Closeted {Larry Stylinson AU}

Lex's POV

"Okay Harry, Louis is coming in less than a month. We all know this..." Harry nodded his head and bit his lip seriously. He's been trying to stop with the drugs ever since he started, and that was a crazy day. I never told anyone about it just like he asked, and it's really hard. Not just the druggie... This is difficult for me too. Trying not to tell anyone about it means getting no other help, this is not a job for only one person... Especially when you only get to help the person once a week, because their not really persistent with helping themselves either. I also have other things to do, but friends are first!

"We also know that if you want to make progress, you have to work!" Being stern is really hard when you're 'too nice'. That's also another problem.

"You can't just stop one day and then give up the next. How much do you love Louis?"

"So much that I can't explain." I tried to suppress a smile, but you could tell...

"I need you to think about how much you love Louis, every time you look at a bag of cocaine. After that, just walk away..." He looks at me with pleading eyes.

"It's not that easy... Why can't I just keep... Doing the drugs?" I'm silent for a second with confusion written all over my face.

"What?"

"I mean... Louis smokes right? That doesn't bother me... I have been trying my best to stop but, I can't do it. maybe he won't care...?" My brows furrow with more confusion and cross my arms, leaning slightly.

"First of all, Louis isn't as addicted to cigarettes as much as you are with cocaine... He rarely smokes. Secondly, of course he'll care! He cares about you... You've known each other since you were toddlers, you know him like the back of your hand H... Don't give up now!"

"What the fuck do you expect me to do Lex?! I have been trying, and it's really hard! Do you really think I can quit cocaine in 3 weeks?! It's not like I can just do this by myself! You're barely there when I need you to be, and when you are here you tell me what I should be doing! I know what I should be fucking doing! I just need help doing it!" Ouch... That hurt me. He just snapped, and a part inside me died.

"It's not my fault I'm trying to stay away from my abusive family, where I'm the youngest... And that doing so takes up most of my time. It's not my fault that you were the one to ask me for help when I don't know what the fuck to do! It's not my fault, I mess every little fucking thing I do! I'm only fucking human! Do you know the fucking shite I put up with?! I'm trying to help your spoiled arse, while trying to put up with my fucked up family, and trying to get a mother fucking education! I'm sorry if you thought I was Wonder fucking Woman!"

Each sentence I said got more harsh than the last. I just fired away, and cursed like a sailor. Harry and I are both shocked by my words... I didn't know I had all of this anger balled up inside me... I thought I was fine. We both sit there in silence and I'm looking down at my feet ashamed of what I said. Harry rests his hand on my shoulder, and I look up at him. His face isn't angry anymore, Just sorry.

"I won't give up. I'm sorry... I forgot what you were going through all that. I just got caught up with my situation... I didn't mean what I said. I'll try harder to do this, to be honest... I wasn't trying my best."

I nod. "Sorry for calling you a spoiled arse... I was on a roll." He chuckled and kissed me on the cheek. Chill, were both in a relationship, and he's gay. It'll never happen. We sit in silence again for a half hour on the park bench, until I finally think of something.

"How about. I hide it from you... but it's where your mum can find it." Harry shakes his head.

"No... She'd wonder who moved it. Plus there's still a chance I could find it." I can think of another one...

"Oh, What if you substitute it for something... Like, if you're craving it, instead of cocaine... You could eat your favorite snack."

"I'll try it... It could work. But if you think of anything better, let me know." I nod and my phone buzzes in my black skinny jeans pocket. I unlock it and I see it's a text from Niall.

Nialler =*-*= 3:21pm
Hey Lexi! Just wondering when you're comin home ;). Call me l8r, ttylxox

I smile at my phone and my cheeks turn red... As well as my ears. I can feel Harry's eyes on me, nod when. I look over and he's staring at me.

"Who you texting?"

"Niall." I quickly turn my eyes back to my phone and glue them to it. With no hesitation, Harry looks at my phone and snatches it. He starts running around the playground like a little kid playing tag.

"Hey!" I start chasing after him... And before you know it, we're playing tag.

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Louis POV

Sometimes, I'm glad I'm not in London. Sometimes I am mad I'm not in London. Right now, this is one of those times... If I was in London, I'd be already out of school, but here, is four hours behind... I'm glad I'm done counting months I have to stay here. After this, I can go back to Harry...

I'm sitting at the lunch table with my 'Friends until I leave', and this thing caught my eye through opening of the cafeteria door. It was an eye... Illuminati confirmed. But seriously, I stood up from my seat and the eye disappeared as I heard footsteps running from the hallway. I speed walk my way to the door, and begin running when I'm out of the school securities view.

As Im running, a hand grabs me and covers my mouth. I almost start to scream but a voice stops me.

"If you scream... You don't any." Any what? I listen to the random voice like a fucking idiot... And the hand lets go of my mouth. Then I get gently pushed onto a locker and this girl with a tight crop top, mini skirt, thigh-highs, Keds, and a blonde ponytail... Is this even school appropriate? Her blue eyes meet mine and she trails her hands against my chest .

"Want the ride of your life, Brit boy?" Her voice sounded like she lived on a farm, and that she owned five pigs. The lipgloss in her lips look cheap as fuck...everything was pointing to 'NO!' but before I could say it, she crashes her lips into mine, with a sloppy gross, what other guys thought to be a 'sexy' kiss. She was a pretty girl, but I would never date her. I push her away, and run back into the lunch room and eat lunch. I hope I never see, talk hear or touch that girl again.

God, I hope Harry doesn't find out...

Notes

Hey guys, all I have to say is, Today is my birthday 03-08!!!! Yay!!!!!!! Love yers... Bye! Ttylxox