Closeted {Larry Stylinson AU}

Louis POV

The dreadful day is here. The day I have to leave Harry... Last night I have been crying, in Harry's arms. And I'm still here- in Harry's arms. I know my alarm didn't go off, so I'm still good. But I still have to wake Harry...

"Hazz..." I run my fingers across his side and feel goosebumps rise at my touch. He stirring and starts making cute noises and sleepy groans. God, I'm gonna miss this... He smiles at me with his eyes barely open, and kisses my forehead.

"Good morning." I say. Harry yawns and he's now fully awake. He keeps staring at me and doesn't stop smiling.

"What?" He's still smiling and staring.

"Nothing, you're just so beautiful..." I smirk and keep my gaze at his toned torso. I keep gliding my fingers up and down his side. Then I look back at him, but his smile is gone.

"You're leaving today, aren't you?" He asked me in a not so happy tone. "yeah." He shuts his eyes and I can tell he's holding back tears. "I'm leaving after school. We have time... We have to be at the airport at 5:30." He nods and I get up from my bed. I go into my bathroom to wash my face and brush my teeth.

I return to my bedroom and I see Harry sitting up on the bed, bawling his eyes out. I wanna just tell him everything is okay, But it's not. I don't know why I have to leave. All because my dad wants me to find a girlfriend? This fucking trip won't work out for me. I love Harry... I would hold a snake for him, and he knows how much I hate snakes. No one in this entire world would make me leave him.

I walk over to him and sit back on the bed. I wrap my arm around him and he starts sobbing in my chest. I hate seeing him in this much distress. I start rocking him and he relaxes a bit more. We stay like this for half an hour until...

BEEP! BEEP! BEEP!

Christ, Harry and I almost jump out of our skin as my alarm clock goes off. I run to hit the dismiss button, and the room is filled with silence. Since I already got clean, I just slip on a black shirt, black jeans and white sneakers. Harry opens his bag and pulls out a white shirt, black jacket, black jeans, and brown boots. We both then realize, we have thirty minutes to kill.

"Is Liam picking us up?" His voice is so soft I barely hear him. His eyes are blood shut, and his face is shining from my lamp light.

"Do you want him to ?" I ask him. He nods and grabs his bag.

"I don't want people asking me 'What's wrong?' So yeah." I start dialing Liam's number and Harry goes into my bathroom.

"'Ello Lou! How are you?"

"Hey Liam, I'm just fine..." I can't help but think of leaving all of my friends here, and my cheeks start to burn. I sniffle and my eyes start to water.

"I'm leaving today, you know." I try to sound like I'm not crying right now.

"That's today? Oh shit..." He yawns into the speaker. " When are you leaving?"

"Before 5:30..." He yawns again and I hear him shuffle with his books and stuff.

"Well, see me anytime before you leave, I'm gonna miss you mate." I sniffle again and rub my face, almost completely forgetting why I called him.

"Okay, I will. But um, Harry isn't taking the trip situation too well... He was crying earlier, is it alright if you drive us to school again?" I hear him pick up his keys.

"Sure! Of course, I'll be there in 10." He hangs up before I even say 'bye'. Wow Thanks Liam, I feel the love... Harry returns from the bathroom and sits back on my bed.

" Jesus, my eyes are red..." He lets,out a raspy chuckle and kisses me on my cheek. " What did Liam say?"

" He says he'll pick us up in ten minutes." I hear a knock at my bedroom door and my mother disdainfully opens it.

"Good morning Louis! Are you all packed." I don't smile at all, and she's grinning from ear to ear.

"Yes mum." She nods and gives me a bible. "This is so you're not bored on the plane... Put it in your bag." I slip the bible in between my suitcase pockets. I'm going to hate this trip, I can tell just by looking at my mother. She turns to Harry and gives him a kiss on the cheek. He wipes off her spit and grabs his bag again. My mum turns around, and walks out of the room.

I don't understand how my parents don't see that I'm not happy when they're near me. I don't think they even care about me... I don't think even God cares about me, cause I'm going through so much pain, but no one except Harry does anything.

"Cooties..." Harry mumbles underneath his breath. I smirk and start wrestling him on the bed. "What did I do?!" He asks as I'm forcing his hands on the bed. When he gives up I lean in for a kiss, and not just a sloppy kiss... This was a slow, soft core porn, passionate, and tasteful kiss. A kiss that could turn anyone on. Harry melts into it and we start grinding on each other. I think something might happen If nothing ruins this momen-

"Louis, Your friend Liam is here!" Fuuuuuuuuuck... I release Harry from my restraining hold, and grab my book bag. I run down stairs with Harry following me and I see Liam sitting on my couch in the family room.

"Hey Louis." His gaze is set on Harry. "Hello Harry..." Harry quietly waves back... He's really quiet after he cries. We all walk out the door , and into Liam's car.

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Everyone was here. Harry, Lex, Niall, Liam, Zayn, Perrie, even Emma... They were all here to say their good byes.

The first to come up to me is Lex... She gives me a hug and she was still happy.

"Bye Lou... I'll miss you!"

"I hope you and your dad get along. And when I come back, you better have stopped cutting." She nods her head and then Niall comes up to me.

"Mate, I'm going to miss you... A lot." He gives me a cake. I hope he never changes. Then Zayn comes up to me.

"The Lads and I are going to miss you... And I hope you and Harry still love each other then." Zayn gives me a bro hug and walks away. Perrie runs up to me and hugs me.

"I'm still your mummy okay? Don't forget about me..." I smile.

"I will never forget you in a million years." She smiles and walks back to Zayn. Liam and Emma then walks over to me.

"Louis I know we just met, but from what I've seen and heard, I'm going to miss you." Emma says as she hugs me.

"Lou I'm going to be a wreck without you helping me all the time, and I will help Harry get through this. Liam says. Then, Harry walks over to me. He cups my face in his hands and a tear falls from my eye. I love him so much, I can't take this...

"Baby, no matter what happens over your vacation, I want you to always know I love you... I love you so much and I'm going to miss you. These five months are going to be hell, but I will always be thinking of you." He kisses me with his raw, pink lips and I melt into it. Lex is also fangirling in the corner.

"I will always love you too..." Tears are falling like nothing in Harry's eyes and I kiss his forehead.

"Bye love..."

"Bye." I walk out of my house into my mums minivan with Lottie, Ernest, my mum and my dad. Now the horror begins...

Notes

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