
You changed me
Over Thinking
Tessa's P.O.V
Its been a week and a half since I had confessed everything to him. He hasn't stopped by or anything. He hasn't called me or even talked to me. I should have known this was going to happen. I knew it right after I would tell him everything he would get up and leave me. He has seen me during school and looked at me and smiled weakly. I knew if I had told him what happened it would change everything. He probably couldn't even look at me the same way.
All these thoughts crossing my mind as i'm on my drive to school. Yes I have started driving to school because I got fed up with people whispering things as I would get in the bus. And it all started after I told Niall everything. They are probably saying things because i'm the unpopular girl and i'm hanging around with the new and popular kid, Niall.
I pull into the school and park in my designated parking spot and grab my bag and get out of my car and lock the car. As I am getting out of the car I hear a familiar Irish voice call my name.
"Tessa!" He yelled over to me.
I continue walking a little.
"Tessa... Please.. I want to talk to you.." He catches up with me and says with pleading eyes.
"What? So you can call me a freak and walk away? Or how about you tell me everything and I just avoid you for weeks on end so you can feel what it feels like to be lied to. Huh. How about you be bullied for your entire life so that you can cut, why don't you show me? Because I want to know how you would fucking feel. Being called so many names. Pathetic, loser, a girl who's sister died because of her. It hurts Niall." I tell him truthfully small sobs leaving my mouth
He looks at me in disbelief. "Thats never what I wanted for you to think..." He says looking down at the ground.
"Then what did you want me to think?" I ask.
"I did something special for you.. I've been planning the whole thing out for you I wanted it to be a surprise for you, I didn't want you thinking that I was avoiding you. Im so sorry if thats how you felt. I should have at least tried to talk to you. I just got so involved with trying to make this perfect for you. If you even want to go with me especially how I just forgot to say anything to you.." He admits looking around till his eyes meet mine.
"I'm so sorry Niall.. I have just had too much time on my hands and when. I do I just overthink everything." I admit.
"Its okay, but are you willing to ditch school today and come with me to see what I have been working on?" He asks me.
"Of course I would. Anything to ditch this fucking dump." I say.
"There's the Tessa I know. But first you have to put this on." He says handing me a bandana to put on.
"Okay but it better be worth it." I say honestly.
"Oh honey everything I do is worth it." He says smirking.
I smile to myself. I ask Niall to put the bandana on me so I didn't look like a fool in front of him trying to do it myself. He takes the bandana and carefully covers my eyes and takes it to the back of my head. After he is done tying it behind my head he ever so slowly glides his hands down my shoulders to my sides sending cills down my spine. He grabs my sides and guides me to his car and puts me in the passenger side slowly and buckles me in. He gets in on the other side and starts the engine and puts it in drive.
He tells me after awhile of sitting there that if i'm not asleep right now that I could take a nap. I sat there for a few more minutes until I fell asleep.
* 2 hours later*
I wake up to pitch black. I instantly put my hands to my eyes and remember that I am blind folded in the front seat of Niall's car and on the way to whatever he has composed for me.
"Oh I see you have woken up." He states.
"Yeah. Are we almost there I have to pee." I say honestly.
"You girls and the inability to hold your bladder. And yes we are about fifteen minutes away." He responds chuckling.
For the next fifteen minutes I listen to the beautiful voice of Niall singing..
Notes
So chapter five. Sorry about it being so short.
'Where is Niall taking her?'
'What has Niall have planned for her?'
'Why so quiet on the way there?'
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