Closeted {Larry Stylinson AU}

Louis POV

BEEP! BEEP! BEEP!

I slam my hand on the Dismiss button and groan into my pillow. I have to get up and go to church, but today I don't really feel like going. Maybe I should just fake being sick today, and ask Harry to fake being sick too, tell him to come over...

"Louis! Get ready for church!" My mum calls me from in the the hallway, coming up the stairs. She knocks on my door twice and opens it, not even waiting for me to answer.

"Louis, get up darling. Its time to go to church, didn't your alarm go off?" I groan and squint my eyes.

"Mum... my head and stomach aches..." I curl up into a ball and roll on my side.

"Oh dear, is your head warm?" she comes up towards me sticking out head hand.

"No! Mum, I don't want you to get sick from whatever I have..." She quickly retracts her hand and pulls it to her chest.

"Maybe you should pray... Did you do your morning prayers?" I nodded my head- lies.

"Well, you look like you don't want to be helped... Liars go to hell you know..." I internally roll my eyes and groan. She feels my head abruptly with her hand.

"Well you're not warm, starting to suspect you're not sick..." Shit, Shit, Shit! ABORT! ABORT!

"I could go to church, I didn't say I didn't want to go... I do truly feel sick though." Good save. I'm fine, actually... Ive been feeling fantastic lately since Harry kissed me the other day. That wont happen again today though unless I'm alone with him...

"Then get ready, your dad is picking Harry and his family up because their car broke down... You have to get ready now if you don't want to be left." I almost jump out a my bed and run to my bathroom. I take off my boxers and my morning wood smacks my stomach. I throw them on the floor and take a piss... TMI I know... I turn on the shower and step in. The shower curtains are wide open so I close them, still hoping that none of my siblings barge in here.

I pick up the soap and squirt some onto a washrag and start lathering it onto my body. I start to wonder what I should tell my dad, If I need to. I hope he understands what I'm going through... and I really don't think its a phase anymore. Now that I know that he feels the same, I think I love him. I don't really know what it feels like, Im only 18 ¾ ...

I mean, I like the way his voice is so deep, it sends chills down my spine. And his emerald green eyes are so perfect... And his curls, I just wanna strangle my self with them... not literally cause then I'd die, but anyway- I started to wash the soap off my body and made my way to my length. I feel it get hard when I start to think about Harrys' dimples, and his eyes... I slowly start stroking it. The hot shower was exhilarating, and I pictured Harrys' raw lips surrounding my length.

"Oh, fuck Harry..."

His warm breath on my tip as he makes his way down and up my length. He starts sucking on my balls, and length. A moan escapes my lips and I can feel my cock twitching in my hands. He then licks all the way up from my balls to the tip. He then wraps his mouth on my length and sucks hard. My cock twitched again and I felt myself coming to my high...

"Im gonna cum, Harry..." As I said that stars and shapes replaced my vision, and I groaned from deep in my throat . I had jizz squirted all over my hands. When I came down from my high, I heard a knock on the bathroom door.

"Come on Lou! We all have to get ready you know..." I sprayed my mess with water and turned off the shower head.

"Hold on..." I stated disdainfully. I wrapped a towel loosely on my hips, and opened the bathroom door. Then appeared my little sister Lottie.

"Jeez, you were in there for like half an hour..." I roll my eyes and escape to my room.

"Well, I was trying to get clean..." I tell her right before I close my bedroom door. I put on a clean pair of boxer briefs, and pull a white polo over my head. I grab my dark jeans and pull them up to my hips. I then walk out of my room and Into my dads car.
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Finally my Lottie, Ernest, my dad and mum are in the minivan. Im all the way in the back, so Harry can sit next to me, and his mum could sit in the front.

"Thank you for letting us get a ride." I see Harry's mum appear in from the car door.

"No trouble at all..." My father says to her. Then I see a familiar face pop in from the side of the door.

"Hello Harry..." My mum says as he walks in and sits next to me. He has bags under his dark circles under his eyes and some spittle on the side of his mouth. He still looked fucking sexy... Did I mention it was 5 in the morning?

"Hi Mrs. Tomlin-" Harry interrupted his own sentence with a yawn. God, he's so cute in the mornings... My mum, Harry's mum, and my dad started talking about what they planned to do in church today, since my father is running the service. I zone out on what they were saying and put my focus on Harry... He looks tired and pissed.

"Tell me why in fucking hell do you have to wake up so early?" his voice was in a whispered tone, but I could still tell he was pissed.

"My dad's the pastor remember? He has been ever since I was born..." The pissed part of his attitude went away, but we was still tired. He nodded and yawned again.

"Oh yeah... I keep forgetting." He smirked and wrapped his arm around my waist. The chairs covered us from shoulders down, so nobody could see what we were doing. I smiled and scooted next to him. This is gonna be a fun car ride...

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We had finally arrived to the church, and we were glad, because I could tell he wanted to kiss me so bad, and I wanted to kiss him too. I was gonna go insane. All of us, except Harry and I, went to help start the church's service, that started in three hours. Me and Harry escaped to the sunday school room were nobody else was, so we could be alone.

Harry spread out on the carpeted floor, and I laid next to him and snuggled into his chest.

"So when did you start noticing?" Harry asked me.

"Noticing what?" I knew exactly what he was talking about... I was playing dumb.

"That you liked men..." I scratched my beard stubble and started thinking about the first time I realized I didn't like girls.

"When I was going out with Eleanor..." We broke up three months ago, but only family and Harry knew. Hence why Mrs. Roma didn't know. I did go out with her when I 12, but I didn't have the heart to tell her its over until I was 18. I didn't like her from the start, but she was completely okay with it...

"...What about you?" He looked down at me and I looked up at him.

"I didn't know... I just liked you." I smiled and raised up my head to kiss him.

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Church was almost over, and my dad was preaching to the church.

"Who's seen a movie before?" Everyone but the babies raised their hands. I wonder where this is going...

"Well this question I'm about to ask is more for the adults, and teenagers in the church... who has seen Another Gay Movie?" Please don't tell me he's going to go down that road today... Now the half of the church raised their hands.

"I say all these people in the movie, even the directors are going to hell... The movie is wrong in so many was, and homosexuality is one of them." Oh my fucking god...

"In Leviticus 20:13 it says;"If a man lies with a man as one lies with a women, both of them have done what is detestable, they must be put to death; their blood will be on their own heads."

My face turned pale. I was pissed but I didn't was to rage in the church... especially since I can't raise suspicion.

"This is the devils work... Evil and wrong. God didn't make adam and steve."

"Whats wrong?" Harry grabbed my hand and whispered in my ear.

"If god didn't want gays to be together, then why did he make them so handsome?" Harry smirked and let go of my hand.

"Do you wanna just leave? Sunday school is over." I nodded my head and I followed harry into the sunday school room.

I know for sure that I love him now...

Notes

HIII! I have nothing against everyone in this story, even christians (I am one) Its just a story I thought up in my head and thought it was an awesome Idea... kay? I love all people, even if they're dicks so don't think I hate all the people here except for Larry okay? good. BYE I LUV YERS! P.S. remember to comment if you liked it, it helps me know if people are actually enjoying it. or rate it... or sub- you know what? do whatevr da fuq ya want...