Everything changes

Wow! She looks absolutely amazing tonight. I can’t take my eyes off of her. Every time I kiss her she breaks them off, but I know she feels the same way for me as I feel for her. The passion when we kiss, the Goosebumps when we touch and the smile she gives me before we kiss. It all makes me believe she likes me, and maybe just maybe she even loves me.

When she takes another step back from me and breaks our kiss, she walks into the hallway that leads to her bedroom. “I didn’t say I wanted it that fast.” And I give her a cheeky smile, I see her blush and that makes me chuckle. “Don’t even think about it, Styles. I’m just grabbing my… uh yeah what was I getting again.” I love to see her stumble and being nervous. I close the door behind me and the room turns black.

After a couple of seconds my eyes got used to the darkness in the room and I take a step closer to Kylie. She doesn’t move and I hear her breath slowly. By my surprise before I can do anything she takes another step closer towards me and we’re standing face to face. “Be mine…” She stands on her tiptoes and whispers, the words that I was longing to hear, in my ear. Without saying a word I brush my lips on hers and the passion is immediately there. Slowly I push her backwards until we reached the beginning of her bed. I give her one little push and our lips are torn apart, and she fell on the edge of her bed.

She leans back on her elbows and she looks amazing. Her long brown hair fell perfect around her face. The clothing she wears fits her perfectly. This girl makes me crazy, everything about her is perfect but still she looks nervous to me. “What’s wrong babe?” She stands up and again we’re face to face. “Nothing, it’s just stupid not now ok?” “No, if something is wrong you need to tell me.” And I press her body against mine. She looks at the ground, and takes a deep breath. “I’m… well. Euhm how do I start. Well this is kind of all new for me. You know.” First I’m confused, what is she talking about but when I see a blush creeps up her cheeks I know what she means.

“It’s ok, we can take this slow. I don’t force you to do anything babe.” It’s the first time since she told me, that she looks me in the eye. “Just sleep with me, please?” And again she looks away. “Of course babe.” I give her a peck on the lips and let myself fall on the bed. I kick out my shoes and fully clothe I get under the sheets. “Oh yeah, of course I wanna be yours.” And I give her a little wink. She looks confused at me but then she got a grin from ear to ear on her face and she grabs a pile of clothes and walk towards the bathroom.

So she is still a virgin. Well not that I care, what I feel for Khloe has nothing to do with sex or anything. If she’s not ready I’ll wait. When she asked me to sleep next to her I felt like a little kid and wanted to jump around the room. But that would be pretty awkward I guess.

I’m so deep in my own thoughts that I didn’t hear Kylie come in the room again, until I felt her soft hands on my stomach. “I left some clothes for you in the bathroom, if you wanna change?” And she looks nervous to me. “So you gave me girly clothes? I know for sure you gave me a pink shirt. Didn’t you?” With a playful tone in my voice I try to get rid of the awkward feeling she had. “No, no it is clothing from my little brother. So don’t worry Styles, I won’t give you anything pink.” And she chuckles. I give her a kiss on her forehead and walk into the bathroom when I find the pile of clothing; I just took the sweatpants and my shirt I took off. After changing my clothing I went back to the bedroom.

When I got in the bed again I felt Kylie curling up to me and I put my arm around her shoulders. She lays her head on my chest and I feel her heartbeat on my body. “Goodnight, love.” “Goodnight, Harry.” I just concentrate myself on her breathing and after a couple of minutes I could hear that she fell asleep, I closed my eyes and with a big grin on my face I fell in a deep sleep.

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