A Shot In The Dark

Summary

Warning: This has potential to be an extremely triggering fic (major character death, depression, attempted suicide). Please proceed with caution.
Also don't read if you ship Elounor or Zerrie, or if you hate Larry Stylinson or Ziam.
Strong warning for language.

Everything was too much. He couldn't stand being with Eleanor anymore. He couldn't stand that he spent most of his days trying to comfort Liam, he couldn't stand that Liam was hurting to begin with. He couldn't stand that Zayn was still smoking even though he'd been promising for years to quit, he couldn't stand that he didn't stand up for himself and break if off with Perrie. He couldn't stand that Niall was feeling more and more left out every day. He couldn't stand that Harry... Well, that was the worst. He couldn't stand being away from him, being forced to be without him, hiding them... He was done, really, that's all he could say. He was done, and wanted out, and... And he fucked up. He really, really fucked up...