Last First Kiss
Chapter 16
*Sarah's POV*
After a silent car ride home, I stormed to the room that guest room, I didn’t want to spent the night with Harry. I was going through a mix of emotions. I was furious because of ruining the night and embarrassing himself and me in front of all those people. I was also scared of him because I had never seen this angry and violent side of him, but at the same time he was trying to protect me as being his girlfriend.
"Sarah, please don't be mad, I'm sorry" Harry said, knocking on the door.
I didn't answer him back, I needed some space from him. I had decided to lock myself in this room until I came out of this shock that I was in.
Few hours had passed, it was almost 4am. The flat was quite and all I could hear was the sound of me breathing. I finally got off the bed and took my dress off. I wiped off my makeup, opened my hair, took off my jewelry and put on my sweats and put my hair up in a ponytail. I opened the door quietly thinking that Harry was sleeping but he was sitting on the ground, beside my door. He was still in his suit hugging his knees with his elbows and leaning his head on the wall.
He looked up at me and got up slowly as he held my gaze.
"I'm sorry" he whispered.
I came down to his level but I was still kept my distance.
"What happened back at the party was terrifying, I don't even know what to say" I said.
"I know and it will never happen again"
I wanted to believe him but I don't even think he knew what had happened.
He start walking towards me slowly. I start getting more tense as he got closer to me. He wrapped his arms around me slowly and pulled me closer towards himself. I didn't want to admit it but I was scared that he might lose control like that with me but at the same time I felt safe in his arms.
He held my hand and took me to his room. He got in the bed without changing and pulled me in his arms. We both drifted off after a long night.
*Christmas Day (The next Day)*
I got up, still feeling shocked and confused from last night. I looked over at Harry, he was still sleeping. He had a black eye and scratches on his neck and face.I felt an aching pain on my left arm. There was a large bruise on my arm, from Harry pushing me off him. I covered it with my sleeve and got up slowly to make some coffee. I turned on the T.V. And walked over to the kitchen.
"Last night seemed like a bashful night at the one directions member, Louis's 22nd birthday party and Harry Styles has a new mystery girl? All next with your scoop of the day on access Hollywood."
"Shit" I shook my head.
"Morning! Merry Christmas!" Harry said as he kissed me on the cheek.
"Merry Christmas" I said with a low key voice.
"People at the party had taped the fight from last night and sent it out to the gossip news" I said as I crossed my arms and gave him a small bag of ice for his black eye.
"Shit" Harry whispered.
"If I were you I would call the group first and check how Zayn and Louis are doing and than talk to your publicist" I said as I walked away and went to take a shower
After I was done my shower I got dressed and went into the living room to hear Harry on the phone with someone. Harry didn’t notice me.
"I know I understand but......i'm sorry........he shouldn’t have said what he said......yes I can be there"
"is everyone okay" I asked
"That was Simon, he wants to see us, today"
"Alright, I want to go over to Perrie and see how she is doing"
"I will drop you off on the way"
I started to walk towards the bedroom when Harry grabbed my wrist and spun me to face him.
"Im sorry about last night, I just lost control, and Zayn is right he normally does get what he wants, and I don’t want to lose you" he said
"you are not going to lose me, I love you" I said and pulled him down and gave him a kiss.
"I love you" he said as he hugged me tight.
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"Please try and not get into another fight" I squeezed his nervous hand and gave him a good luck kiss as I got out of the car.
*Harry's POV*
I have no idea what to expect from this meeting with Simon and the boys. Simon never calls us for a meeting only once a year to give us our bonus checks.
I pull up at the management head office. I see Liam, Niall are already here. I went inside and inhaled before opening the office door.
"Harry, thank you for coming have a seat while we wait for Zayn and Louis" Simon said. I nodded and took a seat next to Liam.
We just sat in silence and after what seemed like hours but was only 10 minutes, Zayn and Louis walked in and took a seat next to Niall.
"Now that everyone is here, I would like to talk about what happened last night" I looked over at Zayn who was already looking at me, he had a black eye and a few cuts on his face with a broken nose from what it seemed like.
"This looks really bad on the group, and I cant have any of you boys fight each other, no matter what! I was going to tell you boys some exciting news, but after this I don’t know" Simon said
We looked at each, wondering what the exciting news could be
"I don’t care what it takes, but Harry and Zayn you two need to work out whatever problems you have this is affecting the group"
"What is this exciting news you have" Liam asked
"Im not telling you guys until the problem is resolved, and you don’t have much time or else you will miss out on a great opportunity"
Simon said and left the room.
"you two need to work this out" Niall said looking at me and then at Zayn
"Niall is right, you cant let this affect the group" Liam said
"Let's give them some privacy to talk it out, don’t get into a fight please" Louis said. as the boys got up and left the room, leaving me and Zayn alone.
Zayn as a friend was dead to me, he crossed the line not once but twice. But I knew I had to put that aside for the group.
"You crossed the line twice Zayn, our friendship is over, but we still have to work together, so lets just put whatever problems we have aside when it comes to work" I said
"I couldn’t agree more" he said
"I'm only going to tell you this once I love Sarah more than anything and I am willing to do anything for her and protecting her because she is mine and only mine. So you better get your shit straight and stay away from her cause she is not like the other girls" I said in a serious tone.
After a silent car ride home, I stormed to the room that guest room, I didn’t want to spent the night with Harry. I was going through a mix of emotions. I was furious because of ruining the night and embarrassing himself and me in front of all those people. I was also scared of him because I had never seen this angry and violent side of him, but at the same time he was trying to protect me as being his girlfriend.
"Sarah, please don't be mad, I'm sorry" Harry said, knocking on the door.
I didn't answer him back, I needed some space from him. I had decided to lock myself in this room until I came out of this shock that I was in.
Few hours had passed, it was almost 4am. The flat was quite and all I could hear was the sound of me breathing. I finally got off the bed and took my dress off. I wiped off my makeup, opened my hair, took off my jewelry and put on my sweats and put my hair up in a ponytail. I opened the door quietly thinking that Harry was sleeping but he was sitting on the ground, beside my door. He was still in his suit hugging his knees with his elbows and leaning his head on the wall.
He looked up at me and got up slowly as he held my gaze.
"I'm sorry" he whispered.
I came down to his level but I was still kept my distance.
"What happened back at the party was terrifying, I don't even know what to say" I said.
"I know and it will never happen again"
I wanted to believe him but I don't even think he knew what had happened.
He start walking towards me slowly. I start getting more tense as he got closer to me. He wrapped his arms around me slowly and pulled me closer towards himself. I didn't want to admit it but I was scared that he might lose control like that with me but at the same time I felt safe in his arms.
He held my hand and took me to his room. He got in the bed without changing and pulled me in his arms. We both drifted off after a long night.
*Christmas Day (The next Day)*
I got up, still feeling shocked and confused from last night. I looked over at Harry, he was still sleeping. He had a black eye and scratches on his neck and face.I felt an aching pain on my left arm. There was a large bruise on my arm, from Harry pushing me off him. I covered it with my sleeve and got up slowly to make some coffee. I turned on the T.V. And walked over to the kitchen.
"Last night seemed like a bashful night at the one directions member, Louis's 22nd birthday party and Harry Styles has a new mystery girl? All next with your scoop of the day on access Hollywood."
"Shit" I shook my head.
"Morning! Merry Christmas!" Harry said as he kissed me on the cheek.
"Merry Christmas" I said with a low key voice.
"People at the party had taped the fight from last night and sent it out to the gossip news" I said as I crossed my arms and gave him a small bag of ice for his black eye.
"Shit" Harry whispered.
"If I were you I would call the group first and check how Zayn and Louis are doing and than talk to your publicist" I said as I walked away and went to take a shower
After I was done my shower I got dressed and went into the living room to hear Harry on the phone with someone. Harry didn’t notice me.
"I know I understand but......i'm sorry........he shouldn’t have said what he said......yes I can be there"
"is everyone okay" I asked
"That was Simon, he wants to see us, today"
"Alright, I want to go over to Perrie and see how she is doing"
"I will drop you off on the way"
I started to walk towards the bedroom when Harry grabbed my wrist and spun me to face him.
"Im sorry about last night, I just lost control, and Zayn is right he normally does get what he wants, and I don’t want to lose you" he said
"you are not going to lose me, I love you" I said and pulled him down and gave him a kiss.
"I love you" he said as he hugged me tight.
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"Please try and not get into another fight" I squeezed his nervous hand and gave him a good luck kiss as I got out of the car.
*Harry's POV*
I have no idea what to expect from this meeting with Simon and the boys. Simon never calls us for a meeting only once a year to give us our bonus checks.
I pull up at the management head office. I see Liam, Niall are already here. I went inside and inhaled before opening the office door.
"Harry, thank you for coming have a seat while we wait for Zayn and Louis" Simon said. I nodded and took a seat next to Liam.
We just sat in silence and after what seemed like hours but was only 10 minutes, Zayn and Louis walked in and took a seat next to Niall.
"Now that everyone is here, I would like to talk about what happened last night" I looked over at Zayn who was already looking at me, he had a black eye and a few cuts on his face with a broken nose from what it seemed like.
"This looks really bad on the group, and I cant have any of you boys fight each other, no matter what! I was going to tell you boys some exciting news, but after this I don’t know" Simon said
We looked at each, wondering what the exciting news could be
"I don’t care what it takes, but Harry and Zayn you two need to work out whatever problems you have this is affecting the group"
"What is this exciting news you have" Liam asked
"Im not telling you guys until the problem is resolved, and you don’t have much time or else you will miss out on a great opportunity"
Simon said and left the room.
"you two need to work this out" Niall said looking at me and then at Zayn
"Niall is right, you cant let this affect the group" Liam said
"Let's give them some privacy to talk it out, don’t get into a fight please" Louis said. as the boys got up and left the room, leaving me and Zayn alone.
Zayn as a friend was dead to me, he crossed the line not once but twice. But I knew I had to put that aside for the group.
"You crossed the line twice Zayn, our friendship is over, but we still have to work together, so lets just put whatever problems we have aside when it comes to work" I said
"I couldn’t agree more" he said
"I'm only going to tell you this once I love Sarah more than anything and I am willing to do anything for her and protecting her because she is mine and only mine. So you better get your shit straight and stay away from her cause she is not like the other girls" I said in a serious tone.
12/5/13