Love Hate

I had walked downstairs to the kitchen and told Jess what happened. Surprisingly she took my side considering someone she absolutely adored was the person I argued with.

I wanted to go back upstairs and tell him I was wrong and keep talking but I couldn't. That would just show how weak of a person I am. I needed to show him that this was serious.

"Okay you need a distraction because I know you're thinking about forgiving already" Jess said. She knows me to well.

"We're going to the mall" she said dragging me to the door. Good thing I didn't look like absolute hell.

I put on a pair of Uggs that I had left by the front door. We walked out the front door to Jess' Range Rover. She got into the driver's seat while I good into the passenger's seat.

She drove to the mall. When we got there we found a close parking spot. We got out and walked inside the mall.

"When will I be able to talk to him" I asked her missing his voice.

"I don't know" she shrugged. "Not now though" she said.

We walked around the mall for awhile. We walked into Victoria's Secret. We ended up going in different directions.

There was a man that looked at least in his late thirties that kept staring at me. Also everywhere I walked he seemed to follow.

"Can I help you" I finally asked him.

"Yes. I couldn't help but over hear you and your friend talking about you not talking to "him". Is that him Harry" he asked. Fuck he was a pap.

"U-um no" I stuttered. Wow very convincing Gabby.

"By your stuttering I take it you're lying to me and Harry is the person you're not talking to" he said writing something down on a notepad. "Why aren't you talking to him, did you two have an argument? Are you two breaking up" he asked.

"I don't think that is any of your business" I said then turned around walking away from him. I could hear he was following.

"Can you please leave me alone" I asked him.

"It's kind of my job not to leave you alone" he said. Asshole.

I looked everywhere for Jess in the store but couldn't find Jess.

"Just leave me alone. I'm not going to tell you anything" I said walking out the store. What a freak, he followed me into Victoria's Secret.

"Gabby" I heard a voice ask. I looked up and saw Brad. Next to him was a girl that looked about sixteen.

"Hey" I said.

"Who's this" Brad pointed to the pap.

"An asshole that won't leave me alone" I said. He started writing stuff on the notepad again. Fuck he's going to write that I called him an asshole.

"Listen it's my job cupcake" the pap said after he finished writing. Did he just call me cupcake I will beat his fucking ass if he calls me that again I don't care what he'd write about me after that.

"Just leave her alone man" Brad told him.

"And who are you" the pap asked Brad.

"None of your business, now leave her alone" he said. It was clear in his voice he was getting irritated.

"Or else what" the pap challenged.

Brad took the notepad out the paps hand and ripped the written on pages and threw them at his face. I couldn't help but laugh.

"Now fuck off" Brad said then grabbed my hand and pulled me away from the pap, this time he didn't follow.

"Are you okay" Brad asked me.

"Yeah I'm fine, thank you" I said smiling at him.

"No problem" he said smiling back.

"Ehh hemm" the girl cleared her throat.

"Oh this is my sister Brianna" he introduced me.

"Hi" I waved to her.

"Oh my gosh you're Gabby Miller" she said excitedly.

"Yup that's me" I said putting the back of my hand under my chin smiling.

"You're prettier in person" she told me.

"Aww thanks. You're really pretty yourself" I told her.

"Thank you. You don't know how much that means to me" she said.

"Are you here by yourself" Brad asked me.

"No I'm here with Jess but she disappeared" I told him.

"Gabby" I heard someone call. I turned around and saw Jess.

"Where the hell did you go" she asked.

"I should be asking you that" I said.

"I texted you and told you I was going to the bathroom" she told me. I pulled my phone out and sure enough there was a text message from her. I was kind of disappointed because there was nothing from Harry.

"I need to call him Jess" I told her I couldn't do this anymore. I barely get to hear his voice and today I had almost a whole day to and I didn't.

"Well it's been... an hour so go ahead" she said.

I unlocked my phone really fast and clicked on the phone icon button. I scrolled through my contacts list and tapped on Harry's name. I pressed the telephone so it would call him. I walked away from them so I could have privacy.

The phone began to ring. He didn't answer. Please don't let him still be mad at me. I called him again. When I was about to hang up he answered.

"Harry" I asked.

"What do you want" he spat. Well there goes my hopes of him not being mad.

"I'm sorry for not telling you about Brad and I know you do trust me" I apologized.

"You don't seem sorry. If you were sorry you wouldn't have gone straight to him" he said.

"What're yo-"

"You know what I'm talking about Gabby" he said loudly. "After you hung up on me you went to go meet him at the mall" he said.

"I didn't meet him here on purpose, I ran into him" I told him.

"Yeah ok" he scoffed.

"See this is exactly why we had this argument in the first place. You say you trust me, but then when I tell you the fucking truth you don't believe me" I said angrily. The line was quiet making me look at my phone to see if he hung up. He didn't.

"I ran into the paparazzi" I told him.

"What" he asked asked worriedly. "What'd they do" he asked me.

"A guy kept following me and that's when I ran into Brad and his sister and he helped me get rid of him" I explained to him.

"Fuck. I'm so stupid I should've believed you. I'm such a horrible boyfriend" he said.

"Harry no you're not, don't say that" I told him.

"Do you still love me" he asked in a saddened tone.

"Of course I do Harry. I'm mad at you but I will always love you" I told him.

"I love you too, and I do trust you, I guess you were right, I guess I am the jealous type" he chuckled at the end.

"Finally you admit it" I said chuckling. "And it's fine" I told him.

"I have to go I'm sorry, we have to record. I'll try to talk to you later" he told me.

"Ok I love you" I said.

"I love you too" he said.

And with that he hung up the phone.

Notes

Double update :) xxx I really need friends *__*