in a white suite.
"hello, i'm Dr.Goodell. Are you doing alright?" He asks. I nod lightly. "I'm going to ask you questions, alright?" he says. I nod simply.
"What is your name?" He asks. I frown.
"I-I don't know." I state honestly
""How old are you?" He asks.
"i don't know." I shake my head really confused.
"Do you remember anything?" He asks softly
"No. I don't remember anything.." I say.
"my poor baby girl." the lady begins to cry into her hands.
"Are you my mom?" I queston softly
"y-Yes hunny. And this is your dad. These are your brothers. Dylan and Conner." She weeps.
"Well, nice to um meet you I guess." I say with a small smile.
"Wait. you don't remember anything?" Conner asks
I shake my head.
"She doesn't remember soccer." Conner states everyone looks at him.
"Soccer? I play soccer?" I question. My Dad begins to sob.
"I can't believe this." Dylan says softly
"Can somene please explain who i am?" I question.
"You are Esmee Anton. You are 17 years old. You moved to California from Manchester to play soccer for the school we go to now. You love the color Blue and you hate sea food. You love to sing and play piano and guitar...Your life is soccer..You love to party and have fun. your favorite movie is Tangled and you sleep with socks on. you have a weird habit of biting your lip and you are the funniest person I have ever met. You love life and everything it has to offer, you are sassy and always have an opinion on everything. Esmee you have to remember." Dylan listed a lot out. He was crying and so was Conner. "And you are the stupidest person ever. because you got behind the fucking wheel while drunk as shit." he adds
"Why would I?" I ask curiously.
"the guy that you woke up with here. His name is Chase. He cheated on you and you got drunk. And I got hit by and 18-wheeler. you have been out for 3 weeks." Conner says. "he hasent left once. not to change or shower. Nothing. We couldn't get him out of here. he has only had a few things to eat. Poor boy is blaming himself for it all." My mom says and I feel guilty.
"how long until my memory gets back?" I question the doctor
"A week, mabey two. Mabey a day...Mabey never." he says softly 'We cn't predict things like this. the quicker you get back to the rythem of your old like th more it will help." Dr.Goodell smiles.
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the next day was crazy. I had gone back to school. A lot of people I didn't know were wishing me well and giving me gifts and all.
After school I changed into a soccer uniform and walked out to the feild. I met up with the coach and then I got pulled into a hug.
"I'm so glad you are back!" He cheers.
"Who are you?" I question and he looks very hurt by my words.
"What do you mean?" he asks
"I mean. I have no memories. Nothing. I forgot everything." I say and his eyes widen and tears fill them.
"I'm Danny. I'm your best friend." he says softly "Do you remember anything..Like soccer?" he questions.
"Nope. I might never remember.." I sigh. " Dr.Goodell said I might get it back but it isn't definite." I say
"Oh my god." the other guys says.
"Who are you?" I ask
"Blake. team captain..." He mumbles. I nod and smile at him.
"here. Start some drill Blake." Coach yells at Blake and I flinch at his level.
I follow th guys to the feild and we get in a circle. We kick the ball around and stuff.
"Lets work on Shots. the game is in a week." Blake says.
"How do i do it?" I ask Danny.
"Kick the ball into the net. Past george the goalie." Danny says. I nod and we do a few passes. I kick the ball and it gets in.
"you still have your skill!" Blake cheers.
"All you said to do was kick. Anyone could do that." I sigh
"Hey. You doing great." he says and I nod. We continue for a while and in the middle of a shot drill, Blake passes me the ball and i stop letting the ball pass me as a sharp pain shot through my head.
My hand fly up to my head and I cry out in pain.
"What what is it?" Blake asks worried. Danny and him run up. My legs give out and I crumple to the floor. Everything goes black.
It is red hot today. Half way through laps guys took off their shirts, a quarter way though all they guys were shirtless and I was toasting. I was one of the first to finish laps and I went to get water before continuing. I get to the water table and Blake comes up.
"You giving up already?" He smirks and I roll my eyes.
"No. I'm thirsty. And it is bloody hot today!" I say annoyed
"Yeah yeah. Isn't that bad." He shrugs. I roll my eyes and pull off my shirt. "Whoa! What are you doing!" he asks shocked
"Taking off my shirt. I have a sports bra on. It is in dress code for days like these." I say. I pick up a water bottle and squirt Blake in the face before sprinting away. Some of the other guys laugh at the sceen and Blake just glares at me.
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"C-Chase?" My voice cracks.
Infront of me, was Chase and Emma. On top of eachother. Toungs down eachothers throats.
Chase freezes and pushed Emma away, his eyes lock with mine and a tear rolls down my face.
"We're done." Tell him. Then i run out.
"Wait! No! Esmee!" I ignore him and sprint back to the yard. tears fall down my face.
The first person to see me is Danny, who rushes over pulling me into his arms. I sob uncontrollably into his chest.
"H-he cheated on me." I cry "He was with Emma." I sob. I feel Danny stiffen next to me.
"Esmee. Let me explain." He calls out of breathe. I am so glad I wore water proof mascara. I pull away from Danny and turn to see Chase. He is clearly intoxicated ,extreamly.
"Explain what? You were kissing her! You were kissing EMMA! And If I had not walked in you totall would have had sex with her!" I yell at him
"it was a-" I cut him off
"Don't you dare tell me you accidentally put your toung inside of her fucking mouth Chase!" I scream. I am fucking furious! "You told me you were going to try! You said you would try to not hurt me! The dream was better han the pain I am feeling right now." I tell him the last part queitly. And it was true. It felt like my heart was clenching in agony. I'd rather have Dream Danny assult me 400x over again.
"You dont mean that." Chase stepped forward. I step back
"I mean it Chase. We are over. I never want to speak to you again." I say
"Baby please don't do this. I love you." he says.
Before I knew it my fist was connecting ith his jaw. his head snapped to the side at the force I used.
"FUCK YOU CHASE." I scream at him I kick him in his man hood making him fall over.
Tears pour out of my eyes and I run back inside. I grab a cup and chug it. Then another. Then another. Then another.
I stumble out of the house, I put the keys into the ignition just wanting to go home. I start the car and pull out of the house.. I speed around. I have no clue what is going on everything is a daze. I stopped in the middle of the road I see headlights on my right side- And nothing I could've done would have gotton me out of that 18-wheelers way.
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I wake up in a bed. My bed im guessing because people were around me. Dylan, Conner, Blake and Danny.
"I remembered my first practice with you guys." i mumble making them all look at me "I squirt you with water." I giggle and Blake smiles widely
"Anything else?" Dylan asks hopefully
"I remember what happened. Chase cheating on me..The last moment before the truck hit me." i say softly
"I'm sorry about Chase." Conner says
"Why was I so hurt?" I question "Why do i still feel hurt?" my voice cracks.
"It's normal to feel hurt. he hurt you." Conner says with a light laugh,
"Why would he kiss her?" i question
"We have no-" Dylan started but Danny cut him off
"Because she was black mailing him." He said softly
"She what?" I question
"She was using his past against him...i know this because Chase and I got reall close after you two started talking. he told me about his past. I told him about mine. But the thing is. he told Emma too, when he was inlove with her. And she used that aginst him so she could hurt you." Danny explained.
Suddenly, I felt angry.
"You knew all of this?" I ask
"yeah. But you wouldn't listen when I tried you at the party. I even tried to get you not to go. You were so drunk..." He looked regretful "I tried but, you were to fast. You were gone before I could get you out of the car." He says
Everyone was looking at him wide eyed.
"So, Chase didn't actually cheat on me?" I question
"No, technically yes. but not like he had a choise." Danny says.
"Well, I am in deep deep shit. Arn't i." I say droppin my head into the pillow.
This is going to be an eventful week.
If only I could tell the future.

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