Everything changes

When I woke up this morning, Khloe wasn’t there anymore. With a disappointed feeling I walk towards the kitchen, and on my way I find the little note Khloe left on our coffee table.

When I walk towards the kitchen I hear Harry, who must have just woken up. “Yoo Styles, tea?!” I hear a mumble from his bedroom, so I assume that’s a yes. When the tea is almost ready I hear my phone ringing. Where did I left that stupid thing. I always lose my phone doesn’t matter how much I use it, it’s gone after it. I find it between the couch and see it’s Khloe who’s calling me.

“Hey, love”, “Hey, I’m so sorry I just left. You were sleeping so cute, didn’t want to wake you up.” I hear her hesitate on the other side of the line. “Well, I want to invite you to maybe watch a movie with me tonight. I promise I won’t fall asleep again.” I chuckle and I don’t need to think about that for to long.

“Yes, I would love that. I see you tonight, love.”, We say our goodbyes and when I hang up, I feel really happy. I don’t know what it is, but my heart is racing and I have a strange feeling in my stomach. I ignore that feeling, and Harry showed himself in our kitchen.

“Goodmorning Hazza, okay spill it how was your evening.” I hand him a mug with hot steamy tea, and we both tell something about our evening. Ahw I’m so happy for him, he really likes Kylie. He really deserves this. When we finish our conversation he walks out the door, and I’m alone again with only my thoughts.

I walk toward my bedroom and gather some clothes to wear. When I found something decent and clean I walk towards the bathroom. Really it’s time to visit my mum, almost all of my clothes are dirty. Maybe I can take a plane tomorrow and visit her for a couple of days. Even after living on my own for two years, mum still does my laundry.

When I’m in the bathroom I turn on the water and strip myself from my clothes. I step in the shower cabin and the hot water is streaming down my body. All my muscels relax and I overthink the night before.

I didn’t feel so comfortable with a girl in the last couple of years, yes you read this good, the last couple of years. Of course I have friends that are girls, but I never felt something for them. But when I’m with Khloe, it feels different than when I am with other girls.

I turn off the water and step out of the cabin. I put on my clothes and make sure I look descent. Even though it’s just around twelve o’clock, I’m nervous for tonight.