Last First Kiss

I have to say that I didn’t expect my exam week to go the way it did. I was throwing up every morning and felt dizzy all day. I would rest and review notes when I got home for my next exam but I wasn’t feeling good at all and I didn’t know what was wrong with me.

I was lying on my bed, get thinking when my thoughts were interpreted by my phone ringing. I saw it was Yasmin calling me.

“Hey” I said

“HI, how are you feeling” she asked

“Im better but im still throwing up in the mornings” I replied

“Umm Sarah, you don’t think maybe you could be pregnant?” she said. That thought never crossed my mind.

“No, we always used…” and then I remembered his birthday we didn’t. OMG

“OMG”

“Me and Lauran are on our way” she said and hanged up.

I cant be pregnant, I keep telling my self but then more I thought about it the more I wasn’t believing it.

I heard the door ring I had no energy to go downstairs and open the door I knew my parents would. Yasmin and Lauran both rushed to my room.

“Here we came as soon as we could” Yasmin said and handed me the pregnancy test.

“We will be right here” Lauran said

I went to the bathroom, locked the door, took a deep breath and took the test. I washed my hands and came back into my room. Both yasmin and lauran stood up form my bed when they say me.

“We have to wait 15 minutes” I said then made room on the bed for me to sit in between them. I put my head on laurans shoulder and we waited in silences.

That was the longest 15 minutes of my life it felt like 3 hours. I looked down at the test and there was a plus sign. I couldn’t say anything, I didn’t cry, I was in shock. All I heard was Yasmin saying “its going to be okay”. All I was thinking was how I was going to tell harry.


* * * * * *

I was waiting at the airport for Paul to pick me up. I was on break from school for a week so I came on tour with the boys. I had 2 days to think of how I was going to tell Harry and nothing came to mind.

I saw Paul walking towards me I grabbed my bag and started to walk towards him.

“Here let me take that, how was your flight” paul asked

“thank you and it was alright, I slept through most of it”

“The boys are just waking up, I know Harry is really excited to see you” he said

“im really excited to see him too” I said, which part of it was a lie, I am excited to see harry just not the conversation we need to have.

I got into the car and after a short drive we arrived at the hotel. Of course there was fans outside. I quickly got my things and went inside the hotel to find Harry waiting for me in the lobby. When he saw me he gave me the biggest smile ever.

“Hi Babe” he said hugging me so tight.

“Heyy”

“I missed you so much” he said and gave me a kiss.

Harry grabbed my suitcase and we went up to his room.

“Are you okay” he asked

“yeah why”

“you seem off”

“im just tried” I lied

“well then get some rest babe”

“Harry….” I said and his phone rang.

“one second”

He answered his phone I wasn’t paying attention to what he was saying. All my mind keep thinking about was how to tell harry, This could ruin his career.

Notes

I apologize for any spelling or grammar mistakes.