Love Hate

Today was the day. Harry left for tour again.

A lot of stuff happened this week. By that I mean I mean I lost my virginity. Since that day I think we've done it about there more times.

I wonder what Harry calls it. Does he call it sex or making love? I consider it making love but I call it sex.

Harry, Niall, Jess, and I were standing outside of Harry and Niall's gate. This time they didn't have to leave so early so we didn't have to wake up extra early.

I had a feeling there was something going on between Jess and Niall, but she hasn't told me anything.

I think they would be a cute couple. They already act like couple. He buys, everything for her, they cuddle, they hug each other for long periods of time. Maybe they're dating and she just hasn't told me. I'll ask her when we leave.

"I'm going to miss you" Harry said giving me a small smile.

"I'll miss you too" I said. I wasn't as sad as I was the first time I had to do this, but I was still sad.

I wrapped my arms around his waist and he wrapped his around me.

The announcer called first call for their flight. I let Harry go and walked over to Niall.

"I'm going to miss you Ni" I said poking my lip out.

"I'm gonna miss you too babe" Niall said.

"Don't call her babe, only I can call her babe" Harry said.

"Fine" Niall breathed out. "I'm going to miss you too Gabby" Niall said making me laugh.

I hugged him tightly and he hugged me tightly too. I loved his hugs. Before the first time I hugged him I didn't think they would be as good as people made them out to be, but they were.

"If the boys are mean to you tell me so I can have a little talk with them okay" I told him. He nodded his head.

"Don't get in trouble these last few weeks of school, okay" he said.

"I'll try my best" I said smiling.

"Ok you should probably go say bye to your boyfriend now" he told me. I gave him one last hug then went over to Harry.

"Hey curly" I said when I was standing in front of him.

"Hey... Straighty" he said more as a question.

"Actually my hair is naturally wavy" I told him chuckling.

"Fine, then hey wavy" he said making me laugh.

"You're such an idiot" I chuckled.

"I may be, but I'm your idiot" he said smiling.

"Actually I'm her idiot" Jess said.

"Both of you are wrong, I'm her idiot" Niall said.

They began to argue.

"You guys are all my idiots" I said trying to shut them up.

"Fine... but she loves me more" Harry said.

"Actu-" Jess started but I cut her off by glaring at her. She rolled her eyes and went back to Niall.

"So where were we" I asked Harry.

"We were talking about me being an idiot then that argument happened and now we're back here" he said chuckling.

"Well we should probably talk about how much we're going to miss each other because, you know, I won't be physically face to face with you for about a month" I told him chuckling.

"I'm going to miss you a lot" he tried to say seriously but we both ended up laughing.

"Why're we laughing this is supposed to be serious and depressing" I said leaning into his chest.

We soon calmed down our laughter and I looked Harry in the eyes.

"I'm going to miss you Harry" I said.

"I'm going to miss you too baby" he said then kissed my forehead.

The announcer called last call for their flight.

I stood on my tippy toes. He leaned down and pressed his lips on mine.

He wrapped his arms around me and picked me up. A few seconds later I pulled away.

"You should probably get going, you don't want to miss your plane" I told him.

"I wouldn't mind if I did though" he said putting me down.

"Well I'm pretty sure your fans would" I told him.

"Haz hurry up we gotta go" Niall said.

"I'll be there in a minute don't rush me" he said sassily to Niall.

"Hey, don't be mean to Niall" I said hitting Harry's arm.

"Fine, I'll apologize to him on the plane" Harry said rolling his eyes. "We should probably go though" he said sadly.

"I love you" he said.

"I love you too" I said smiling.

I stood on my tippy toes and gave him one last kiss.

He and Niall walked into the entrance of the plane gate. Harry and I did our little blowing each other kisses thing.

After they disappeared Jess and I walked to my car.

When we got in it was silent, so I decided to ask her about her and Niall.

"So, what's going on with you and Niall" I asked while pulling out of the parking lot.

"Nothing" she said.

"That's not what it seems like" I said.

"Well it is" she said annoyed.

"What's wrong with you" I asked.

"I told you there was nothing going on with Niall and I but you still keep talking about it" she said.

"Well you guys did everything together this week and you came to say bye to him today, so I'm sorry that I thought there was something going on between you two" I said getting irritated.

"Whatever" she rolled her eyes.

"Why're you being such a bitch" I asked.

"Oh, I'm being a bitch" she said loud.

"Yes, you are, you're making a big deal out of nothing" I said.

"Well I'm sorry I'm upset because the person I love doesn't love me back" she yelled.

"What" I said my face softening.

She didn't say anything.

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