Niall's P.O.V.

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It has been a few hours since we got to the hospital. Once we first got here they immediately took Tessa to the surgery room. I haven't heard anything since then. The boys stopped in. Harry was a little more concerned than the rest of them. He wouldn't stop asking me all these questions. Literally everything that came out of his mouth was about Tessa.

I debated whether or not I should call Tessa's mom. I decided that I will leave that up to the doctors and nurses.

It's been almost 6 hours since they took Tessa into surgery. They still haven't said anything. Right as my thoughts stopped one of the nurses came in in her scrubs covered in blood. I couldn't help to try and stop the tears welling up in my eyes.

"Please tell me she's okay?" I beg.

"Please sit down. Tessa lost a huge amount of blood. Her leg is pretty badly broken and some of her ribs are broken as well. Where that piece of glass hit her was so close to hitting one of her main arteries which could've killed her right on the spot. Sr you are very lucky to have your girlfriend here with you."

"Omg. This is all my fault" is the only thing I could breath out. "Can I see her?"

"Not right now she just got out of surgery and she needs to rest. I will take you to the room right next to her and you will be able to see her once she wakes up tomorrow." The nurse tells me.

"Okay. Thank you."

She leads me out of the waiting room and into a room with a bed and everything that I would need. I nod to her and she leaves me alone. I send a group message out to the boys; Tessa is out of surgery and they won't let me see her until tomorrow. She's in really bad shape. Guys she almost died and it's all my fault. Her leg is badly broken and she lost a huge amount of blood. I just don't know what to do.

After a few minutes the boys reply:
Liam: oh Nialler trust me it's not your fault. She will be okay I promise.
Harry: Ni. Im so sorry. I'm always here if you need me.
Louis: Get some sleep you need it. Just think in the morning you can see her.
Zayn: We will all stop by tomorrow if you want. Just know we are a text away.
Me: Thanks guys. I'll see you tomorrow

Once I plug my phone into the wall I go to the bed and just stand there. Thoughts crossing my mind not sure of anything. Thinking to myself that Tessa is lying on one of these in really bad shape because of me. Only if I never would've gotten drunk and never went to that party, we wouldn't be here right now. Tessa would be lying in my arms in her bed because I snuck out to see her. She's lying there looking up at me with her beautiful blue eyes and messy hair. I break out of my thoughts and wipe the small tear falling from my eyes.

I slowly lay down in the bed and feel empty. What feels like forever I finally drift off into sleep.

Tessa's P.O.V.

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I feel nothing.
Empty.
I can't move.
I can't do anything.
Every time I try to move I can't.
It's hard to breath.
I can hear things around me beeping. I must still be alive right?
I'm stuck in a quiet world with nothing. I can't feel I can't hear I feel like nothing.
Finally everything that was ever said to me is finally coming true.
Worthless.
Fake.
Nobody.
Words echoing in my mind.
Nothing.

Niall's P.O.V.

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I wake up in the morning knowing that I can see Tessa today. Before I get ready to go see her a nurse looking in her mid 30's comes in.

"Mr. Horan may I talk to you?" She asks.

"Um yeah?"

"Sr. Last night Tessa went into a coma." She tells me.

"Will you excuse me?"

"Yes." She replies.

I walk right into the bathroom, I shut and lock the door. I lean against the door and slide myself down and start crying. This is all my fault. She would be here. She would be lying in my arms and not here. She wouldn't be dying. She would be okay. This is all my fault and I can't do anything to fix it. I sit in there for a few seconds and try and recollect myself. I don't think I will be able to do anything without her if she never wakes up. I clean myself up and go back out to where the nurse is. She looks at me with grief in her eyes too.

"Can I still see her?" I say barely.

"Um yes. Mr. Horan I hope you know that she can't talk to you or move. She can hear you but she won't be able to respond."

"Okay I don't care I just want to see her please." I beg.

"Yes of course. Follow me."

I grab my phone quickly and follow her out the door and over one room. She starts to open the door and I can immediately hear the beeping of the machines. She opens the door the rest of the way and I can't hold it in. I immediately get tears in my eyes and I walk over to the side of the bed.

Her head has a few cuts and bruises on it. Her leg is in a ace bandage like the ones before you put it in an actual cast. Her side is wrapped up in gauze with a little spot of blood on it. She's pale. She has a tube going down her mouth to help her breathe. She still looks beautiful. I pull one of the chairs against the wall right next to the bed and sit in it. I slowly but carefully grab her hand and hold it in mine.
I just sit there and admire her and then start talking to her.

Tessa's P.O.V.

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It feels like I've been laying here for what feels like forever. Then I hear the door click open. I instantly hope that it's Niall. I can hear someone start sniffling and crying. I know who it is. It's Niall. He's here? Why? After everything I did and said to him he's still here. I hear the chair move closer to me and instantly feel warmth on my hand and another grabs it and I can tell it's Niall. He sits there holding my hand for a little bit before he starts talking to me.

"Tessa I'm so sorry you are here right now. This is all my fault. If I wouldn't have gotten drunk during the Halloween party you would be laying with me right now at home because I convinced you not to go to school. Tessa I miss your touch. I miss you. Sitting right next to me. I miss everything about you. I wish you weren't in this state right now." He pauses. "Every minute without you makes me feel like shit. I hope you can hear me and just show me a sign that you are listening to me. Tessa I don't know what I could do without you. You make my life complete and I don't regret anything that I did to try to get your attention. I love that you let me break down you walls and let me build a door into your life. I love you so much and I hope you aren't in this coma for much longer because I don't know what I will do without you." He finishes and starts crying and places a kiss on my lips.

All I want to do is let him know that I can hear what he is saying. After he recollects himself a tear falls from his eye onto my hand. I'm trying so hard to move my hand but nothing is happening. Another tear falls from his eye and a miracle happens. My fingers move. He stops moving and just sits there.

"Tessa please please try to do that again." He begs.
I try and try but nothing happens my heart starts to beat faster and faster my heart monitor starts beeping off the hook. It doesn't stop. The door instantly clicks open and the nurses and doctors drag Niall away making me feel alone again.

Notes

Hey guys I'm back. So yeah that happened. Sorry it was short but that's all I wanted to put so I wouldn't give anything away. Probably have one up by the end of the week I'm not sure.

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