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Chapter 22
Dellilahs pov
I couldn't stop sobbing, endless tears trailing down my cheeks. My heart was broken. Is this what it feels like? Is this what it is suppose to feel like? Now I inderstand it. I couldn't even respond back fast enough.
'Why?' I text back with then I sighed.
I fall back onto my bed, burrying my head into my pillow. My phone had vibrated, I looked at it and seen a silly picture of jay. He was calling me.
I answer the phone. the first thing he said. "Please understand."
"I'm trying." I said my voice sounding hoarse.
"Don't cry over me, we will always be friends like we were before." He said trying to sound happy.
"It's different now, and you know I see you completely different now." I sobbed.
"Same here, but you know your brother is my best friend." He said, with a sigh.
"What does that make me?" I questioned him. Getting a little angry.
He Didn't answer me. He just changed it. "I just wish you could understand."
"What the fact that im not your age, and that how I am a freshman." I wiping the tears off my face.
"no, we been through this, and you know that isn't the problem." He said getting frustrated.
"Okay." I said, completely done with even trying. Giving up.
"We can still be friends right?" He asked me.
"Whatever," I said and hung up the phone.
i wanted to throw my phone so bad right now, but instead of my phone I threw my pillow. I was going to try and forget about him, but I knew that was going to be impossible. he is a family friend.
I was going miss him to be honest, it was a fun 8 months to be honest. I hugged my knees to my chest and curled into a ball. Crying myself to sleep.
I couldn't stop sobbing, endless tears trailing down my cheeks. My heart was broken. Is this what it feels like? Is this what it is suppose to feel like? Now I inderstand it. I couldn't even respond back fast enough.
'Why?' I text back with then I sighed.
I fall back onto my bed, burrying my head into my pillow. My phone had vibrated, I looked at it and seen a silly picture of jay. He was calling me.
I answer the phone. the first thing he said. "Please understand."
"I'm trying." I said my voice sounding hoarse.
"Don't cry over me, we will always be friends like we were before." He said trying to sound happy.
"It's different now, and you know I see you completely different now." I sobbed.
"Same here, but you know your brother is my best friend." He said, with a sigh.
"What does that make me?" I questioned him. Getting a little angry.
He Didn't answer me. He just changed it. "I just wish you could understand."
"What the fact that im not your age, and that how I am a freshman." I wiping the tears off my face.
"no, we been through this, and you know that isn't the problem." He said getting frustrated.
"Okay." I said, completely done with even trying. Giving up.
"We can still be friends right?" He asked me.
"Whatever," I said and hung up the phone.
i wanted to throw my phone so bad right now, but instead of my phone I threw my pillow. I was going to try and forget about him, but I knew that was going to be impossible. he is a family friend.
I was going miss him to be honest, it was a fun 8 months to be honest. I hugged my knees to my chest and curled into a ball. Crying myself to sleep.
Notes
Awwhhh. Her first heart break. :(
ERMAHGHERD ILY YOU MADE THEM OKAY AGAIN YAASSS JAYLILAH FOR LIFE WHOOOOO!!!!
5/9/15