Lemons
Spring #5 Charmer With a Silver Tongue
*Hannah’s POV (Friday, April 1st)
This break has been so crazy. The day we all got here we heard Zayn’s radio interview and found out Mac and Niall might have to break up soon. The beginning of this week, we all met Sam’s boyfriend Luke. Wednesday, Liam and Susan broke up. I hope nothing else bad happens this week. I have my fingers crossed for Sam and Luke today ‘cause he’s meeting Louis for the first time. Lou is really nice so I’m sure they’ll get along great.
As for me, Harry said he would Skype me earlier in the week, and now it’s Friday and he still hasn’t. I don’t know if it’s me thinking about Susan and Liam’s break up and the fact that they were doing long distance, but the question of what Harry has been doing every weekend for 8 months that he can barely talk to me, is very prominent in my mind and won’t go away.
It has never bothered me this much but I guess I just want to make sure that Harry really is the good guy he’s been acting like, despite my suspicions upon first meeting him. Liam was very deceiving and for all I know Harry could be too. I just don’t know. I trust him and love him so much but so did Susan with Liam. Their break up is making me suddenly question everything.
I just want Harry to get in touch with me so that I can stop worrying. The fact that he’s so late in doing so is really making me pissed too. At the moment I’m wearing the sweater of his that he sent me, and I’m cuddling the Pascal doll. I want to have more faith in my Harry, but taking recent events into consideration I can’t be positive anymore. Again, as if on cue, I finally get his call.
I answer it and don’t even give him the chance to speak. “Okay, Harry. I need to know and I need to know now. What the hell have you been doing every single weekend for months on end, that you can hardly ever talk to me?” He has a panicked look on his face for a moment and is silent. “Well?” I ask impatient. He finally says “I can’t tell you.” Excuse me?
“And why not?” I ask very much pissed. “…I can’t tell you why I can’t tell you…” What is this?“So to sum up, you can’t tell me why you can’t tell me the reason for hardly being able to talk to me, when Liam was always available on weekends for Susan. Is this what I’m hearing, Styles?” I say. “Sadly, yes.” I’m at a loss, and then I assume the worst.
“You’re cheating on me, aren’t you?” I ask hoping to hear good news. “What?! I can’t believe you think I would do that to you! I fucking love you, Hannah!” he shouts at me. “Yeah? That’s what Liam said to Susan for months. Now guess where they’re at? Broken up! Because Liam was lying to her the whole time!” I shout back. “They broke up?...Oh my gosh…that’s horrible. How could he do that to her?!” he asks seemingly shocked.
“Oh, I don’t know. Maybe because it was pretty easy to lie to her when he lives a world away from her!” I say. “Wait…you’re not saying that I’m lying and cheating on you, are you?!” he exclaims. “Well what choice do I have, Harry?! They were in our exact same situation except he actually made an effort to be in her life as much as possible!”
“Are you saying I didn’t try to be in your life? Before you left you fucking met my family! I sent you all that stuff for Valentine’s Day 2 months ago. Would I make you that shirt and buy you that doll and do all of that stuff for you if it was just a game to me?! I wouldn’t! Hannah, I love you more than I can handle. I would never and could never hurt you.” he finishes.
“Okay…then if you aren’t cheating on me, what have you been doing every weekend for the past 8 months?” He’s silent; no response. I knew it. I should have gone with my gut feeling I had back in May. “You’re exactly the kind of guy I thought you were. A flirt and a charmer with a silver tongue. ...Goodbye, Harry.”
“Hannah wait!!” Harry shouts before I log off and stare at the screen in shock. I tear off his sweater and throw it across the room along with the doll. He turned out to be just like his appearance.
Why didn’t I listen to myself all those months ago? I could have saved myself from giving all of my love to someone who wouldn’t be loyal to me. That night in my hotel room when I asked him if he was seeing other girls or if I was the only one, he told me he wasn’t and thought of us as exclusive, looking me right in the eyes.
How could he lie to me like that? Are all foreign guys big fat liars?! For Em and Mac’s sakes I really hope not. I group-text the girls just like Susan did on Wednesday and tell them to come over. I then wait silently in my room for them to get here. Thankfully my parents aren’t home to ask questions. All of a sudden it hits me like a ton of bricks and I burst into tears….Did we just break up? I can’t believe it. In one week, everything is suddenly falling apart.
This break has been so crazy. The day we all got here we heard Zayn’s radio interview and found out Mac and Niall might have to break up soon. The beginning of this week, we all met Sam’s boyfriend Luke. Wednesday, Liam and Susan broke up. I hope nothing else bad happens this week. I have my fingers crossed for Sam and Luke today ‘cause he’s meeting Louis for the first time. Lou is really nice so I’m sure they’ll get along great.
As for me, Harry said he would Skype me earlier in the week, and now it’s Friday and he still hasn’t. I don’t know if it’s me thinking about Susan and Liam’s break up and the fact that they were doing long distance, but the question of what Harry has been doing every weekend for 8 months that he can barely talk to me, is very prominent in my mind and won’t go away.
It has never bothered me this much but I guess I just want to make sure that Harry really is the good guy he’s been acting like, despite my suspicions upon first meeting him. Liam was very deceiving and for all I know Harry could be too. I just don’t know. I trust him and love him so much but so did Susan with Liam. Their break up is making me suddenly question everything.
I just want Harry to get in touch with me so that I can stop worrying. The fact that he’s so late in doing so is really making me pissed too. At the moment I’m wearing the sweater of his that he sent me, and I’m cuddling the Pascal doll. I want to have more faith in my Harry, but taking recent events into consideration I can’t be positive anymore. Again, as if on cue, I finally get his call.
I answer it and don’t even give him the chance to speak. “Okay, Harry. I need to know and I need to know now. What the hell have you been doing every single weekend for months on end, that you can hardly ever talk to me?” He has a panicked look on his face for a moment and is silent. “Well?” I ask impatient. He finally says “I can’t tell you.” Excuse me?
“And why not?” I ask very much pissed. “…I can’t tell you why I can’t tell you…” What is this?“So to sum up, you can’t tell me why you can’t tell me the reason for hardly being able to talk to me, when Liam was always available on weekends for Susan. Is this what I’m hearing, Styles?” I say. “Sadly, yes.” I’m at a loss, and then I assume the worst.
“You’re cheating on me, aren’t you?” I ask hoping to hear good news. “What?! I can’t believe you think I would do that to you! I fucking love you, Hannah!” he shouts at me. “Yeah? That’s what Liam said to Susan for months. Now guess where they’re at? Broken up! Because Liam was lying to her the whole time!” I shout back. “They broke up?...Oh my gosh…that’s horrible. How could he do that to her?!” he asks seemingly shocked.
“Oh, I don’t know. Maybe because it was pretty easy to lie to her when he lives a world away from her!” I say. “Wait…you’re not saying that I’m lying and cheating on you, are you?!” he exclaims. “Well what choice do I have, Harry?! They were in our exact same situation except he actually made an effort to be in her life as much as possible!”
“Are you saying I didn’t try to be in your life? Before you left you fucking met my family! I sent you all that stuff for Valentine’s Day 2 months ago. Would I make you that shirt and buy you that doll and do all of that stuff for you if it was just a game to me?! I wouldn’t! Hannah, I love you more than I can handle. I would never and could never hurt you.” he finishes.
“Okay…then if you aren’t cheating on me, what have you been doing every weekend for the past 8 months?” He’s silent; no response. I knew it. I should have gone with my gut feeling I had back in May. “You’re exactly the kind of guy I thought you were. A flirt and a charmer with a silver tongue. ...Goodbye, Harry.”
“Hannah wait!!” Harry shouts before I log off and stare at the screen in shock. I tear off his sweater and throw it across the room along with the doll. He turned out to be just like his appearance.
Why didn’t I listen to myself all those months ago? I could have saved myself from giving all of my love to someone who wouldn’t be loyal to me. That night in my hotel room when I asked him if he was seeing other girls or if I was the only one, he told me he wasn’t and thought of us as exclusive, looking me right in the eyes.
How could he lie to me like that? Are all foreign guys big fat liars?! For Em and Mac’s sakes I really hope not. I group-text the girls just like Susan did on Wednesday and tell them to come over. I then wait silently in my room for them to get here. Thankfully my parents aren’t home to ask questions. All of a sudden it hits me like a ton of bricks and I burst into tears….Did we just break up? I can’t believe it. In one week, everything is suddenly falling apart.
Notes
I'm so sorry this series of chapters was on the depressing side. Don't worry, the next set is gonna be the resolutions and they all end happily :) Until tomorrow, take care lovelies! <3
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