Last First Kiss

The whole ride back to London I was sleeping in Harry's arms. I was so tired from the past few days. Harry had to go to a meeting in a few hours so he dropped me off to my hotel so I can get myself gathered and rested. When I got to my hotel I started packing some of my stuff for my trip back home tomorrow.

I couldn't believe how fast the week had gone by. When ever I thought about leaving London and Harry it made me really sad. I love him so much that it hurts.

By the time I was done packing it was dinner time. I ordered some room service and filled the tub with water and bubbles.

I ate my dinner and got into the tub. The water was just perfect. It took all the exhaustion from traveling out of my body. As I closed my eyes I heard my phone ringing. It was Harry! My face automatically curled into a big smile.

"Hello!" I said

"Hi babe, what you up to?" He said

"Just taking a little bath"

"I wish I was there with you. I missed you today." Even through the phone I can tell he was smirking.

I heard a knock on the door.

"Is that you knocking at the door?"I asked. "No, I'm driving back to my place" He said.

I got out of the tub and wrapped the towel around me as quick as I could and went to the door.

"Sarah, who is it at the door?"

I opened the door and it was Zayn.

"Harry don’t worry its just Zayn at the door"

"What is he doing there" He said, with a hint of anger.

"Hey, what are you doing here?" I asked Zayn.

Zayn was mumbling his words and he couldn't even stand properly. He was clearly drunk!

"Are you okay?" I asked him.

"Harry, Zayn is really drunk, I don’t know what to do"

"I'm perfect...now" Zayn said with a wink.

He was getting closer and closer. I was almost pinned to the wall. What is he trying to do? Didn’t he know that I'm with Harry. He grabbed my hand hard, making me drop the phone and pulled me towards him. He was holding me tight by the waist. I was trying so hard to escape but he was so strong. I couldn't even move.

"Zayn, please stop, let me go" I was trying to get through to him, but that didn’t work.

"I like you Sarah, from the moment I saw you coming down the stairs at the dinner" He said

"Zayn, I'm with Harry!, I love him" I said. Zayn looked hurt by my words and only made him more angry.

He pinned me against the wall and started to kiss the base of my neck.

"Forget about harry, I can make you happier" he said in between the kisses

"Zayn you have a girlfriend, who you love and she loves you!" Zayn wasn’t listening to me, he continued to suck on my neck. I was showing no reaction, hoping that he would realize and stop. But no, he then lifted me up and put me on the bed and was taking off his shirt.

"ZAYN STOP!" I yelled, clearly nothing was getting through to him.

"Shhhh...it's ok you can trust me. I won't hurt you" He said smiling at me . He positioned himself on top of me, I tried to get out but he was so strong, I couldn’t move. He started kissing my neck and jaw line he was going lower. I really didn’t want to lose my virginity this way!

"Zayn please, I'm begging you. Please stop, you are drunk and trust me you will regret this in the morning, plus harry is your best friend, how can you do this to him" I said while trying to push him off.

Zayn then planted his lips on mine. This kiss was nothing like the way Harry and I kiss. This was forced and unwanted.

"SARAH" I heard, I looked and saw it was Harry!, oh thank god I thought!

"Zayn GET OFF HER BEFORE I BEAT YOUR ASS" Harry yelled

"Come on Harry, don’t be like that, I was just trying to have some fun" Zayn said

"NOT WITH HER!, GET OUT I WILL DEAL WITH YOU AFTER" Zayn grabbed his things and left.

Harry came over to me I was sitting on the bed still in my towel.

"Sarah, are you okay, babe, talk to me"

"Harry I'm fine" I said but truthfully I was still shocked by what just happened.

"Im so sorry" he said.

"This isn't your fault Harry, you cant blame yourself"

"yeah. but maybe if I got here sooner, then..."

"No, Harry don’t do that to yourself and don’t be mad at Zayn, he was drunk and all he did was kiss me"

"I will deal with Zayn later, but for now lets get you to bed, you have a flight tomorrow morning"

"let me shower first"

Harry kissed my forehead and I went into the shower. When I came out, I got ready for bed.

"Stay with me tonight?" I asked Harry. Harry nodded and came into bed.

"I would never touch you unless you're ready" he said.

His words really comforted me and I moved closer to him. I put my head on his chest and I drifted off in his arms to the sound of his heart beat. I always felt safe in Harry's arms.

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