Collide
Chapter 35
Delilahs pov
Andrew had left my room to me feeling alone, I cry cradling myself. Today was not great at all. Jay just thinks he can walk in here, and comfort me? And then Andrew? No! I can't do this. I grab my phone and began to text Dylan. I need someone to distract me.
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two weeks later
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"Hey baby." Dylan said, walking up to me, giving me the biggest hug ever, causing me to smile, I've been having this case on my arm for to weeks now, and I just wanted it off.
Andrew had began to start throwing out honking because he was behaving to start packing for college. I can't wait for him to go, he needed to go. Every time Dylan came over he would give him death glares, I think Dylan was scared to even look at Andrew just because.
Andrew had came over onceAnd a while to have dinner with us with uncle Niall and his wife. Today was another night like that.
"Oi!" Dad said as Niall walked in the house.
"What's cooking?" Niall sniffed and it made me smile, he was such a nice and very hype man.
I down to my phone, telling Dylan I will text him back later. I had grown to like him now. He wasn't anything like Jay though.
Speaking of - "hi." He said to me when he walked in the house. I looked at him for one second and then turned my head like I didn't hear him.
"coming mum." I said. I walked past Andrew, he looked at me and then back up at Jay. He walked over to Jay. Around our parents Andrew acts as if he is jays friend.
I made my way into the kitchen and helped my mum set up the table. She looked at me.
"What's wrong?" She said softly.
"Mum, I don't want to talk about it." I said softly, I didn't want to because I know I'd cry.
"You know you can always talk to me or your father." She said giving me a warm smile.
"Yeah, it's just guy issues nothing big." I said softly.
"Dylan? Did he hurt you?" She asked me stopping what she was doing.
"No." I sniffed, trying to distract myself from crying or thinking.
"When what." She asked pushing a hair strand out of my face.
"I don't want you to feel disappointed in me, you or dad." My voice sounding off. I tried to swallow back the tears.
"What is it?" She asked with a frown on her face.
"I don't want to talk about it right now. Maybe later." I sigh. I hugged her. She is awl aha there for me, her and dad. They always seem to understand.
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we all sat down at the table, and everyone was laughing, I couldn't help but look at Jay once in a while, as he laughed with them. I know he was looking at me because I caught him a few times. I then looked at Andrew who was starring down at his plate.
"Can I be excused." Andrew said speaking over everyone. "And so can lilah and Jay ?" He said looking at everyone.
"Sure." My dad spoke and I frowned and stood up, confused. I take a drink of my drink before following Andrew to the living room.
He stopped and then looked at the both of us, crossing his arms.
"What?" Jay said, in a tired voice.
"Make up." He demanded. "I'm tired of you both looking at each other like you want each other." He rolled his eyes. "Just have each other." He ran his hand through his hair. "I'm sorry."
He grabbed both of our wrist and yanked us outside. My heart began to pound as Jay was close to me.
"Make up now." Andrew spoke before walking back in the house.
I stand there, and then crossed my arms. I didn't know what to say. I had nothing to apologize for.
"Sorry." He spoke, his hands pushed inside of his pockets.
I didn't know what to say, I felt pressured. I wasn't ready. I didn't want to cry in front of him to show him that I felt weak. I want him to think moved on. "It's okay." I said softly.
"Really?" He sighed. Feeling relieved.
"Yeah." I said looking down.
"Great, I missed talking to you." He spoke his arms wrapping around me, making me feel tense. I smiled and relaxed.
"Same." I spoke and laughed a little wanting to cry, I missed his arm hugs. He pulled back from me, looking me in the eyes. I sigh. It felt like old times, just one thing was missing...
"Delilah, I have something to tell you." He said, his hands resting on my bare arms.
"Okay." I spoke.
He he didn't say anything for a long time, but he alone eventually. "I know we aren't dating but I just wanted to let you know I love you." His words seemed rushed but it made my hear sink. Made my body feel weak, and the only thing that could fix that was his lips on mine.
My arms wrapped sround his neck, and then he leaned down and kissed me. The shock was there for a bit and then I released it was real. It felt right.
Andrew had left my room to me feeling alone, I cry cradling myself. Today was not great at all. Jay just thinks he can walk in here, and comfort me? And then Andrew? No! I can't do this. I grab my phone and began to text Dylan. I need someone to distract me.
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two weeks later
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"Hey baby." Dylan said, walking up to me, giving me the biggest hug ever, causing me to smile, I've been having this case on my arm for to weeks now, and I just wanted it off.
Andrew had began to start throwing out honking because he was behaving to start packing for college. I can't wait for him to go, he needed to go. Every time Dylan came over he would give him death glares, I think Dylan was scared to even look at Andrew just because.
Andrew had came over onceAnd a while to have dinner with us with uncle Niall and his wife. Today was another night like that.
"Oi!" Dad said as Niall walked in the house.
"What's cooking?" Niall sniffed and it made me smile, he was such a nice and very hype man.
I down to my phone, telling Dylan I will text him back later. I had grown to like him now. He wasn't anything like Jay though.
Speaking of - "hi." He said to me when he walked in the house. I looked at him for one second and then turned my head like I didn't hear him.
"coming mum." I said. I walked past Andrew, he looked at me and then back up at Jay. He walked over to Jay. Around our parents Andrew acts as if he is jays friend.
I made my way into the kitchen and helped my mum set up the table. She looked at me.
"What's wrong?" She said softly.
"Mum, I don't want to talk about it." I said softly, I didn't want to because I know I'd cry.
"You know you can always talk to me or your father." She said giving me a warm smile.
"Yeah, it's just guy issues nothing big." I said softly.
"Dylan? Did he hurt you?" She asked me stopping what she was doing.
"No." I sniffed, trying to distract myself from crying or thinking.
"When what." She asked pushing a hair strand out of my face.
"I don't want you to feel disappointed in me, you or dad." My voice sounding off. I tried to swallow back the tears.
"What is it?" She asked with a frown on her face.
"I don't want to talk about it right now. Maybe later." I sigh. I hugged her. She is awl aha there for me, her and dad. They always seem to understand.
....
we all sat down at the table, and everyone was laughing, I couldn't help but look at Jay once in a while, as he laughed with them. I know he was looking at me because I caught him a few times. I then looked at Andrew who was starring down at his plate.
"Can I be excused." Andrew said speaking over everyone. "And so can lilah and Jay ?" He said looking at everyone.
"Sure." My dad spoke and I frowned and stood up, confused. I take a drink of my drink before following Andrew to the living room.
He stopped and then looked at the both of us, crossing his arms.
"What?" Jay said, in a tired voice.
"Make up." He demanded. "I'm tired of you both looking at each other like you want each other." He rolled his eyes. "Just have each other." He ran his hand through his hair. "I'm sorry."
He grabbed both of our wrist and yanked us outside. My heart began to pound as Jay was close to me.
"Make up now." Andrew spoke before walking back in the house.
I stand there, and then crossed my arms. I didn't know what to say. I had nothing to apologize for.
"Sorry." He spoke, his hands pushed inside of his pockets.
I didn't know what to say, I felt pressured. I wasn't ready. I didn't want to cry in front of him to show him that I felt weak. I want him to think moved on. "It's okay." I said softly.
"Really?" He sighed. Feeling relieved.
"Yeah." I said looking down.
"Great, I missed talking to you." He spoke his arms wrapping around me, making me feel tense. I smiled and relaxed.
"Same." I spoke and laughed a little wanting to cry, I missed his arm hugs. He pulled back from me, looking me in the eyes. I sigh. It felt like old times, just one thing was missing...
"Delilah, I have something to tell you." He said, his hands resting on my bare arms.
"Okay." I spoke.
He he didn't say anything for a long time, but he alone eventually. "I know we aren't dating but I just wanted to let you know I love you." His words seemed rushed but it made my hear sink. Made my body feel weak, and the only thing that could fix that was his lips on mine.
My arms wrapped sround his neck, and then he leaned down and kissed me. The shock was there for a bit and then I released it was real. It felt right.
Notes
Ermergerd the shipping is real
ERMAHGHERD ILY YOU MADE THEM OKAY AGAIN YAASSS JAYLILAH FOR LIFE WHOOOOO!!!!
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