Tess' P.O.V

"And thats about it in this shitty school." I say

"Thanks I think I know where everything is around here I think." he says confidently.

"Okay well the cafeteria is just over there and its time for you to have lunch right now." I tell him

"Okay well see you soon. Oh and btw nice scars." he says being a dick.

Before I could say anything I turn around and start crying and running. I have no clue where I'm going right now but its as far away from here. Why would he say something? Why couldn't he keep it to himself. Does he hate me? My life is full of what ifs and I don't know what to do anymore. Im so done with this i'm never talking to him ever....


Niall's P.O.V

"And thats about it in this shitty school." She says

"Thanks I think I know where everything is around here I think." I say confidently.

"Okay well the cafeteria is just over there and its time for you to have lunch right now." She says to me

"Okay well see you soon. Oh and btw nice scars." I say being a dick.

I hurry up and run around the corner and look around to see her running away sobbing. Oh my I was just kidding. I didn't mean for it to do this. Shes never gonna want to see me again or never talk to me again. Omg what am I going to do with myself. I'm such a horrible person. But you know what she probably needed it. She thinks the world revolves around her. But you know what it doesn't. What the hell am I saying just because everything works out for me doesn't mean I can be an asshole to everyone you meet. I even think she liked me to. I just ruined everything. I ruin everything that is actually going good for me.

I was interrupted out of my thoughts when the door behind me slowly creeps open and I see her. Her makeup was smudged and she looked like complete utter shit. And then I saw it.

She had fresh cuts on her arms...


Tess' P.OV.

I ran right into the closet that held the most secrets here at the school. I ran right to the same spot I do every time something goes wrong. I sat down and slid my hand under the cabinet to reach my little box. I rummaged through it to find the only two things I actually needed. The little shiny blade and the reason I'm going to force myself to go through with this.

I get myself ready and take the blade and position it. I started in. One by one not stopping till I felt that was enough. Once I finally thought enough was enough I grab the little box and get the orange looking rag of dried blood from before. I clean myself up not even bothering to cover it up. I put everything back and get up.

Right before I'm about to go out it all pores out of me. I stat crying and I cant stop. Small sobs left my mouth and I told myself that was enough for right now. I don't even bother to clean up my makeup because i'm just going straight to my car and home.

I calm myself and slowly creep the door open and I notice someone in front of it. That person finally looks up at me and I finally see who it is. Before I could slam the door shut he saw them.. He shoved his foot in between the door and pushed himself in with me.

"Look. I know you probably hate me right now but I need to know something. Please talk to me.." He says sincerely

"You have five minutes no more. After that I'm leaving." I say with an attitude.

"Okay. 1) did i make you do this? 2) I am sooo sorry. 3) i can get it if you never ever want to talk to me. 4) can I have anoth..." He starts to say before I cut him off sharply.

"First of all yes you did make me do this and you should really be ashamed of yourself. Two I don't care if you are sorry. Three right no I really don't want to talk to you. I thought you were going to be different. Not like everyone else around here. Four no cannot have another chance." I tell him truthfully.

"I know I am so so sorry I just have no clue what was going through me. When I first saw you I thought to myself you better not mess this up and here I am talking to the most gorgeous girls I have ever seen and I just ruin everything that I do." He confesses to me.

I sigh and tell him one thing before I walk out.

"You have one week." I say confidently

Notes

So the second chapter is up. I need a cover design so if anyone is willing to do it for me please message me. I'll probably update a few more times before the beginning of the week next week because I have a four day weekend!!!! Yayyy!

Will she let Niall back into her life?

Will she tell him how it all started?

What will happen?