Love Hate

*BEEP BEEP BEEP*

The hotel's alarm clock went off making Harry, Zayn, and I groan.

I sat up and wiped the sleep from my eyes. Management told us to set the alarm clocks for 6:30 so the boys had time to eat before they got on the plane.

I got up and grabbed my bag and headed to the bathroom.

I turned the water on and let it run for awhile so it could heat up.

When I stepped into the water it was super hot. It didn't hurt it actually felt really good.

I sat there for a few minutes before I started to wash my body. While I was washing my body I thought I could hear water running. Well besides the shower water. I moved the curtain over so only my head was sticking out. Harry was by the sink brushing his teeth.

"Do you know how to knock" I asked him chuckling.

"I had to brush my teeth" he said shrugging. I rolled my eyes at him and put my head back into the shower.

"If I find out you looked at me naked I'm going to kick you in your face" I said.

"You know you have the weirdest threats" he laughed. His laugh echoing in the small bathroom.

"I know. Can you hand me my towel" I asked him while I turned off the water.

He stuck his arm into the shower handing me the towel.

I grabbed the towel from him and wrapped it around my body. I moved the curtain and stepped out of the shower.

"Now get out so I can get dressed" I demanded.

"This is technically my bathroom so I will leave when I want to" he said.

"This is the last day you see me for a while. Do you really want me to be mad at you" I asked crossing my arms over my chest and raised an eyebrow.

"Fine I'm leaving" he said in defeat. He walked out the bathroom and shut the door behind him.

I got dressed and walked out the bathroom. My hair was wet and I didn't have enough time to blow dry it so I just left it natural and put it into a messy high pony.

Harry and Zayn had taken showers last night so they were already dressed.

"Harry who the hell wears skinny jeans to a fucking airport" I asked looking at his pants.

"Me" he said smiling. I rolled my eyes at him.

I heard a knock on the door. I was the closest to it so I opened it. When I opened it Paul was in front of me.

"Hi" I said waving at him.

"Hi Gabby" he greeted. "We're leaving" he told us.

"Wait I thought we were eating." I said confused.

"We are. At the airport" Zayn explained to me.

"Ohh" I said in an understanding tone.

We grabbed all our stuff and headed to the vans.

I got into my car and followed them to the airport. Surprisingly there weren't any fans waiting outside the airport.

When I got out my car I walked straight to Harry. I only had about 30 minutes left with him so I was trying to be with him as much as possible.

When I got next to him he grabbed my hand lacing his fingers into mine.

I was going to miss this.

"Ok you guys have 20 minutes to eat. When you're done meet us at the gate" Paul told the boys. They all nodded their heads and we walked to the food area.

"What do you want" Harry asked me when we got to the food area.

"I'm not hungry" I told him. He let go of my hand and looked at me.

"What do you mean you're not hungry? You're always hungry" he said. It's not like he was lying, but I wasn't hungry. I think I'm just sad that he's leaving so I don't have appetite.

"Well I guess it's a super rare time when I'm not" I told him smiling.

He grabbed my hand and we walked towards the McDonald's they had. He ordered his food. Before paying he made sure I didn't want anything. I assured him that I didn't.

We sat at a table and he began to eat his food. Every once in awhile I would take a few french fries from him.

"You can have them" he said scooting the box type thing that held the french fries to me.

"Thanks" I said giving him a small smile.

"Are you okay" he asked looking at me with worried eyes.

"I don't know. I mean I'm happy that you"ll be doing what you love again, but I'm upset that that involves you leaving me" I told him truthfully.

"Why don't you just finish the tour with me" he suggested.

"Harry not everyone is a famous teenager like you, I still have school" I told him.

"What about when school ends" he asked.

"I have to get ready for college" I told him making him groan.

"I'll give you money, I have a lot of it you won't have to go to college" he offered.

"I'm not taking your money Harry" I told him.

"Why not" he whined.

"Because I want to earn my own my money. Now hurry up it's almost been twenty minutes" I told him looking at the clock on my phone.

"Fine" he said getting up grabbing his trash throwing it away.

I got up from my chair and walked over to him.

We walked to the boys' gate and stood there. He turned to me so we were face to face.

I wrapped my arms around his waist and buried my face into his chest. I could feel my eyes getting wet. I'm trying my best to keep the tears in.

"I love you so much" he said into my hair.

"I love you too" I said.

"I'm going to miss you so much" he said.

"You're going to make me cry" I said chuckling.

"Aww baby" he chuckled.

The announcer called their flight. I hugged him tighter.

"Don't you want to say bye to the boys" he asked me. I nodded my head and let go of him.

I started off with Liam.

"I hope you have fun" I said to him giving him a quick hug.

"Me too" he said making us both chuckle.

Next was Louis.

"Bye Louis. Try not to get in trouble" I told him hugging him.

"We all know that's not going to happen Gabby" he said making me laugh.

I then walked to Niall.

"Stay strong for me Ni" I told him smiling.

"I'll try" he said chuckling.

I gave him a hug a little longer than Louis and Liam's.

Then I went to Zayn.

"I'm probably going to miss you the most" I told him.

"Ehh hemm" Harry cleared his throat loudly.

"Besides you" I rolled my eyes at him.

"I'm going to miss you too" Zayn said smiling at me.

I gave him a hug. I let go and walked over to Harry.

"We'll give you two your alone time" Louis said then walked away the boys following him. I said goodbye one last time to them.

"You have 3 minutes Harry" Paul told him. Harry nodded. His attention going back to me.

I could feel the tears coming back into my eyes. I felt one tear roll down my cheek.

"Don't cry baby" Harry said wiping the tear off my cheek.

"I can't help it Harry" I said wrapping my arms around him.

"It's alright baby. It'll be okay" he whispered.

"I love you so much Harry" I cried into his chest.

"I know baby. I love you so much too" he said.

"One minute Harry" Paul said behind us. Seriously Paul.

"I'm going to miss you more than anything baby girl" he said kissing the top of my head.

"I'm going to miss you too" I mumbled.

He let go of me and looked me in my eyes.

He cupped my cheeks and put his lips on mine. I grabbed the sides of his shirt kissing him back. I stood on my tippy toes so he didn't have to bend over so much because of our height difference.

I felt as though time had frozen. But it didn't. Harry was still leaving in a couple of seconds.

I deepened the kiss remembering that this would be the last time I kissed him for God only knows when.

The announcer called last call for his flight making him pull away.

"I'll call you when we land" he told me. I nodded my head.

"I love you" he said.

"I love you" I said to him.

He pecked my lips one last time then walked towards the doors. I watched him the whole way. Before he went in he turned around and looked at me. He blew me a kiss making me laugh. I caught it and put it on my heart. I blew him a kiss him doing the same thing I did. He mouthed the words 'I love you'. I mouthed the words back to him. He turned around and started to walk in again. He soon disappeared leaving me alone in the airport.

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