Last First Kiss

It has been a week since Harry has left and I miss him more than ever. We still talk everyday dispute the time differences and him rehearsing for the new tour, which is starting next week.

On the other hand it's exam month for me. So much stress and anxiety that it's making me exhausted. I feel like I need to run away from everything and hibernate for few days.

I talked to Paul yesterday and told him my plan and how I wanted to surprise Harry for his birthday. He has booked my flight already, and I will land on the morning of Harry's birthday.

As far as Harry knows the next time I can see him, is during my one week break at the end of February, which I will be joining them on tour around Europe. He has asked everyday this week to come to Paris for his birthday, which I told him no every time because of my "exams", but I lied. I let him on thinking, my exams will go on longer then it actually is. Which he was really understanding about it and actually supports me by texting me cute motivational quotes so I can study on.


* * * * *

I had just finished my phone call with Harry, after his first show in London. From the sound of it, it was amazing, so proud of him and the band. I wish I could have been there with him tonight, supporting him on. I wish he was here beside me in my bed helping me fall sleep. When ever I'm with Harry I can sleep so much better at night. His arms make me feel safe and his smell soothes me. When he's not with me, it takes me a while to fall sleep. I find the sound of my mini TV in my room soothing me to sleep sometimes; it almost has become a habit.

As I was flicking through channels, I heard Harry's name on TV. ENews! was on, gossiping about the latest things in Hollywood and first they were talking about the Kardashians, I could have cared less about them. After the commercial break, the story about Harry was on, Harry had already warned me, not to listen to the news because of rumors would be spreading like wild fire when they are on tour, and he was right.

"Harry styles was seen with a new mystery girl having dinner, Are Sarry over?"

Sarry? That sounds to sad. There were actual pictures of them having dinner together but the pictures of them were so blurry that, that girl could have been anybody and a nobody. Even though Harry had already told me about that dinner, I couldn’t help but feel hurt by what I was hearing. Seeing all these pictures and videos, I felt a tear run down my cheek, from the thought of it. I turned off the TV and buried my head on to my pillow and draped my blanket over my head. Just when I was about to fall sleep, I got a text form Harry.

"Please, don’t listen to any of these stupid rumors! Goodnight Beautiful, I love you <3 "

It felt like he had known I was watching the gossip news.I had to trust Harry that these rumors are just rumors and that we are fine.

"I know baby I love you too <3"

With the thought of him, that I will see him soon; It's comforting!


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I was all packed and ready to go. Paul had arranged for a driver to pick my up and bring me to the airport. It was around 12 am when I got on the plain and settled in my seat. If everything goes perfectly I am suppose to land in Paris at 7:45am and surprise Harry soon after!


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Once I landed and got my luggage, I saw Paul waiting for me at the airport, waving at me, trying to catch my attention.

"Hey Sarah, how was the flight" he pulled me into a hug.

"Hi Paul, it was fine I got some sleep so I'm well rested"

"That’s good, Harry is going to be so happy when he sees you"

Paris is so pretty. The gloomy, winter weather makes the place feel cozy; cold but cozy. It's just like I've imagined it and have seen in the pictures. I couldn't concentrate much on the scenery because all I could think about in the car drive to the hotel was Harry's reaction.

We pulled up to the hotel, there was about 40 fans waiting outside. Paul came and opened my door and helped with my bags. we took the elevator up to the 5th floor and quietly walked to Harry's door. The plan was for Paul to knock on the door to get Harry's attention but when he opens the door, there I stand. We got to Harry's door and Paul knocked and yelled

"HARRY OPEN UP, ITS PAUL" he gave me a smile and ran quietly to his room, which was a few doors down.

I was so nervous, anxious, and excited all at the same time.


* Harry's POV*

I was sleeping so comfortably on my bed when I heard a loud knock followed by someone yelling.

"HARRY OPEN UP, ITS PAUL" I growled dragging myself out of bed, what could Paul possibly want this early on our day off.

"COMING" I yelled back before he thought I didn’t hear him. I rubbed my eyes as I stumbled to the door. I shot my eyes wide open to make sure I'm seeing this right.

"Hi birthday boy"

"Sarah, what are you doing here"

"you didn’t think I would actually miss your birthday"

I bent down quickly and threw her over my shoulder with one hand and got her bags with the other. I laid her bags on our bed and threw her gently on the other side of the bed, making her giggle playfully.

"Just a second" I said holding up my index finger and ran to the bathroom to wash away my morning breath. I ran back to the bedroom and jumped on top of her holding my weight over her, taking in that she is here with me, on my birthday. She lift her head up and pulled my face to hers, crushing her lips to mine.

"Thank you" I said and she smiled back.

"What do you want to do today" she asked as she stood on her knees on my bed. All I wanted to do was be with her all day and night

"Spend the day with you" I replied as I stood in front of her

"Then lets get ready to head out" she said and wrapped her arms around my neck

"I need to take a shower" I said

"Me too" she said biting her bottom lip, I gave her a smirk and upped her thighs and she wrapped them around my waist as I walked us to the bathroom not once breaking the eye contact.
I sat Sarah down on the black marble counter, and went to turn the water on.

When I turned around I saw her standing there in her underwear. God she looked amazing, she always has this glow about her that takes my breath away. I crashed my lips on to hers taking her by surprise, but then she places both her hands on my face taking the control away from me. I unclasped her bra and started to leave kisses down her neck till i reached her breasts.

I earned a moan from her making me turn on ten times then I was. I love hearing her moans. Sarah pulled my pants down and I hooked my fingers on the band of her panties and pulled them down. I gave her a smirk while looking up through my hooded eyes and caressed the side of her left leg with my fingers making her have goosebumps. Pulled the shower glass door towards myself giving her a way into the shower, while she walked in under the water i gave her one last good look at her thinking of ways to get more moans out of her.

Letting the warm water hit my skin, relaxed me. I didn’t realize my eyes were closed until I felt Sarah's hands on my chest. She ran her hands all over my chest and caught me by surprise when she grabbed me and started to bump my throbbing length. I threw my head as pleasure was taking over my body. Sarah lowered herself on her knees and took me in her mouth.

"Fuck" she sucked me hard and fast.

I stopped her before I came, I wanted to be inside her when I did. I picked her up from her knees and pushed her up against the cold shower tiles cupping her face, giving her a hard smack on her lips with mine. I drank the water off her lips by sucking and licking her soft wet lips. Slowly kissing down her wet neck and across her chest, sucking and teasing her with each kiss that I left on her. She gasped when my lips went in to contact to her nipple sucking and biting while massaging and squeezing the other one.

Her moans echoing the shower making me want to please her even more, her moans were so rewarding cause i was the only man that was able to do that to her.

"God Harry" She moaned. Her fingers were tangled in my hair.

I wasted no time, I lowered my self on her and my tongue made contact to her already swollen skin. Touching, licking, sucking, and biting her. Her hips moved off the tile, desperate for more. Her head threw back, eyes shut and pulling on my hair. I know she was close so I stopped.

"HARRY" she gasped

I was back on my feet again lifting her thighs to wrap around my waist. I was looking deep in her eyes when I entered her slowly, she was all warm and wet, god she felt amazing. I was fully inside and she gave me a loud moan that she was full,her arms went around my neck pulling me closer. I attacked her neck leaving love bits while I thrusted into her hard. Our moans filled the shower, with the warm water touching and bouncing off our skins adding more sensation.

"faster Harry" and with that I went faster, her back hitting the wall.

I pressed into her even harder, my fingers pressed into her thighs indenting her skin. Her leg tighten around my waist and I pushed and pulled, in and out to bring us both to our release.

"HARRY" she screamed as she came around me, pushing me over my own edge, spilling into her shouting her name.

"I love you" I pressed me lips against her temple and then pressed my forehead against hers to catch my breath.

"I love you" she gasped and I pulled myself out of her.

We showered each other with kisses and each others touch, we didn't come out until we were all clean and satisfied.

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