Shiver(narry)(Boyxboy)

"Where are you Christmas? Why can't I find you? Why have you gone away!" I sang at the top of my lungs, my arm thrown around Luke's shoulder as we sat in my living room. We weren't the only ones here though, I mean c'mon it was a party.
More like a small get together...
But still a party.
Louis was sitting on the floor, Calum and his friend Michael next to him. Liam was in the kitchen grabbing another bottle of tequila, when there was a knock on the door.
"Lukey babe, why don't you go get it?" I slurred, patting his cheek a little as I did so.
"Why can't you get it?" Luke whined, sinking down a little further onto the couch. His feet kicked Louis a little, making him turn around with a glare.
"I don't wanna get it."
"I don't either... LEEYUM!" Luke shouted, bursting into giggles as he sank even further down the couch. Eventually Luke was no longer on the couch, sitting in between Louis and Calum. Liam came into the room, two bottles in his hands.
"What?"
"Go answer the door, Hazzy and I are too lazy to do it." Luke got out before bursting into giggles, he wrapped an arm around both of Louis and Calum kissing Louis' cheek.
"Who else did you guys invite?" Liam asked, stumbling towards the door.
"I didn't invite anyone, all my friends are here! Are you guys my friends? I mean you treat me like shit half the time, so it's hard to tell." I said, before laughing at myself for even considering the idea.
"I'll be your friend Hazzy." Luke whispered looking up at me with sad eyes.
"I won't be your friend, you smell funny." I said back, sticking my tongue out as I laid out on the couch. Liam answered the door, and I tried to look around him to see whoever the hell it was.
"Ugh Liam, your fat ass is in my way. Who's at the door?"
"I believe it's slut dresser..." Liam turned around, his expression confused. I sat up on the couch at the second he mentioned one of my favorite people.
"Slut dresser!" I called out, still trying to see past the annoying person in the doorway. Liam stepped out of the way, revealing someone who most definitely was not my slut dresser.
"You're not my slut dresser." I stated, glaring at the boy who Liam mistaked for Niall. He didn't look a thing like Niall for christsake.
"Uh.... Louis invited me?"
"Ashton!" Louis squealed, climbing up from the floor and rushing over to Ashton. Calum was glaring at Ashton, and it took me a moment to realize which Ashton he was talking to.
"Louis, you fucking dick!" I screeched, jumping up from the couch and rushing towards the two boys. I tripped before I reached them though, throwing my hands out to catch myself. I let out a grunt of pain as it shot up my arm.
"Fuck." Ashton muttered, looking at me with wide eyes. He let go of Louis, and just stared at me. I glared up at him from my spot on the floor, sitting back up as I held my wrist.
"Fuck is right, why are you even here?" "Louis invited me... I already said that." "I don't want you here." I pouted, still glaring up at him.
"Well sadly I'm here."
"You're a liar, a dirty rotten liar trying to fuck up my reputation." I hissed, standing up from the floor.
"You slept with me and broke my fucking heart." Ashton shot back, his eyes now glaring at me too. Everyone just stood around the room, none of them intervening. Luke had a slightly worried expression while Louis just smirked.
"I told you I don't do fucking relationships Irwin. Get over it, stop telling everyone I forced myself upon you."
"Why not? This is the most attention you've given me since you fucked me and left. So I don't see the harm in just a little white lie."
"The whole fucking town thought I was some sort of rapist Ashton, my own mother looked at me with disgust. Your actions had consequence, and fuck I know you were mad but me... You can't just say whatever the fuck it is you want to."
"I loved you Harry."
"I didn't love you, I told you. I told you when you first started trying that I wasn't going to stay for long. You chose your own fate, yet I'm still fucking paying for it." Slowly I started to notice that everyone was drifting out of the room, leaving just Ashton and I in the living room. Liam hovered though, he knew what it was like when I got angry. Ashton just shook his head, biting his lip a little like he always did when he was upset.
"Maybe I'm happy that you're still paying for it? You... You treated me like a prince, then left me alone and confused. I thought you loved me too, you made me fucking believe that you did...and now you're already going off with that Horan kid."
"I haven't done anything with him." "That's not the kind of person you are." "What do you know about who I am?" "I know enough to know that you'll fuck up."
"Sooner or later you're going to get feelings for that boy... and just like your father... You'll fuck up."

Notes

Im the type of person that can either be a people person or really despise the entire human race. Today I entirely despise the human race.