Closeted {Larry Stylinson AU}

Zayn's POV

"Oh, Zayn..." Meredith straddles my hips and removes my shirt. "Do not worry... She'll never catch us. I won't let that happen to you..."

Meredith has been coming over when Perrie's at work for months now. The more I keep doing this, it feels even more wrong than the last time. Not that cheating on my fiancée is right, but I love them both... I might even reconsider getting married.

She says that having sex with me is alright... Friends with benefits. But "doing it" with Meredith always coming over leaves none for Perrie. I feel bad because Perrie is the coolest person I know! Lately, she's become more of a friend. She's wanted to have sex with me, but I'm never up for it, and she's always okay with it even though I know she's dying (not literally). Every time I come home I can hear the vibrator all the way from downstairs.

"Can you stop? Just for a second?" Meredith stops kissing my neck and looks me in the eyes, confused.

"Is it not good? I can suck your neck harder if you want..." Her thick French accent is killing me. She starts sucking my neck, even harder than last time.

"No! It's not that... I just want to talk. 'Bout us..." She stops again and sits down beside me, her nipples pointing through her shirt.

"'Us?' We are friends-"

"Friends don't make out with each out hand screw around!"

"Yes, friends with benefits..."

"That's BULLSHIT! I have a fiancée. I hate doing this to her!" Meredith looks at me, hurt.

"After all I've done for you? Are you saying you hate me or something?"

"No! Not at all! In fact... I love both of you." Meredith's expression softens and she is silent for a minute.

"You, love me? M'apprécies-tu?" I nod my head and she smiles. She then gives me a big hug.

"Thank you..." I hug her back.

"But why are you leaving me if you love us both? Do you love me less?"

"I'm not leaving you. I'm just cutting this 'friends with benefits' thing before it gets really bad. It's not fair that Perrie has to suffer like this... I'm getting married to her in less than a month, and I'm cheating on her." Meredith looks like she understands and stands back up.

"I guess I should leave then..." I grab onto her arm.

"Wait!" She stops and turns around. "You should come to the wedding... You'll get a chance to meet everyone." She nods sternly and leaves.

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Lex's POV

Walking into the hospital felt familiar... I've been in here more than I've been at my actual house. Besides the recent visit, I came to the hospital a lot because my dad would "accidentally" break my bones or mess me up too much that I pass out from pain.

"Excuse me nurse, but do you know what room Randy Stylarcher is staying in?"

"Room 420, down the hall and to the right." I nod and start making my way down the hallway. Maybe visiting my dad was a mistake... He's gonna mess me up badly when he comes home anyway. I find the room and knock on the door. It cracked open a bit when I knocked so I just opened it all the way. There lies my father hooked up to a machine covered in bandage.

"What do you want?" Said a deep-hoarse tone coming from my dad.

"I wanted to come see and make sure you were okay..."

"Why? So you could watch me die?!" Tears started to fill his eyes.

"I'm sorry I did that to all of you! I really am... You were my family, and I ruined it. Now it's all gone. I'm sorry..." Is he sincere? I don't know if I should believe him. What if he doesn't mean it?

"Come here..." I hesitate to step up to him, but I managed to do it.

"I LOVE you guys... Now I have a dead daughter, and a wife who is living all alone. I broke you didn't I?" I don't respond to his question because to be honest I'm still mad at him. I stare him dead in the eye. I'm not scared anymore.

"Lexi, baby... You have to get me out of here. Our life can just go back like how it was old times!" Tears form in my eyes. I know life's a bitch, but I didn't think it was an asshole. I don't know if I should believe him.

"How can I believe you daddy?! Huh? After all you've done? I don't know what to do anymore." My dad grabs my arm and flings me onto him.

"Don't raise your voice to me! I am your father. Listen to me and get me out of here!" He starts hitting me and strangling my next. I manage to let out a scream and bite his tumb.

"Let go of me! Help!" The doctors rush in immediately. One of them takes out a walkie talkie.

"Code 69; patient attacking person." The only guy doctor there helps me fight my dad then restrains him.

"You'll regret this Alexa! I hate you!" I just stood there. My own father hates me. From that moment on, it felt like nothing really mattered anymore.

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"Lexi, everything's alright... Cry if you need to." I'm never leaving Niall, even if he had a restaining order on me.

"I'm too sad to cry." Niall chuckled.

"I don't think that's how it works babe." I smiled and just laid there in Nialls lap.

"Im more mad than anything..."

"You get angry?" I chuckle and back hand his tummy.

"I'm serious!" Niall took a deep breath and hummed the air in his lungs out. I loved the way the vibrations feel on my face.

"Are you ever going to actually tell me what happened? I want to help you."

"I'd rather not. You can't help with this one Ni."

"I understand." After that, he stayed silent. He leaned back on the blanket and looked up at the stars. I can't imagine life without Niall.

"We should do this more often."

"You mean be alone? We do that all the time..." I shake my head.

"No, I mean stargaze... The stars are so pretty." Niall laughs.

"Yeah, they are." We spend 20 minutes just looking up, not saying a word.

"Alexa..." Niall says out of no where.

"Hmm?"

"I love you more than anyone..."

" I love you too Niall."

Notes

Hey! I lied. It took me another month to update because school is back and I have homework and stuff to do, I'm also performing in a live play, and I'm a reck. I hope you liked this chapter, and remember to comment. I will try to update the story again next week but I can't promise anything. I'm really sorry! LUV YERRRS