Love Hate

It's been almost two weeks since I met Harry. He and the boys were leaving to go back on tour tomorrow and I was really upset.

Harry and I were laying on my bed cuddled up against each other.

"Do you have to go tomorrow" I asked him sadly.

"Yeah. I'm sorry I don't want to leave you either" he said to me.

"Harry how are we going to make this work" I asked him the question I've been wanting to ask him.

"What do you mean" he asked me.

"I mean like your going to be on tour for 5 more months" I said sitting up and looking at him.

"I'll talk to you as much as I can, 5 months will go by quickly" he said sitting up as well.

"Yeah but what about after the tour Harry. You live in England while I live in America" I told him. His facial expression showed that he hadn't thought about that.

"Why don't you move to England with me then" he suggested.

"Harry I'm not leaving my mom and Daniel" I told him. I would go but I couldn't. I couldn't just leave my mom and Daniel and even Jessica like that.

"Then I'll move here" he said.

"Harry I'm not going to make you leave your family, you barely see them as it is" I told him.

"Well when I'm on tour I'll call you every time I can and when I get home I'll call you everyday because let's face it I have nothing better to do" he said chuckling at the end.

"Will you visit me" I asked him hoping he'd say yes.

"Of course. I don't think I would be able to go more than half a year without kissing you" he told me.

I smiled at him.

"Are we going to do something or are we just going to lay in your bed" he asked me.

"I want to lay here because I know your attention is only on me. Nothing and no one else but me" I told him.

I laid back on the pillow and just stared at the ceiling. He did the same.

"What time does your flight leave" I asked.

"You've asked me this like 10 times" he said chuckling.

"Well those times I wasn't listening because I mean come on what girl wants to know when their boyfriend is leaving them for more than half a year, possibly a year" I told him.

"True. Our flight leaves at eight" he answered me.

"Ugh why so early" I groaned.

"Because we have to be in a different country tomorrow" he said matter of fact.

"I don't want you to leave" I said wrapping my arms around him.

"You'll be fine" he said kissing my forehead.

"But what if you find someone else" I said. Fuck I didn't mean to say that, I was thinking it but I didn't think it would come out.

"I love you Gabby, only you. I don't want anyone else but you" he told me.

"Promise" I said holding my pinky up.

"Promise" he said wrapping his pinky around mine.

I turned over to look and see what time time it was. The clock read 9:43.

"I probably should go because I haven't even put my clothes back into my suitcase" he told me.

"Can I come" I said while he started to get off my bed.

"Yeah. Can you stay the ni-” he began to ask me.

"Yes" I answered before he could finish. He just laughed at me.

I grabbed random clothes stuffing them into a bag. I had already taken a shower this morning so I'll just wait till tomorrow morning to take another one.

We walked out of my room and walked down the stairs.

"Where are you going" my mom asked looking at my bag.

"Sleeping over with Harry at the hotel" I told her.

"On a school night" she asked raising an eyebrow. It was Thursday so I had school tomorrow but I didn't care Harry was more important.

"Mom this is the last time I will see my boyfriend for who knows how long and you think I'm worried about school" I asked her.

"I guess your right. I'll call your school tomorrow and tell them you'll be late" she told me.

"Ok" I said heading towards the door.

"Wait" she stopped me. "Aren't you going to take your backpack" she asked.

"But it's all the way upstairs" I whined.

"I'll get it for you" Harry said walking towards the stairs.

"I like him" my mom said when he entered my room.

"How could you not" I asked her.

"I don't know you tell me. There was a time in your life when you hated him" she pointed out.

"You know that's why I don't like you" I said jokingly.

"Why because I'm amazing" she said flipping her hair.

"I worry about you sometimes" I said chuckling at her.

"Yeah me too. But I worry about you more most of the time" she said shrugging.

"Where's Daniel" I asked her realizing he wasn't around.

"He went to get me food" she told me.

"At almost ten o'clock at night" I asked chuckling.

"Yup" She said smiling.

When I was going to say something Harry had walked down the stairs.

"Are you ready" he asked once he got to me.

"Yeah" I said nodding my head. I grabbed my car keys, waved to my mom, and walked out the door.

"Why did you bring your keys" he asked curiously.

"Because if you would have drove me to the airport I would have no way to school, unless I walked, and we all know how lazy I am so that wouldn't be happening" I told him.

"I guess your right" he said.

I got into my range rover while he got into the van they used to transport the boys.

When we got to the hotel I parked my car next to the other vans they had for the boys.

I got out. Harry and I walked inside. We walked to the elevator. I pressed the button and we went up. When we got off we walked to Harry and Zayn's room.

Harry opened the door and when we walked in all the boys' heads turned to us.

"I didn't think you'd ever be back" Niall said. The boys agreed with him.

"Well I had to spend the day with my baby" Harry said hugging me from behind.

"He gets to see you guys everyday you'll be fine" I said to them.

"Are you guys excited to leave tomorrow" I asked them sitting on Harry's bed.

"No because I have to leave my best friend" Zayn said sadly.

"Aww, I'll miss you too Zaynie" I said.

"You two have nicknames for each other" Louis laughed. I glared at him making him stop.

"So what about the rest of you" I asked.

"No because who's going to stick up for me when I do something stupid" Niall pouted making me laugh.

"I'm excited to leave" Louis said.

"Why you don't like it here" I asked him chuckling.

"I like it here I just want to perform" he told me.

"I feel the same way as Lou" Liam agreed.

I hadn't made a friendship as strong with Liam and Louis than I did with Niall and Zayn, and I kinda felt bad.

"I hope you guys have fun" I said in a mixture of happiness and sadness. I didn't want them to leave, besides Jessica they were my only friends.

I find it kind of funny because two weeks ago I didn't like them but now they're like my best friends, and the one I disliked the most is my boyfriend now.

"I'm done" Harry announced making us all turn our attention to him in confusion.

"I'm done putting my stuff back into my suitcase" he explained.

"Ohh" we all said at the same time.

A few hours had past and the boys left besides Zayn of course because it was his room too.

Harry and I were cuddled up on his bed, my head resting on his chest.

I was super tired but I didn't want to go to sleep. I yawned a lot.

"Babe you've yawned like ten times in the last two minutes, go to sleep" Harry told me chuckling.

"I'm not tired. I'm fine" I said through a yawn.

"Go to sleep" he said.

"I don't want to because when I wake up you'll be leaving" I told him.

"Go to sleep" he demanded.

"Will you sing to me" I asked him.

"Of course don't I every night" he chuckled.

He began to sing 'Little Things'.

Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me

But bear this in mind it was meant to be

He sang to me. His voice was so calming which made me even more tired.

After he sang Niall's solo I was out like a light.

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