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End of the world

chapter 24

Damon’s p.o.v
I finally get to give Louis what he deserves I can’t wait to beat him up especially since he almost killed Em it will teach him a lesson!.
Emily’s p.o.v
Dear diary,
It’s been almost 2 weeks since Louis was put in this coma and I feel numb every day I sit on my bed with my knees to my chest I show no emotion I don’t talk to anyone not even any of the boys neither any of my friends I haven’t ate in a week and a half I know I am basically killing myself but I don’t care since all I am feeling is emptiness and numbness. Louis won’t wake up I have tried everything and I don’t want to give up but I feel like I should it’s hard to admit but maybe it is for the best. There is only one thing we haven’t tried and I really don’t want to do I can’t hurt him but Liam did say it would work we have to beat him up to wake him up.
What happens if it doesn’t work?
What happens if it injures him even more and kills him?
I can’t let it happen but maybe it is the only way.
I know this is the most depressing thing I have wrote in this diary but I can’t help it what else can I write about when the person I love it in a coma and could be dying. Any way I should go I don’t know why since I have nothing to do apart from watch Louis in his coma anyway bye.
Love Em
I shut my diary and put it away well saying that I chucked it against the wall I got off my bed I let a few tears of sadness and anger fall I destroyed all of the things in my room I threw all of the ornaments and decorations on the floor in the bin or just plain on smashing them I also destroyed the draws and nightstand lights and everything else after that I fell against one wall and slid down and sat in the rubble of ornaments and decoration. That’s when ii broke down.
Harry’s p.o.v
I was sitting reading a book when I heard loads of things smash and bangs I looked at everyone and we ran to the room Em was in and I saw Em sitting at the bottom of a wall and her room was destroyed.
“guys let me talk to her since I was very close to Louis as well so she will understand and I will be able to comfort her better because of this. “ I said
“ok just don’t hurt her.” Damon said
“you know if you hurt Louis now she would hate your forever “I said
“but he will wake up then and she will be happy.” He said
“no you will just hurt him even more and she would hate you and you just want to do is hurt him WHY WHAT HAS HE DONE TO YOU!” I shouted
“well let me think he almost killed my sister.” He said
“FUCK YOU DAMON HONESTLY YOU ARE MEANT TO BE PROTECTIVE OF YOUR SISTER BUT NOT LIKE THIS YOUR MEANT TO WARN HIM AND STUFF BUT NOT WANT TO KILL HIM LIKE LITRALLY KILL HIM YOU SAY YOU WILL BUT YOU DON’T AND ALSO YOUR MEANT TO BE THE ONE SHE TURNS TO FOR ADVISE AND THAT YEAH BUT NO SHE WOULDN’T DARE IT ACTUALLY SHOWS HOW MUCH SHE HATES YOU.” I shouted Damon then walked off and I had a slight smirk on my face finally he has heard what needed to be said and hopefully he will understand I walked into the room and sat next to Em she then turned around and fell into my chest and cried even harder she grabbed my shirt and said nothing she just cried so I started to sing 21 guns by green day.
Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away and you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside, you’re in ruins

One, 21 Guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 Guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I ...

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass and the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last, you're in ruins

One, 21 Guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 Guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I ...

Did you try to live on your own?
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone
When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died, you’re in ruins

One, 21 Guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 Guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
One, 21 Guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 Guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

You and I
I finished the song and she stopped crying and spoke.
“how do we know if he will be ok.”
“I have no idea but he will be ok. “ I said
“but what happens if he isn’t harry.” She said
“he will be he is the luckiest guy no matter how injured he gets he is always ok and you need to eat by the way.” I said
“I don’t want to eat.” She said
“do I have to get the boys to help me feed you.” I said she sighed and shook her head and walked into the main room everyone looked at her and she said I made her some food and placed it on the table in front of her she looked at the food and up at me.
“Eat.” I said she picked a fork up and played with her food.
“stop playing with your food and eat.” I said she gave me evil eyes and chucked the plate on the floor causing it to smash and she walked back to her room and slammed the door shut and locked it, it was silent out here so we could hear her sob.
I hope Louis wakes up soon….

Notes

i'm back off my holiday so i will be upadating everyday again or near enough everyday depending on if i get writers block or not :)

Comments

@ananomys
i didn't know that i must have skipped the number out i tend to have a habit of forgetting which chapter i write and then when i put what chapter number it is i either skip one or something
Emmaaaa Emmaaaa
11/2/13
@Emmaaaa
Did you know there isn't a chapter 32 I know it's not important but I just thought I would share that with you
ananomys ananomys
11/2/13
@Directioner_for_life
awesome i went shopping on monday and i bought myself like the cutest make up bag ever its quite small for my bag and its white with black poka dots on it with a black bow on the front which has a strip of white on the wings of the bow it's so cute just thought i'd share that it was 3 pound from primemark which isn't bad and it has two compartments and i got myself a burgundy beanie which was 5 pound from newlook and i got myself a eyeliner and concealer so yeah i went shopping and had a starbucks and that haha and i have just been watching lots of videos on youtube a mix between one direction marcus butler, zoella, pointlessblog (alfie) and so on and those three also went to the premier yesterday and zoella she got to interview the boys so i'm jelous of her haha
Emmaaaa Emmaaaa
8/21/13
@Emmaaaa
I've been inside since Monday too all I've done is read fan-fics and right now I'm trying to finish chapter 5 of my fan-fic called my side of the necklace
@Emmaaaa
I've been inside since Monday too all I've done is read fan-fics and right now I'm trying to finish chapter 5 of my fan-fic called my side of the necklace