Closeted {Larry Stylinson AU}

Niall's POV

What the hell just happened? My stomache hurts so bad... I feel like I was punched in the gut with a ram, and its horns spit open my insides pulling out my intestines one by one. A bit graffic I know, but that's the best way I to explain my pain. Not to mention the pounding in my head aswell. The pain there is less intense, but just enough where it's so annoying that you'd rather be the headless horse man.

I'm terrified to open my eyes. I'm scared that if I do, I'll see my poor Lex crying next to me, just like my last memory. Come to think of it, I can't remember anything after I got shot. It's just a black haze from there.

Maybe I'm dead. I could be, since I have never been dead and a human being can only officially die once. Death could just be nothing but darkness, silence and your thoughts. Lou and Harry would kill me if I said that out loud. But I hear a soft beeping. It's constant, and The beeping gets slightly loader every second. This is not good for my headache.

What is that beeping?! Should I open my eyes? The struggle is real... I decide that I should open my eyes, because if I don't, I will never know what the hell is happening.

I open my eyes slightly and I shut them back. Wherever I am, It's way too bright. I try to open my eyes again, and I over come the very bright place. My eyes are now open fully, and I can see everything... I know where I am. I'm in a hospital, hooked up to a machine. That's where the beeping was coming from. I turn to my right, and there's a light blue curtain separating me from other patients.

I look over to my left, and there's another patient sleeping in a bed next to mine. She has red hair, colored skin, and scars on her arm. Is that, Lex? I try to sit up, but there is a stabbing pain in my abdomen that I couldn't stand. Plus, my chest all the way down to my hips couldn't move. I scan my body with my hands and I'm covered in a tight bandage. Instead, I lie back down and try my best to turn my body to her.

"Lex..." I'm whispering her name to see if it is her. I hear no answer.

"Alexa." I call her full name a bit loader, and she turns over on her side making her hospital blanket slip down to her hips. She also has bandage wrapped around her waist. What happened to her? The blue curtain opens and a doctor in white scrubs walks in.

"Hello, Mr. Horan. How did you sleep?"

"Not too bad, could be worse. You can call me Niall." The Doctor nods and walks over to the person who I still assume is Lex. He looks like an older version of Louis with a beard and mustache come to think of it. I wonder if they're related...

"Ms. Stylarcher? Sorry to wake you but, you need to wake up. Your breakfast is coming shortly." I knew it was Lex. She sits up but winces in pain. All I want to do is run up and hug her, but I can't sit up either.

"Don't hurt yourself, relax and lay back down... Everything is fine." Lex nods and lies back down to face me. She lets out a huge smile and giggles, but winces in pain right afterwards. This is going to be a challenge to keep her from laughing...

"Don't laugh Lexi okay?" She nods again smiling trying to hold back her laughter.

"What's so funny?"

"Nothing... I'm just really happy you're okay! I was so worried about you!" I smile back to her and look at her more closely. She's not wearing a shirt, the only thing covering her up is bandage, wrapped around her breasts... Down her stomach, ending at her hips.

"Jaysis..."

"What?" I realized that I said Jesus out loud and quickly looked back at her eyes.

"Why are you covered in bandage?" I quickly change the subject to something that I was wondering before.

"Did your dad shoot you?" She shook her head, not smiling any more. Then she looked down at the ground, braiding her hair with her hands.

"He shot Shadé..." If you didn't know already, Shadé is her sister. It's sad that she still remembers that.

"I know... But you're obviously hurt. What happened?"

"I shot myself." my mouth drops to the floor and my eyes open wide. Why would she do such a thing?

"And my dad..." She says that in a more disappointed tone of voice. She's still looking at the floor, tears forming in her eyes. My facial expression has not changed. I assume she's going to continue talking, so I don't say anything.

"I didn't mean to... I was angry! I didn't know what I did until I did it!" Her tears were like a waterfall down her face. I push through my pain and stand up. I then sit down next to her and put my hand on her arm rubbing back and forth.

"I thought you died Ni... I thought my dad killed you. So I shot him back. I felt bad about everything... So then I shot myself. My mum called the police and I passed out after that." Lex's crying subsides, and I lean down and kiss her. She starts kissing me back... After a while, she tries to sit up and she almost falls back down, so I hold her back steady.

A nurse walks in with two food trays on a cart, surprised and clears her throat. We look at her at the same time and her face is as red ad a tomato.

"I'm sorry to bother you two, but I have your breakfast." I kiss Lex one last time on the cheek then walk back to my bed. The nurse sets down Lex's food tray on her lap, and My food on my lap. She doesn't leave just yet, but she's almost out the door when it looked like she just remembered something.

"People are here to visit the both of you. Should I send them in?" I look at Lex and she nods her head. The nurse then leaves the room and disappears behind the blue curtain.

I start scarfing down my oatmeal, eggs, toast, and orange juice like I haven't eaten in days... But Lex is barely eating hers. Just then, a tall curly haired lad appears from the magic curtain everyone comes in and out of... His eyes are red and glossy and at the sight of me he smiles.

"Niall!" Harry runs up to me and hugs me tight.

"Ow, ow, ow Harry, ow..." He quickly stops hugging me and steps back. "Sorry, sorry..." I smile and sit up "It's okay."

He nods and looks at Lex. "Lexi!" He runs up to hug her too.

"The love is muting the pain!" Harry laughs and let's go of her. I stand up again, this time I'm used to the pain and hug Harry softly, so the pain isn't as intense. He the. pulls back from the hug.

"Louis! Liam! Emma! Zayn! Perrie!" Louis here? I see the rest of my friends appear from the blue curtain of mystery. All of them give me a group hug and Perrie kisses me on the cheek. Emma's the only one to hug Lex first and they start having there own conversation.

I turn my attention to Louis, because I'm the only one who didn't know he was back. "Louis! Jaysis I haven't seen you in so long... When did you get back?"

" I actually got back yesterday evening... But you guys were sleeping when we arrived last night. You were both on heavy meds, so you slept both all day yesterday." I hug him again, despite the pain in my head and abs. I guess that's why I'm so hungry... I didn't eat at all yesterday!

"Well, I'm glad you're back buddy!" I sit back on the hospital bed and I realize I'm still hooked up to the machine some how. Even after all that moving and hugging, I'm still connected to the machine. Liam looks at Lex and I and sits down next to me.

"So... What happened? The doctors didn't tell us anything..." I sigh and clear my throat.

"First off, Mr. Stylarcher kidnapped me two nights ago. He took me to Lex's house when she wasn't there and threatened to kill me if she didn't come home. When Lex arrived he put the gun up to my head anyways and tried to kill me, but Lex managed to point the gun away from me. Instead, the bullet hit her sister. Then, Mr. Stylarcher shot me in the stomach. Then Lex shot herself."

All of the boys stood in Awe and didn't say anything... For a while. All that was heard was Lex's conversation with Emma about Jenna Marbles.


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Louis POV

When Harry and I reached my flat, I made sure that know one was home. And know one was thank god... This might be the night. I drop the keys on the kitten counter and sit on my couch.

"I'm gonna go to the bathroom. Be right back." I nod as Harry leaves the living room. I take off my shirt, and shoes then lean back on my couch. I love him so much... And I want my first time to be with him.

Harry comes back with a big smile on his face and sits down next to me. "Hey sexy..." My ears turn red at his choice of words. "Sexy? Those are some big words boy. "

"I am a big boy..." He winked and I smiled at his smutty language then leaned in closer to him. He starts sucking on my face and neck as he's as he could. It feels amazing... He starts unbuttoning my pants and grabs my cock. We keep doing that for a minute and then he just pulls my pants down all the way. After that he grabs my arse and literally rips off my boxers.

I am now naked, wearing only socks. I'm very uncomfortable, because I've never been completely naked around him before. I try to cover up my junk, but Harry grabs my butt again pulling me closer to him. I can't believe I'm about to say this...

"Harry? Don't you think we're moving too fast? I want it to be special..." He doesn't say anything. Then he painfully starts fingering my arsehole...

"Ow! Harry stop!" But he doesn't stop. He keeps forcing his middle finger up my arse and kissing my neck. I pull away from him and I start to cry. Harry tries to hug me but I push him away.

"What's wrong? What did I do?" My facial expression is unbelievable... I can't believe he doesn't know what he did.

"I told you to stop! It hurt! Why didn't you listen to me?" Harry smirks and walks up closer to me. I get even more furious...

"I'm sorry baby... I didn't know."

"Are you fucking high or something? You're making no fucking sense." He tries to hug me and as he comes closer the black of his eyes were larger than his emerald green. I push him away, and he tries to hug me again.

"Get out..." His smirk goes away and he has confusion written all over his face.

"What?"

"Get the FUCK out of my house..."

"I don't fucking understand what I did!"

"That's why you should fucking leave!"

"But..."

"GET OUT NOW!" He finally stops talking and walks out. He slams my door shut and I put my clothes back on. Tears are falling from my eyes like nothing. I run to my bathroom and wash my face. Looking in the mirror, I see my eyes are already red.

I decide to call Liam, I need someone to talk to. But I'm not talking to Harry.

"Hello?"

"Liam, are you busy?"

"No, what's up Lou?

"It's Harry... He's been acting really strange, and we fought ten minutes ago. I just need someone to talk to right now."

"Awe, that's too bad... What happened?"

"You'd probably rather not know... "

"Yes I do... I worry about you guys..."

"Gay stuff." I try to say it in the least awkward way possible.

"Oh..." It didn't help the awkwardness. I start wondering my bathroom looking for some reason to be in here, because I don't wanna leave. I'd rather stay in a place that's quiet, and that would stay quiet even after my parents come home.

"How's you and Emma?" I ask him not listen to anything he says afterwards because I honestly don't care. I glance at the floor, and there's a little plastic bag. I stand up from my toilet that I was sitting on and pick it up. There's white powder inside and is labeled in big black letters COCAINE. Is this Harry's? Does he do drugs? I can't believe he's doing drugs...

"Listen, Liam. I'm going to have to call you back."

"Okay, bye!" He hangs up and I keep looking at the bag. This could be from anyone in my family! It might not be Harry's. But I would have noticed it if it were in the house. I can't believe this...

He's a fucking arsehole.

Notes

NOOOOOO what happened to Larry?!? Find out next week when I update again! That's for reading! Remember comment rate subscribe! Bye yers!