Love Hate

I was currently washing the dishes. Usually my mom saved them for me because I loved washing dishes. Washing dishes was the only chore I liked.

While I was washing a plate two arms wrapped around me from behind.

"Are you almost done" Harry asked tiredly. It was about 1:30 in the morning so I knew he was tired, plus he probably still had jet lag.

"I'm halfway done. If you're tired just to sleep" I chuckled.

"I don't want to go to sleep without you" he whined.

"You've been doing that for almost a month and a half" I told him.

"Oh well" he said. He put his chin onto my shoulder.

I quickly finished the dishes just for him.

"I guess I'll put them up tomorrow" I mumbled turning around. "Come on sleepy head" I said reaching my hand out for him to take.

He took it and I lead him up the stairs. We walked into my room. It was dark because the light was off. I walked over to my bed and got under the covers.

I heard Harry open his suitcase and saw his silhouette put something on I didn't know because my eyes weren't adjusted. Once they did adjust I saw Harry had taken his shirt off and put a pair of sweatpants on. He walked over to the bed and got under the covers. I laid my head on the pillow and turned to him.

He turned to me and grabbed my waist pulling me closer.

"I missed you so much" he whispered drawing circles on my waist with his finger.

"I missed you too Harry" I told him. I missed him more than anything I've ever missed.

"Are you still attracted to me" he asked. I was confused by the sudden question.

"Yeah. Why" I asked.

"Because I feel like every time I want to kiss you I have to ask, and when I do kiss you you don't seem excited about it" he told me. I sat up and turned the light on that was on my night stand.

"You don't need to ask me if you can kiss me and trust me when we kiss I am excited" I told him.

I leaned forward and pressed my lips on his. He kissed back instantly. I climbed on top of him deepening the kiss. He licked the bottom of my lip asking for entrance. I denied because I wanted to make him angry. He asked for entrance again. I denied again.

He moved his hands to my butt and squeezed it. I gasped and he slipped his tongue in. Asshole.

Our tongues explored each other's mouths while fighting for dominance, him winning of course.

He flipped me over so he was hovering over me. I pulled apart from him.

"I can't do this" I said.

"Do what" he asked.

"Have sex" I told him. I just wasn't ready for this yet.

"I'm sorry" I apologized.

"I wasn't going to take it that far baby" he said while chuckling.

"But if I was, I would've understood that you weren't ready. I would never make you do something you weren't comfortable with or didn't want to do" he said then kissed the top of my forhead.

"Well now I feel stupid for thinking you wanted to have sex with me" I said hiding my face behind my hands.

"I didn't say I didn't want to, I just said I would wait for you" he told me.

"I would wait till marriage if you wanted me to" he said moving my hands away from my face.

"I'm not going to make you wait that long Harry, I know how boys can get" I told him chuckling.

"I don't want you to do something this serious just because of that" he said looking me in my eyes.

"I know, but I'm still not waiting that long" I told him. "Now move" I said moving from under him to my side.

I wasnt planning on waiting till marraige to lose my virginity but it meant a lot to me to know that Harry would wait that long if I wanted to.

"We should probably go to sleep" I told him.

"I don't think I can, I'm wide awake now" he said chuckling.

"Well you need to" I said turning my back towards him.

He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me against his chest.

"Goodnight Harry" I said closing my eyes.

"Goodnight baby" he said. He began to hum 'Little Things'. I soon fell into a deep sleep.

***
My eyes fluttered open. At first I squinted them because of the light but when my eyes got used to the light I opened them fully.

Harry was practically laying on top of me but I didn't mind. He looked so peaceful. His lips were slighty parted creating small snores.

I began to grow bored so I started to trace his tattoos. After I traced one of his swallow tattoos I went to the butterfly. My finger began to trail down his stomach. I stopped right at the top of his sweatpants.

"What're you doing" he asked groggily.

"U-um n-nothing" I stuttered.

"It's not good to lie" he chuckled deeply.

"Whatever" I chuckled sitting up stretching.

I got off my bed and headed to the bathroom. When I got in there I grabbed my toothbrush and toothpaste. I squeezed the toothpaste onto my toothbrush and started to brush my teeth. After I finished brushing my teeth I used mouthwash then I was done.

"Get out I need to pee" Harry said walking into the bathroom.

"How're you going to kick me out my bathroom" I said.

"Well would you like to stay and watch" he asked raising an eyebrow.

"No" I sighed then walked out.

I laid on my bed.

It took him awhile in the bathroom before he came out.

"Did you really only pee" I asked laughing.

"Yes. I brushed my teeth that's why it took me longer" he told me chuckling.

"Oh. I'm going to take a shower" I told him.

"Can I join" he asked winking at me.

"No" I said sticking my tongue out at him.

I walked into the bathroom and closed the door.

Notes

Thank you for the 10,000+ views in 2 weeks and 6 days haha I have to be exact :p