You changed me

Niall's P.O.V

"You have one week." She says confidently strutting away.

I sigh and walk outside to see her stop right before she gets in her car and pull out her phone.

"Hello?" She asks

The other person must have responded because she sighs and roles her eyes and starts swearing.

"Okay fine i'll be there in ten fucking minutes hold your fucking pants." She says pissed off.

She ends the phone call and notices me. Before she could suspect anything I covered it up like I wasn't listening to her the whole time. Wow.. Shes hot when she's pissed off thats for sure.. What am I saying? She probably thinks i'm a stalker now.

Oh how I wish what I do works for her...



Tess' P.O.V

4 days later

It's been four days since i told Niall that he had one week to prove himself to me. I still feel that little voice inside me.

'Why don't you tell him about your worthless piece of shit life?'

'He doesn't even like you why are you even talking to him? He obviously hates you.'

I push those thoughts away and wonder of they are actually true. No they couldn't could they? Obviously not because he wouldn't be doing this if it was that way. I lay in bed and stare at the clock and fall asleep to my thoughts continuously repeating itself.

I wake up the the sound of the piece of shit that I hate. I get up and go to the bathroom only to be appalled. My hair is every which way and my face is greasy as hell. I grab everything that I need for the shower and get in the shower the hot water feeling nice against my skin. After I washed my hair and my body I shave my legs and dry my long blonde hair. I put on a decent outfit and do my makeup. I get my galaxy vans and head downstairs to see the bitch.

"Do you want a ride to school or not?" She says bitchy

"No thanks i'd rather ride the bus." I say bitchy right back to her.

Don't let her looks fool you. She may look pretty nice on the outside but when you get to know here shes a real bitch. I wouldn't have to live with her unless my father was still here. And yeah if you're probably wondering what happened you don't need to fucking know. (Comes up later in the story)

I grab my jacket and go to the bus stop and the bus gets there right as I arrive. I get on and take me seat in the front. Yeah I know i'm sooo boring. I sit in the front of the bus. No its because I don't want to be near any of those fake bitches or nasty ass scrubs.

We get to the school and we have to go through the office to get to my locker. I was almost out the door when I hear my name.

"Tessa. Someone told me to give you these when you get here." The office lady tells me.

"Oh. Okay thank you." I tell her nicely as I can

Who would go through the trouble to get me these beautiful flowers. I walk to my locker awkwardly with the flowers and I get there and punch in my code and grab what I need and put them in there. I walk to my first period class with him. I walk straight past him and sit down.

*Towards the end of the day.*

"Tessa wait up!" I hear an Irish voice behind me say

I slow down a bit and wait for him to catch up with me until I stop right by the cafeteria like the other day when I talked to him.

"Did you like the flowers I got you?" He asks me.

"They were okay." I say jokingly.

Obviously he took it the wrong way.

"Why do I even bother with you. Nothing I ever do for you will make you happy. I'm so done even trying to do anything because the fucking world revolves around you." He says. The words burning into my mind.

"I was kidding and btw the world does not revolve around me. If you even had a clue with what i've been through you wouldn't have said one word you just did!" I scream back at him earning me a few stares

"Then why don't you tell me, or are you going to go cut yourself like a freak you actually are." He yells back at me

Those words fuming me inside I don't hesitate when I bring my hand up to only meet with the side of his face, hard.

With that I turn around sobbing just like the first time I met him. Straight out the door to my car. Which I have no clue how it got here since I took the bus.

I get home and go straight to my bed and cry for hours on end. I get up twice to go to the bathroom. I was sitting on my bed, thinking about what happened. The events of Niall and I arguing again kept replaying in my head. I hadn't stopped crying since then. The moonlight reflected off of my blade. I had done it more than I ever had tonight.The pain was so much. I couldn't take it.I'm a fuck up.Why did I have to be so hard on him?Why couldn't you just fucking give him another chance?

Stupid.
Worthless.
Fucking loser.

I sliced another cut, the blood seeping out, along with some of my pain.
Another. A third.
By now, my sheets had blood on them.
There was a loud thud on my window.
Another.
I looked out and almost had a heart attack.
Niall was standing there, looking at me with horror.
I dropped the blade onto my bed.His biceps flexed as he forced my window open, running in and snatching the blade out of my reach.

"Give it back." I croaked weakly.

"No. Why are you doing this to yourself?" He said, his voice cracking.

Tears filled his eyes.

Mine just poured out. "Because I'm a fucking asshole."

"No. No no no Tessa. Stop it. I caused you this."
He dropped to his knees.

Who was this human in front of me? The Niall I have experienced has been an asshole. This can't be Niall.
"Tessa.... I'm sorry. I will never forgive myself." He cried.

"Niall. Stop it." I sobbed.

Then, he did something I never would of thought he would EVER do. He sliced his arm and winced.
I gasped with horror.

"NIALL!"
He sliced another.

I leaped off my bed and shoved him down. I grabbed the blade and threw it out my window.

"Niall." I sobbed.

He wrapped his arms around me. "Tessa. I'm sorry. Im so, so sorry."

I cried into his shoulder. We embraced each other for what seemed like hours.

"Niall?" I asked, sniffling.

"Yeah?"

"I.. I'm sorry. I realized that you did try. That you did really want me to give you a second chance. All I ever did in my life was block people out. And I did that to you. Im so sorry. I should of forgave you. But I was an asshole."

"Shhhhh. Please. Don't. It's okay."
I looked up and into his eyes.

"Friends?" I asked.
He smiled weakly.
"Friends."

Notes

Intersting.. What will happen next?
I promise they will get longer too.
Oh and I was wondering if I should do another story later on? Let's just sit and admire this.



'What will they do now?'

'Is she falling for him?'