Broken Love

Cameron's P.O.V

It's been about a week since I came back and I don't know how much longer I can it, it just brings back to many memories, it's scary and I don't want to hurt her anymore then I already have. Maybe I should leave and not come back, I thought it would be a mistake it I came back and I was right. I'm just gonna mess things up again. I always do..I keep having dreams about what our parents did and it only reminds me of how i hurt Emily, I can't do that to her again, I don't want to hurt her anymore. I love her, but I think it would be best if I left. So, I wrote her a note, I don't think I can tell her i'm leaving to her face after I begged her to let me come back.
"Emily, i'm sorry, but I can't do this anymore. It's just to hard and brings back to many memories, I don't want to hurt you anymore then I already have. So I think it would be best if I left. I'm sorry I had to this, but I think it's for the best. I love you, always have and always will,
sincerely your big brother Cameron.
I could feel tears forming in my eyes as I packed all my stuff up and walked out the door, i'm sorry Emily, I really am..


Emily's P.O.V


Maybe I shouldn't have asked that, now I feel bad. I was about to say, i'm gonna go but Luke started talking first.

"Why don't we just talk?" he said as he sat right in front of me and smiled at me, of course I smiled back at him, but everyone just stayed slient.

"Fine, i'll start...You all know i'm Luke, i'm 19 and I live here with Calum"
He's not much of a talker, is he??? I nodded and contuined staring at the floor. There's so much tension in the room now and it's all my fault. After about fifteen minutes of awarked silence, I decided it's time for me to go.

"I umm I gotta go, thanks for inviting me, I had a good time and i'm sorry for any problems I might have caused." I mess everything up, no wonder nobody likes me, i'm a horrible person.

"You didn't mess anything, it's not a problem, but umm well see you at school then?" Rachel said.

"Yeah, bye" I started walking out the door but Luke grabbed my arm.

"Did you walk here?" he's still holding my arm and making me uncomfortable.

"Mmmhmm"

"Let me give you a ride" he let go and grabbed his keys. I guess they could tell I was nervous, cause when I looked at Rachel and Egypt the nodded. I guess it wouldn't be so bad.. We walked out there and he even opened the door for me. He asked me how to get to my house and I told, it was only a five minute drive so I guess I could have walked.

"Umm, thanks for the ride, I really appreciate it, i'll see you around" I got out and noticed Cameron's car wasn't here, maybe he just went somewhere. I'm glad he's here with me, I missed him, my life is finally not so bad. I have friends and my brother back or at least I thought I did, it was until I walked in the kitchen that I saw the note he left for me. I was so mad, but at the same time I felt tears forming in my eyes. How could he do this? He promised me he wasn't gonna leave again.

"Ahh!" I screamed as through the note on the floor and slide down the wall and cried. I was just beginning to trust him, damn him..i hope I never see him again..After about a minute I heard the door open and heard Luke's voice.

"Emily are you in here? You left your sweeter in my car" he said as he walked in the kitchen as saw me on the floor. He came up and slide down next to me on the wall.

"Are you ok?" he said getting closer
I sniffled and shook my head no, he then saw the paper on the and then grabbed it and read it. He must have understood cause he just came up and hugged me. I wasn't expecting that, he seemed like the kind of guy who wasn't real friendly or liked a lot of people for that matter.

"I'm so sorry, but your not alone. You've got Rachel, and Egypt and Louis and me" I looked at him and he wiped my tears and after a while we got up and sat on the couch. I felt a lot more comfortable around him now, I don't know why. We talked for about an hour, but I must have fell asleep, cause I woke up in my bed the next morning. Luke must have left, but he left a note.
"If you wanna come over and hang out, i'll be there all day,Luke" I smiled, but then remembered Cameron' wasn't there anymore and was all upset again.
What did I do to make Cameron leave again?

Notes

Hope you like it!!! I worked really hard on this one, it's the longest chapter I've wrote yet :) feeback? PLZ? lol