Kylie is still gone, and I’m getting ready for tonight. Why am I so nervous? This is just a movie night with a friend, nothing more. But still I have a weird feeling in my stomach.

When I’m done with my make-up, I walk towards the livingroom and make sure everything is clean and descent. When I checked every single thing in the room, I hear the doorbell ringing and that must be Niall.

I walk towards the door and do a last check in the mirror next to the door. This is our best idea ever. A mirror next to the door, was a really good plan. I open the door and there he is, he looks amazing even though he is wearing just a simple pair of jeans with a plain white shirt, a snapback and just white sneakers. I really like the way he dresses himself.

“Come in.” I take a step aside so he can walk into our apartment. I close the door, and he gives me a hug. He smells amazing. This should be illegal. “Hi love.”, He keeps staring at me and I feel a bit embarrased. “Want something to drink?”, “Do you have a beer?” ,“Well, not sure. Let me have a quick look.”, I walk towards the kitchen and I hear Niall following me. When I open the refrigerator, I see a six pack of beer. Kylie must have bought that yesterday. Thank you, girl. I grab a beer and hand it to Niall. For me I get a glass of wine.

“So wich movie are we going to watch?”, Niall looks at me with a hopefull expression on his face. “I thought about three movies, but I can’t choose so you have to choose.” “Okay, hope you picked good ones.” “Niall Horan, are you doubting the fact that I Khloe Bouwman can’t choose a good movie?” He doesn’t answer my question, he just looks amused at me.

“Well, I choose The Hangover, The House At The End Of The Street or 8 mile.” He looks at me like a little boy who just got a train as a present. “I’m sorry, I would never doubt you ability to choose a movie again.” “So there’s a movie you love?”, “Yeah, I really love 8 mile. It’s my favourite movie ever.” “Okay 8 mile it is then.”

I walk towards our tv and put the dvd from 8 mile in the player. I’m so happy he chose this movie. It’s the best movie I ever saw. Even though I saw it more than hundred times before, I can’t get enough of it.

When the movie came to an end I was so tired, but I did everything so I wouldn’t fall asleep. I would probelly kill myself if I fall asleep again next to Niall. The movie ended and I walk towards the tv and shut it off.

“Want another drink?” “Yeah, I would love that.” He gives me a smile, and I melt inside. Okay focus Khloe, keep your mind togheter. When I come back I hand the beer to Niall and take a seat next to him on the couch.

“Erm, Khloe.” The expression on Niall’s face change and he looks really nervous. “I really need to tell you that erm, I really have a great feeling about you. I think you’re amazing.” He looks at me with hope and I die a little inside.

Okay let me explain this. I know Niall is amazing, and I never felt something like this for a boy, but you need to know I don’t date. Back in Holland I always got hurt. I promised myself I wouldn’t fall in love anymore. I’m not only protecting myself but also I’m protecting Niall. I don’t want him to get hurt, and that’s what I do. I hurt people.

I stand up and walk away from him without saying a thing. I hear his footsteps behind me and when we are in the kitchen he grabs my hand and turns me around. “Don’t say you don’t feel this between us. I don’t know what this means but I know there is something between us.” “I’m sorry Niall, but there is nothing between us.” The eyes that were sparkeling ten minutes ago are now full of hurt.

“Don’t say that.” He takes a step towards me and our faces are so close I can feel his breath on my skin. Oh my god this is not good for me. There’s a rollercoaster in my stomach. “Please Niall, don’t.” Before I can walk away I feel his soft lips on mine. I push him away and I feel a tear falling down my cheeck. “Maybe, you should go.” I know I sound cold and maybe because of my tone he takes a step back. Without saying a thing he walks towards the door and I hear him opening the door. When I hear the door falling back in his lock, I fall down on my knees with tears streaming down my face.

Notes

Hiii guys, I'm so sorry for this chapter. But it has to happen you'll see that later in the story. Please don't hate Khloe for hurting Niall.

I love you guys.