Last First Kiss
Chapter 23
My time with Harry has come to an end. I feel like something is missing when I'm not with him, I'm going to miss him so much. The hardest part is when I don't know when will be the next time I'm going to see him again. It's getting harder each time to leave him.
My flight back to Toronto is for later this afternoon, and the boys have an interview as well. I spent the morning with Harry packing my things and getting ready together to leave.I was zipping up my suitcase, furiously when Harry smiled at me.
"You sit I'll zip!" He lift me up effortlessly seating me on the suit case.
"Thank you" I jumped off the suitcase smacking my lips to his, after our successful team work.
He didn't let me go, instead he hold me tighter and looked me deep in the eyes with a serious face.
"I'm not going to be there with you every night to hold you, kiss you or hear you breathing but know that I love and miss you every single second of the day. And I know I'm going to be on tour soon but I promise that some how I will talk to you, either text, call, Skype. I don't know when will be the next time that I will see you but I hope real soon" he pulled me in his chest and kissed the top of my head and exhaled "I love you." The tears In my eyes start to well up but I tried to hold back as best as I could.
"Your going to miss your plane" he kissed my lips softly and turned around to take my bags downstairs.
"I'm so sorry I cant come with you to the airport" Harry pushed the elevator button.
"its okay, your interview is more important"
"Your important" he tangled his fingers with mine and kissed my wrist. "I will go put your bags in the car" he walked out of the elevator cart squeezing my hand, giving me a wink. The boys were waiting for Harry and I downstairs in the lobby area. As soon as they saw me, they got up and walked over to me.
"Hey" I gave Niall a faded smile.
"we are going to miss you" he pulled me in for a hug "I will miss you guys too" I smiled at all of them"Take care of yourself" Liam hugged me tightly and kissed my right cheek. "Have a safe flight" he hugged me nudging me side to side making me let out a light laugh. Zayn was off to the side standing, with both his hands in his pocket. I walked over to him smiling, I grabbed both his hands out of his pocket and held them tightly. Is shook them to make him smile, that was my way of loosening him up. "Bye Zayn" I pulled him in for a hug. "Thank you again for the other night" I hugged him tighter remembering what could have happened if he wasn't there. "No problem, get home safely" he made a hard line with his lips. I turned around to see Harry, waiting for me. I walked over to him, he pulled me into a tight hug, not wanting to let me go. "I don’t want you to leave" he said "and I don’t want to go but I have school and you guys have a tour starting in a month" "Have a safe flight, and call me first thing when you land, please! so I know you are okay?!" "I promise I will" I grabbed the back of his head and kissed his lips as hard as I could, giving him small pecks on his chin and down his neck.
"Bye Baby, I love you" he wiped away my tear off my left cheek. "I love you too" I bit my lip smiling. We all walked outside, the boys waving me goodbye as the car drives away and I blew a kiss to Harry, waving back.
*Harry's POV* We had finished our interviews for today and were heading back to the hotel. The whole interview i was thinking about Sarah. We were leaving tomorrow as well to go back to London. It's going to be weird going home to an empty house.
"What's wrong do you already miss her? Does Harry want Sarah back?" Niall was making fun of me to make me laugh but something felt off.
"Shut up...i'm worried, Sarah should have called me by now, it's only a 2 hour flight to Toronto" "Don’t worry, she will call soon, give her time to get her stuff and come out the airport" Louis laughed at me being so protective.
"I guess" I checked my phone again, no sign of Sarah. When we got to the hotel there were fans standing out side the hotel waiting for us, we signed some autographs and took a few pictures with the fans. We went upstairs to our rooms and as I opened the door to my room I smelled her perfume, like she never left. I laid on the bed without taking my shoes off and hugged her pillow, her smell was still here with me as I drifted off.
"HARRYY, OPEN THE DOOR" Liam was banging on my door.
How long was I sleep for? I rushed out of the bed towards the door. All the boys barged into my room and turned on the TV to the 11 o'clock news.
"Guys what's up?" I looked at them curiously. "I think you should hear this" Niall pointed towards the TV. "Flight 3354 that left JFK this afternoon to Toronto has crashed near Buffalo, so far there are no survivors" the reporter on TV confirmed. I sunk in the chair behind me, speechless. I'm still dreaming, yea that's what it is a nightmare. As much as I try to wakeup I wouldn't because it was reality and I was in denial. I got up and start pacing around the room furiously, trying to find something to hit.
"Harry are you..." Zayn was walking towards me and before I knew it my emotions took over me and I punched the mirror behind the door. I looked at my right hand emotionless, it was cut open bleeding with few pieces of the mirror stuck in my hand but I didn't care. I looked at myself in the shattered mirror and that's when grief hit me, I fell down on the ground leaning against the foot of the couch holding my head crying. My Sarah was dead and I was never going to see her or touch her again.
My flight back to Toronto is for later this afternoon, and the boys have an interview as well. I spent the morning with Harry packing my things and getting ready together to leave.I was zipping up my suitcase, furiously when Harry smiled at me.
"You sit I'll zip!" He lift me up effortlessly seating me on the suit case.
"Thank you" I jumped off the suitcase smacking my lips to his, after our successful team work.
He didn't let me go, instead he hold me tighter and looked me deep in the eyes with a serious face.
"I'm not going to be there with you every night to hold you, kiss you or hear you breathing but know that I love and miss you every single second of the day. And I know I'm going to be on tour soon but I promise that some how I will talk to you, either text, call, Skype. I don't know when will be the next time that I will see you but I hope real soon" he pulled me in his chest and kissed the top of my head and exhaled "I love you." The tears In my eyes start to well up but I tried to hold back as best as I could.
"Your going to miss your plane" he kissed my lips softly and turned around to take my bags downstairs.
"I'm so sorry I cant come with you to the airport" Harry pushed the elevator button.
"its okay, your interview is more important"
"Your important" he tangled his fingers with mine and kissed my wrist. "I will go put your bags in the car" he walked out of the elevator cart squeezing my hand, giving me a wink. The boys were waiting for Harry and I downstairs in the lobby area. As soon as they saw me, they got up and walked over to me.
"Hey" I gave Niall a faded smile.
"we are going to miss you" he pulled me in for a hug "I will miss you guys too" I smiled at all of them"Take care of yourself" Liam hugged me tightly and kissed my right cheek. "Have a safe flight" he hugged me nudging me side to side making me let out a light laugh. Zayn was off to the side standing, with both his hands in his pocket. I walked over to him smiling, I grabbed both his hands out of his pocket and held them tightly. Is shook them to make him smile, that was my way of loosening him up. "Bye Zayn" I pulled him in for a hug. "Thank you again for the other night" I hugged him tighter remembering what could have happened if he wasn't there. "No problem, get home safely" he made a hard line with his lips. I turned around to see Harry, waiting for me. I walked over to him, he pulled me into a tight hug, not wanting to let me go. "I don’t want you to leave" he said "and I don’t want to go but I have school and you guys have a tour starting in a month" "Have a safe flight, and call me first thing when you land, please! so I know you are okay?!" "I promise I will" I grabbed the back of his head and kissed his lips as hard as I could, giving him small pecks on his chin and down his neck.
"Bye Baby, I love you" he wiped away my tear off my left cheek. "I love you too" I bit my lip smiling. We all walked outside, the boys waving me goodbye as the car drives away and I blew a kiss to Harry, waving back.
*Harry's POV* We had finished our interviews for today and were heading back to the hotel. The whole interview i was thinking about Sarah. We were leaving tomorrow as well to go back to London. It's going to be weird going home to an empty house.
"What's wrong do you already miss her? Does Harry want Sarah back?" Niall was making fun of me to make me laugh but something felt off.
"Shut up...i'm worried, Sarah should have called me by now, it's only a 2 hour flight to Toronto" "Don’t worry, she will call soon, give her time to get her stuff and come out the airport" Louis laughed at me being so protective.
"I guess" I checked my phone again, no sign of Sarah. When we got to the hotel there were fans standing out side the hotel waiting for us, we signed some autographs and took a few pictures with the fans. We went upstairs to our rooms and as I opened the door to my room I smelled her perfume, like she never left. I laid on the bed without taking my shoes off and hugged her pillow, her smell was still here with me as I drifted off.
"HARRYY, OPEN THE DOOR" Liam was banging on my door.
How long was I sleep for? I rushed out of the bed towards the door. All the boys barged into my room and turned on the TV to the 11 o'clock news.
"Guys what's up?" I looked at them curiously. "I think you should hear this" Niall pointed towards the TV. "Flight 3354 that left JFK this afternoon to Toronto has crashed near Buffalo, so far there are no survivors" the reporter on TV confirmed. I sunk in the chair behind me, speechless. I'm still dreaming, yea that's what it is a nightmare. As much as I try to wakeup I wouldn't because it was reality and I was in denial. I got up and start pacing around the room furiously, trying to find something to hit.
"Harry are you..." Zayn was walking towards me and before I knew it my emotions took over me and I punched the mirror behind the door. I looked at my right hand emotionless, it was cut open bleeding with few pieces of the mirror stuck in my hand but I didn't care. I looked at myself in the shattered mirror and that's when grief hit me, I fell down on the ground leaning against the foot of the couch holding my head crying. My Sarah was dead and I was never going to see her or touch her again.
12/5/13